nothing

nothing

[thefirekidoutside]

dear you,

stop pretending that you loved me.

thanks.

[thefirekidoutside]

dear me,

it’s at these times i wish i’m not alone

[thefirekidoutside]

013

dear you,

what is wrong with you?

what is wrong with me?

i tried my best.

[thefirekidoutside]

012

dear friend,

it is frustrating that we haven't seen each other for a long time. i feel like we are falling apart. it might be okay, but who knows?

[thefirekidoutside]

011

dear me,

you did good. you f*cking nailed it.

[thefirekidoutside]

010

Dear me,

You were an assh*le today. I hope you change.

[thefirekidoutside]

009

Dear you,

What do you want this time?

I am not always there for you; I have to be here for myself.

[thefirekidoutside]

008

Dear you,

We were a thing until we weren't anymore

We grew apart, and I did mind.

[thefirekidoutside]

007

dear you,

you are not James Bond. Stop playing yourself.

[thefirekidoutside]

006

Dear friend,

It sucks that you are the way that you are - a manipulative, conniving shit. And it sucks that I ever became your friend.

[thefirekidoutside]

005

dear me,

i am slowly falling apart. tasks are piling up and i think it's taking a toll (somehow) on me.

[thefirekidoutside]

004

dear friend,

i am sorry i wasn't there for you as much as i can. now, you're long gone and it's tragic. i really liked you as a friend and sadly that ended with just an accident. the funeral was too much i couldn't go there.

[thefirekidoutside]

003

dear you,

you have a baby now and honestly i don't give a shit, i just want to write this. i loved you and i was wrong for doing so. i knew it after i saw you again in that funeral. i saw how you've always been. i hope your baby grows up to be a kind person though.

[thefirekidoutside]

002

dear friend, i guess i am going through motions. i mean i have this friend (not you) that talks too much to the point that sometimes i don't trust him. it's very conflicting on my part and sadly that will stay that way.

[thefirekidoutside]

001

dear me,

i am excited but at the same time worried. i am now 31 years old and i don't really know what to make out of it. i realized i am far more focused on my work rather than myself.

maybe i should take things slow... slowly....