my world of shadows

what I post and my repost will be how I am feeling 9/10. what I regret what I let go and the shadows I Chase and I try to hide from the light because all I have is the shadows of what I once dreamed of having and I don't want them to go away but I know now because of what I did that's all I will ever have is a shadow of the life I dreamed of now it my beautiful nightmare i live in misery I bring to my self because

[theforgottenshad0w]

I have a empty home a place where I leave the porch light on just in case your soul ever gets lost the door will always be unlocked for you ( it may not be the same as it ever was or how I perceive it , but things left unsaid, locked away in my head)

[poetry-siir]

[theforgottenshad0w]

But at the same time it’s also the easiest way to me

[theforgottenshad0w]

Flash back to the hotel I was living in while I was being assaulted they would repeat to me the hotel staff was my ex coworker along side with the criticism and pressure from them made it difficult then the external situation of hostile subjects (it’s was a damn good set up for a disaster)

[9710144]

@ subliming.jpg

[9710144]

[loubis-and-champagne]

X

[theforgottenshad0w]

Wonder how fast I’d be gone if I just did the other stuff then the things I do

[9710144]

[theforgottenshad0w]

Never jealous y’all go get it I’ll be there one day but hey don’t mind me if I ask for help

[thoughtkick]

“We do not remember days, we remember moments.”

— Jennifer Nevin

[funnytwittertweets]

[thoughtkick]

“My anxiety is silent. You wouldn’t even notice a change on the outside but I’m honestly so stressed I can’t even manage simple tasks. People call me lazy when in reality I’m just overwhelmed.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“You will hear thunder and remember me, and think: she wanted storms.”

— Anna Akhmatova, You Will Hear Thunder

[theforgottenshad0w]

Deep painful sigh the pains from your abusince

[thoughtkick]

“You’re waiting for that magical day when someone makes the connection and recognizes who you really are. Maybe they’ll first catch the sparkle in your eye. Or perhaps they’ll marvel at your insights and the depth of your spirit. Someone who will help you connect the dots, believe in yourself, and make sense of it all. Someone who will understand you, approve of you, and unhesitatingly give you a leg up so that life can pluck your ready, ripened self from the branch of magnificence. Well, I’m here to tell you, your wait is over. That someone, is you.”

— Mike Dooley

[thoughtkick]

“My soul is from elsewhere, I’m sure of that, and I intend to end up there.”

— Rumi

[thoughtkick]

“Just be fucking honest about how you feel about people while you’re alive.”

— John Mayer

[elycwinters]

You Haunt Him

You haunt him.  He still looks for your face in the crowd, desperately hoping to encounter your visage among the others.

You haunt him. He still cannot smell your perfume without the desire to weep, because it reminds him of the times he could take a whiff off your neck. 

You haunt him. He swears he can hear you calling from a far away place no one knows, and his heart aches  for yours.

You haunt him.

- Ely C. Winters.

[thoughtkick]

“To make a difference in someone’s life You don’t have to be brilliant, rich, beautiful or perfect. You just have to care.”

— Unknown

[autumnsfallingsadness]

where did i go wrong?

[theforgottenshad0w]

For me probably the lack of action positive or negative there just wasn't any at all frozen in the wrong moment and then casing the squicks of my soul tearing apart

[deviika]

Colum McCann // Franz Kafka