of guilt & pleasure

general oc brainrot, but also whump & writing

[theguiltywriter]

hey there, I'm the guilty writer - I came to be guilty and to write, but I'm not done being guilty yet so the writing will have to wait. you can call me puffin or selkie ! this is my sideblog dedicated to my original characters, writing projects, & whump addiction. you can expect a lot of random ramble posts and yelling about putting my blorbos in situations. sometimes I even write them in those situations hehe

meet the guilty writer

you may call me puffin or selkie, either work & I go by both !

level 26. US, central time. I'm a student & work part time.

enby aroace. they/it/that/any.

my discord is available, feel free to ask for it !

my main is @puffinproof; I follow & interact from there

I have an 18+ non-con centric whump sideblog -> @theguiltlesswriter

I have a general whump reblogs sideblog -> @whumpinghour

other deets & info

primary whumpee is my bb boi original charracter kaey ! you can learn more about him below the cut + there are links to more info. or I am happy to (and love) answering questions ♡ my inbox & DMs are open

character portrayed in icon + banner is my oc kaey. any art I post or use belongs to me. both the icon & banner are by violetwitchhh. art above was made by me.

minors are allowed, but expected to interact with caution / care. read this for more information. note I will block for my comfort if necessary.

the following is encouraged: asking questions, sending prompts, making requests, tagging me in things, commenting on my posts, reblogging my posts, mentioning me in posts, messaging me, sending me asks, telling me about your blorbos, talking to me, being friend shaped, etc etc ! ♡ please, I love interacting with folks, and I love when folks are friend shaped. in general folks are welcome to engage !

discretion is advised (obviously). I do my best to tag things when I reblog them, and anything I post will always have a trigger list / content warning at the top.

stances: I do not tolerate bigotry or bullies. I support neither censorship nor purity culture. in general I do not fuck with discourse. anti-AI.

the guilty repertoire (tropes we like to use)

living weapon, feral, and inhuman whumpees

intimate, sadistic, and mentor whumpers

experimentation

body modification; prosthesis, branding, tattoos (con & noncon)

drugging & drug dependency

muzzles & shock collars

noncon & dubcon

slow recovery

torture as exposure therapy / to desensitize

stoic whumpee vs whumper trying to break them

any attempt to break a stoic whumpee

feral and/or stoic whumpee learning to trust

tag masterlist kaey content masterpost whumpblr intro about selkie about kaey

meet my primary oc whumpee, kaey !

kaeyonari "kaey" hatathli. he/him 30+. trans masc enby asexual. living weapon, "mutant", physically incapable of dying. trained as an assassin, known under the guise of revenant. haunted by an alternate version of himself, a shadow that represents his potential and every possible iteration of his existence, referred to as shadowself. a generally quiet and lowkey person, it is his dream to help others, to escape and become more than a tool. fun facts - used to have wings, now he does not (it was his choice) - has lots of animalistic traits, like reflective eyes and sharp teeth - his right arm is a complete prosthetic, as well as part of his left hand and his left foot. his body in general has been cybernetically reinforced. - very strong senses, but suffers from sensory issues - dependent on a drug that enhances his abilities - main whumper is aleksey, his mentor - main caretaker is his adoptive father, henri - here is a post with info for all of his verses / aus au quick tags - main verse - feral au - team au - the fic - vampire au - toxic au content warnings torture, conditioning, drugging, forced drug dependency, addiction & withdrawal, forced body modification, death & reanimation, self-mutilation, abuse, mental illness, assault / violence, medical experimentation, noncon, dubcon, childhood abuse & csa, racism & transphobia, attempted suicide quick notes - I have many aus for kaey, some of them functionally similar just with different lore. I mainly write within his main verse, or an alternate version of his main universe utilizing unique lore. I'm pretty much continuously working on his lore, so there may be inconsistencies or changes !

[painwithoutplot]

Give your living weapon OC the zoomies in my honour ok

[theguiltywriter]

just saw a video of a cat rage baiting its owner with those dialogue buttons you can train them to use and now all I can think of is cricket just repeatedly pressing "father" to get kaeys attention when he isn't paying attention to her

[raindropsonglasss]

[luxfuxxvii]

not now kitten, mommy needs to get up off her ass and overcome her fear of writing poorly because it's better than not writing at all.

[theguiltywriter]

I want to do June of doom I say, at almost 9 am on a Wednesday, when I have not slept and I'm tired. lmao. I'm gonna try. just, maybe after I've slept

[midnightskywrites]

writers really will spend twenty minutes pacing around the kitchen thinking “this scene is genius” and then sit down to type and suddenly remember approximately three words and one emotional vibe

[whumperofworlds]

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[for-the-ouchies]

I'm very much a fanfic writer as well, but I predominantly draw my own characters.

I haven't felt wrong since I was a child and it's in present tense so I left it. I do use my characters (especially Severin) for escapism but I don't think I have unmet needs.

My blog is so far from secret that even some of my colleagues know about it.

[sams-whumping-ground]

All most a whole board!

While my blog is linked to on my art blog, the only people that really know about it in real life are my friends.

Only did a half for the Picrews cause I only really use them if I don't have access to my pc to draw, or if I need a way to visualise a design for them if I'm stuck.

I've talked about it before but my whump awakening was from Saw after watching that late one night on the horror channel when I was meant to be asleep.

I've had moments where I've felt guilty for liking whump but those moments have passed.

[theguiltywriter]

am aroace ♡ and actually discovered I was aro partially because of my experiences creating whump content !

my whump awakening was... the pit of despair from the princess bride movie, parts of a knights tale, and also a short of felix the cat called bold king cole. tho I guess the scenes from aladdin and sleeping beauty were also pretty formative.

incredibly neurodivergent ♡ my sideblogs aren't super secret, at least anymore - they used to be. and I still do grapple with feeling wrong / guilty for liking and creating whump content. definitely project onto characters, both canon and oc uwu; I am part of a minority. I like using picrew. and I am almost exclusively an oc creator, tho I've dabbled with fandom whump.

[portraitoftheoddity]

The problem with having OCs is that sometimes you wanna read about your little guy being in situations but unfortunately he is YOUR little guy and no one is gonna put him in that situation but you. Tragic.

[theguiltlesswriter]

fuck it, I've liked thinking about kaey being drunk / exhausted / drugged and struggling. I don't need an excuse to put him in a scenario in which he is in a bad state and is hallucinating shit, and aurhyd or norsei taking advantage of that. because who doesn't love it when whumpee hallucinates their loved one ? especially when they're being assaulted or tortured ! ♡

[theguiltywriter]

now highkey thinking about this prompt and tiane going to get kaey back from norsei only to have kaey try to kill him due to hallucinations

[theguiltywriter]

listening to heart starts pounding and the episode is about a con artist that pretended to be a spy and tricked people into "helping" him, even convincing them they would be trained as spies too. and indi is in my head like. people really fall for that ??

indi telling people hes a spy fully knowing most will not believe him and think hes joking lmao

[theguiltywriter]

feeling... bad. I don't know why. probably a couple different things. I feel like I ruined the Fic by revisiting the rp stuff it was inspired by - I'm brain rotting tiane × kaey but it suddenly doesn't feel the same, as good. it feels... cheap. idk.

I want to keep thinking about things because its an outlet but. idk it kinda hurts right now. so I don't know what to do with myself. :c

in general just feeling silly and not good orz

[theguiltywriter]

kaey, turning over in bed to look at tiane: I think I'm gay

tiane: you THINK you're gay ? -trying not to laugh- why do you... why do you think that ?

kaey: because I love you

tiane: I love you too... but also, we've been married for 3 years. so.

kaey: that doesn't mean we're gay tho

[theguiltywriter]

suddenly thinking about kaey being drunk / high / tired and having interactions like this with tiane lmao

thinking about the "do you love me ?" "we've been married for # years"

[theguiltywriter]

kaey, turning over in bed to look at tiane: I think I'm gay

tiane: you THINK you're gay ? -trying not to laugh- why do you... why do you think that ?

kaey: because I love you

tiane: I love you too... but also, we've been married for 3 years. so.

kaey: that doesn't mean we're gay tho

[theguiltywriter]

trying to decide if I want to reread some of the old rp stuff that inspired the Fic. feeling nostalgic but also worried. like I know it will probably be inspiring but also... idk. I don't want to feel sad or miss it. I also don't want to make a carbon copy of what I made with my rp partner at the time ? idk. I feel conflicted.

also lowkey hate rereading old rp stuff cuz it always feels so cringe ?? idk even if I love and miss the content lmao

[theguiltywriter]

decided to reread the messages with that partner and askksksks we were both so passionate about the ship ♡ I can't believe its been 9 years 😭

[theguiltywriter]

I am feeling inspired, but also nostalgic and kinda sad. cuz I do miss it. :c rereading old rp stuff is always rough for so many reasons orz

[theguiltywriter]

trying to decide if I want to reread some of the old rp stuff that inspired the Fic. feeling nostalgic but also worried. like I know it will probably be inspiring but also... idk. I don't want to feel sad or miss it. I also don't want to make a carbon copy of what I made with my rp partner at the time ? idk. I feel conflicted.

also lowkey hate rereading old rp stuff cuz it always feels so cringe ?? idk even if I love and miss the content lmao

[theguiltywriter]

decided to reread the messages with that partner and askksksks we were both so passionate about the ship ♡ I can't believe its been 9 years 😭

[theguiltywriter]

trying to decide if I want to reread some of the old rp stuff that inspired the Fic. feeling nostalgic but also worried. like I know it will probably be inspiring but also... idk. I don't want to feel sad or miss it. I also don't want to make a carbon copy of what I made with my rp partner at the time ? idk. I feel conflicted.

also lowkey hate rereading old rp stuff cuz it always feels so cringe ?? idk even if I love and miss the content lmao