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I was. aha. stoned at work

#it serious made my day 100x better #I was near tears at lunch #all I’ve been doing is screaming at kids #and it’s highkey my fault for the shitting planning.#I just needed to be happy

My kitty that I spoil every day with treats and churu and toys and sometimes sashimi and bacon and other stuff when I have it … i think she knows I’m grieving bc she’s been hugging me and isn’t leaving me alone even tho she’s wants to play

#sounds crazy bc .. how do you even know #but I think I know #me

I’m abt the smoke this whole 1.5g right now 😭

#me

its crazy dumb how maladjusted i am, turns out i will not be leaving my mothers house anytime soon

#shes out of town for three weeks and its like. day 8 i guess and ive cooked for myself maybeeeeeee ........... twice #and it was like. pasta LMFAO #and i just get home and sleep and wake up to make lessons for the next day order food and go back to sleep #its . lonely #which is saying a lot bc. idk. im an only child #but it reinforces how much i rely on my mom for comfort and companionship #which isnt healthy and oftentimes i see thru the cracks #but then like. im unwilling to live with other ppl bc of how difficult it was last time #but living alone would be unhealthy for me CLEARLY #i need help #me

why cant i keep my damn room clean

#i have way too much crap #scream #and im like. shitting blood having vertigo sleeping all day this is mADNESS #madness i tell u!!!!#and im so angry over like. nothing #which might be pms but like #UGH STOP PISSING ME OFF #me

i am so. fucking tired

#me

"getting into blues stat"

#um. you mean u havent been there this whole time? HOW?#me

boy mom shit is so vile

#sucks to suck!#me

i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this

#kmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmsksms #me

my mom on literally every single occassion: im going to make slutty brownies

#i should smoke weed.#me

I miss seeing my friends. I miss her.

#will o ever have that again? what I had with her?#me

its fucking crazy im turning into a stoner lmfao

#i do NOT identify that way #(you should hear the way im saying thtat in my head)#wow im much higher than i thought i'd get #me

blah blah blah not gonna bring up why this is on my mind but im so fucking grateful im finally at the point where i can scream bloody murder at my dad when he's not sober

#who knows if i can keep it up but at the moment. i think i can.#and im so lucky for it #i hope everyone eventually becomes someone who can standup to their abuser #not that the fear will ever be gone. but.#me

im a dummy not to have realized it sooner but the reason im so annoyed by blue lock currently is bc. my life sucks lol and if someone spoke to me the way they spoke to each other i think i'd genuinely disembowel them

#degradation is fun when you're not at the lowest point in ur life in real life #actually im not at the lowest point in my life but i really do not feel good or confident abt shit rn im just.#lonely and bored and depressed #and reading things abt boys who get everything they want being mean turns me into a monster #me

can i just have some fucking money FOR ONCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#its my own damn fault i just thought they wouldn't charge me today #and like im getting a paycheck too but why are they sending it A MONTH AFTER I DID THE WORK #me

how can anyone hate pickles on a sandwich

#like.. now i kno why its the norm #im still delighted every time i have them on a sammy now #i have years to make up for #me

want to get off this site but without it id truly be nothing

#at least the reader insert part #its not anyones fault but it makes me feel bad abt myself #me

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