William "Maxwell" Carter (Don't Starve). Since [31.10.21] !!
mostly nonsharing with these two (as in I'll probably block you but there are no hard feelings, selectively ok with interaction. im just very attached and seeing doubles bums me out sometimes), sharing with all others
here's my strawpage! (needs renovation)
full CW list under the cut! i try to tag as extensively as i can, so if you want to follow and have any triggers please blacklist as many of the listed tags as you'd like. i also tag one-off CWs, listed are just probable to occur.
PLEASE NOTE: while this is a blog that can be suggestive, all nsft-ish posts are tagged with #(and i want this night!) for filtering purposes. all content warnings will be tagged as #cw (thing)!
PROSHIP/COMSHIP/ECT DNI
NOTE: I selfship partially to cope! While that often means escapism and fluff, it's also very helpful for me to explore the aftermath and effects of my trauma in a fictional space.
Some work may be heavier, and I will warn & put the relevant work under a read more.
If I ever fail to properly tag anything or you feel I need to beef up my warnings, please reach out so I can do so! I appreciate you being on my blog and seeing what I make, so it's the least I can do to make sure everyone is safe while they're here.
CONTENT WARNINGS:
discussion of past sexual abuse (tagged as cw csa/sa/rape/sexual abuse) - i selfship to cope, and this is one of the things i cope with. everything will be under a cut and tagged!
discussion of past incestuous abuse (tagged as cw incest + above tags) - as above. eddie and I also share this trauma, and part of the reason I'm so attached to him is because he understands. I DO NOT CONDONE ANY ROMANTICISATION OF INCEST. IF YOU DO, PLEASE GET AWAY.
violence/gore (tagged as cw violence/cw gore/cw blood) - exactly what it says on the tin. honestly this one's just because it rules.
psychiatric abuse (tagged as cw psych abuse/cw medical abuse) - hey, did you know that undergoing ABA therapy from when you're 5 to when you're like 13 messes you up? i do. this is one of those things i explore and play with in fictional settings because it affected me a lot.
F/OS:
Eddie Gluskin (Outlast) - Awful Terrible Husband Man! Tag: r :: always a groomsman / S/I: Leslie Manco
Maxwell Carter (Don't Starve) - I am so in love with him and it is horrible and unhealthy. Tag: r :: we'll not go home again / S/I: Wick (The Seeker
'Swan'/Secret F/O (Secret Source) - i hate him. he is awful and terrible. but i'm also madly in love with him. he has a codename so I can talk about him. Tag: r :: here all clipped of kickstand // rr :: terrible horrible no good very bad polycule (with my irl boyfriend, we both ship with him) / S/I: also a secret
The Drifter (Deadlock) - my stinkyyyy my yucky #myyucky - Tag: r :: on to the next bloody show // rr :: blackout in new york (polyship w my irl bf) / S/I: Ginger
Wyll Ravengard (Baldur's Gate 3) - My #1 husband forever. mwah. Tag: r :: blade and burial / S/I: Taves
Raphael (Baldur's Gate 3) - 80% of himposts are on this blog I'm gonna be honest. r :: the devil made me do it / S/I: Calamity
Cyrus (Pokemon Diamond/Pearl/Platinum) - my first f/o... tag: r :: gaylactic / S/I: Percy
The Guide (Terraria) - listen hes on this blog cause i like the whole wall of flesh thing. sniles. tag: r :: follow me! / S/I: Seeker
Flambae (Dispatch) - i need to chew on him. warm guy... tag: r :: if you need someone to push you around / S/I: Sandman (Teddy)
Santiago (IWTV) - he's my type. unfortunately. tag: r :: night unfurls its splendor / S/I: Sam
Franco Barbi (Outlast Trials) - i can make him realize he likes boys. tag: r :: drink to me baby / s/i: willard
FAMILIAL/PLATONIC:
Benoit Blanc (Knives Out) - my father figure... tag: (not set) / S/I: (not set)
Valentine (Skullgirls) - the sisterrrr (older sister) tag: f :: i know exactly what i want and who i want to be / s/i: nutmeg
red barrels making a billion characters with family issues and strict ideas of where they fit into a family VS one freak with family issues and strict ideas of where it fits into a family. im not winning this one
Great, imagine them having a nightmare about it so horrible they wake up on the brink of tears next to you, shaking, eyes wide, breathing heavy, but as soon as they feel you next to them, they soothe like nothing was ever wrong.
As soon as they hear your voice, as soon as they feel your hands, as soon as they know you're there, they know they're safe.
And they cling to you for the rest of the night while you run your hands along their back and murmur words of comfort, their intense grip slowly softening as they fall back into a comfortable sleep in your arms.
