William "Maxwell" Carter (Don't Starve). Since [31.10.21] !!
mostly nonsharing with these two (as in I'll probably block you but there are no hard feelings, selectively ok with interaction. im just very attached and seeing doubles bums me out sometimes), sharing with all others
Magnus Hammersmith (Metalocalypse). Since [03.07.26] !!
here's my strawpage! (needs renovation)
full CW list under the cut! i try to tag as extensively as i can, so if you want to follow and have any triggers please blacklist as many of the listed tags as you'd like. i also tag one-off CWs, listed are just probable to occur.
PLEASE NOTE: while this is a blog that can be suggestive, all nsft-ish posts are tagged with #(and i want this night!) for filtering purposes. all content warnings will be tagged as #cw (thing)!
PROSHIP/COMSHIP/ECT DNI
NOTE: I selfship partially to cope! While that often means escapism and fluff, it's also very helpful for me to explore the aftermath and effects of my trauma in a fictional space.
Some work may be heavier, and I will warn & put the relevant work under a read more.
If I ever fail to properly tag anything or you feel I need to beef up my warnings, please reach out so I can do so! I appreciate you being on my blog and seeing what I make, so it's the least I can do to make sure everyone is safe while they're here.
CONTENT WARNINGS:
discussion of past sexual abuse (tagged as cw csa/sa/rape/sexual abuse) - i selfship to cope, and this is one of the things i cope with. everything will be under a cut and tagged!
discussion of past incestuous abuse (tagged as cw incest + above tags) - as above. eddie and I also share this trauma, and part of the reason I'm so attached to him is because he understands. I DO NOT CONDONE ANY ROMANTICISATION OF INCEST. IF YOU DO, PLEASE GET AWAY.
violence/gore (tagged as cw violence/cw gore/cw blood) - exactly what it says on the tin. honestly this one's just because it rules.
psychiatric abuse (tagged as cw psych abuse/cw medical abuse) - hey, did you know that undergoing ABA therapy from when you're 5 to when you're like 13 messes you up? i do. this is one of those things i explore and play with in fictional settings because it affected me a lot.
F/OS:
Eddie Gluskin (Outlast) - Awful Terrible Husband Man! Tag: r :: always a groomsman / S/I: Leslie Manco
Maxwell Carter (Don't Starve) - I am so in love with him and it is horrible and unhealthy. Tag: r :: we'll not go home again / S/I: Wick (The Seeker)
Magnus Hammersmith (Metalocalypse) - my yucky oldman... i love him. he can stab me it's okay :) Tag :: r :: my sweet revenge / S/I: James "Jay" Gerstenberger
'Swan'/Secret F/O (Secret Source) - i hate him. he is awful and terrible. but i'm also madly in love with him. he has a codename so I can talk about him. Tag: r :: here all clipped of kickstand // rr :: terrible horrible no good very bad polycule (with my irl boyfriend, we both ship with him) / S/I: also a secret
The Drifter (Deadlock) - my stinkyyyy my yucky #myyucky - Tag: r :: on to the next bloody show // rr :: blackout in new york (polyship w my irl bf) / S/I: Ginger
Wyll Ravengard (Baldur's Gate 3) - My #1 husband forever. mwah. Tag: r :: blade and burial / S/I: Taves
Raphael (Baldur's Gate 3) - 80% of himposts are on this blog I'm gonna be honest. r :: the devil made me do it / S/I: Calamity
Cyrus (Pokemon Diamond/Pearl/Platinum) - my first f/o... tag: r :: gaylactic / S/I: Percy
The Guide (Terraria) - listen hes on this blog cause i like the whole wall of flesh thing. sniles. tag: r :: follow me! / S/I: Seeker
Flambae (Dispatch) - i need to chew on him. warm guy... tag: r :: if you need someone to push you around / S/I: Sandman (Teddy)
Santiago (IWTV) - he's my type. unfortunately. tag: r :: night unfurls its splendor / S/I: Sam
Franco Barbi (Outlast Trials) - i can make him realize he likes boys. tag: r :: drink to me baby / s/i: willard
FAMILIAL/PLATONIC:
Benoit Blanc (Knives Out) - my father figure... tag: (not set) / S/I: (not set)
Valentine (Skullgirls) - the sisterrrr (older sister) tag: f :: i know exactly what i want and who i want to be / s/i: nutmeg
the best thing about "imagine [character i like] with [disability i have]" is with magnus it's like practically canon. brendan small implied he has NPD + he's heavily coded to have some level of bipolar & experiences paranoid delusions. my npd schizoaffective boyfriend & npd schizoaffective me... yiuppee!
left a comment on someone's post to clarify a misconception abt franco and checked their blog and welp. nope. they selfship with the canonical KKK member okay
self shippers who are/were in romantic relationships irl, how did your partner take in the news of you doing self shipping?
they took it very well and are supportive!
they don't mind at all and are okay with it.
they were bothered, but they let me do whatever i wanted.
they didn't take it very well / were uncomfortable.
they didn't like it at all.
other / nuance / tags
Voting ended onJul 31
i hope i worded this okay... i don't mean to offend anyone. obviously, this is specifically targeted for self shippers who have been in a relationship, so i do apologize that there is no option for those who haven't. this poll may not be for you. 🙇🏻♀️
anyway, as someone who was previously in a relationship (w/ a non-selfshipper even), i'm curious as to what everyone else's experience is. i don't want to feel alone regarding this topic.
And knowing you are the safest you could ever be..........
Because your F/O has already lost so much.............
And you know they would stop at nothing to keep you, the one last bright light in their eternal darkness, safe and sound, happily in their hold forevermore~~~
hi i'm felix! i've aged today (yeah i'm 30 now) and i would like a promo ^_^ i like to selfship and have a few favorite games (jsr, brc, borderlands, ffxiv, and dead as disco to name a few!) i also like drawing the Character(s)
anyways may i have a promo pls. in turn i give you this. let's be mutuals 🫶
his name is james "jay" gerstenberger. he's a former child prodigy singer and pianist who got hit hard by depression and childhood trauma. he met magnus at rock-a-roonie (where he worked as a counselor for non-music stuff) the year before toki joined the camp and they formed a friendship where he ended up becoming magnus' roommate.
he's immune to dethklok's effect and therefore the only feeling he has about them is mild annoyance because they are everywhere. he has no clue that magnus used to be in the band and if he learned his reaction would roughly be "huh."
he's magnus' gay depressed tboy stoner roommate and also his first crush in Years.
he's trying to learn to play the bass and they float the idea of starting a band sometimes but it's never like actually amounted to anything. he thinks MMA is magnus' weird friend who's way too into LARP and tries to avoid him. he thinks the revengencers are "some sort of support group" and supplies snacks. he's a little too into conspiracy theories but it's in a fun way.
Idk what it is, but I’m feeling a great deal of gratitude and affection for my selfship mutuals and followers.
I had a fairly negative experience with this community lately, but I know there are still nice, cool people. So thank you to those who have stuck around
