[theheartbkid]

Si está es la última clase de mi vida, lo voy a dar todo, aún si es en línea.

[theheartbkid]

I forgot how to fly. I’m a falcon who can’t fly. I’m not happy, I don’t want this. I’ll fall instead, I’m not coming back. 

[theheartbkid]

Mi madre alguna vez me dijo que me las doy de muy inteligente, pero soy incapaz de ver lo que está frente a mis narices. Y efectivamente, he sido muy estúpido como para pensar que realmente he sido importante para alguien más, ni siquiera para mi propia familia.

[theheartbkid]

Looking to end my pain.

[theheartbkid]

It may help me, or poison me. Either way, I win. 

[theheartbkid]

If I die, who's gonna notice?

[theheartbkid]

I don't like lying to my own mother, but I can't bring myself to tell her the truth when she asks me if I'd like to be dead.

[theheartbkid]

Me estoy muriendo del miedo. La verdad, si termino como antes, no pienso llegar ni a los 24. Ser intenso no es tan glamoroso como lo hago ver.

[theheartbkid]

What good is it to have so many gifts bestowed upon oneself, if one’s not happy at all?

[theheartbkid]

¿Por qué carajos libra se entercará tanto con cáncer?

[justs0meth0ughts]

Do you miss her?

More than anything and anyone

[theheartbkid]

This month used to be one of my favourites.  I don’t wanna live a life where I’m down in the dumps in december so bad.  I don’t wanna live a life.  I don’t wanna live.

[theheartbkid]

So, this will be my last post anywhere on the internet for a pretty long time, including WA stories, as I’ve just reached a new all-time low, which was crying in the shower whilst trying to end with my misery. I don’t feel safe on any social network anymore, as I get depressed/triggered at anything, and I’m just so sick and tired of getting mad/depressed I can’t take that anymore. I really hate feeling this way, nobody warns you what’s coming. I really wish I was able to erase the last year on my life, and restart. I despise having been so happy, then so miserable. I really could’ve done without having being dumped by the same person twice. I wish I could get back, and speak a lot more with my friend who sadly passed away. I wish I was just not this miserable, like, I’m not even a shell of my former self; I feel beyond broken, and I know there is no repairing me. I want to roll up and stay down. Being alone as I am hurts a lot more than every punch I’ve ever taken, I’ve gotten teary writing all of this, so I’m out. Goodbye, or whatever.

[theheartbkid]

Love of my life,  Don’t leave me...

[depression-healthy-carrier]

The worst feeling is when something is killing you inside, and you have to act like you don't care.

[thestoryofaphantom]

I feel so left out. I don’t know why, but I feel as though people don’t actually like me. So I slowly distance myself from people and eventually I have no friends.

[deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20]

I sleep with this heavy chest of feelings and wake up empty.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)