Heart Work

Loey | Malaysia | My side of stories.

[theinnocencesanctuary]

He come back from Canada with this.

Someone just really can't wait to be a father.

InsyaAllah, soon syg. Semoga Allah kurniakan kita dgn cahaya mata yg soleh & solehah :)

[theinnocencesanctuary]

Sometimes I just feel like I don't have a place in your life. And I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay with us. While in my head keep replaying why I should stay.

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Poems & Words

[theinnocencesanctuary]

Happy Eid ul Adha 🤍 May Allah accept our good deeds and sacrifices. Ameen! Alhamdulillah :) 8 out of 9 (at Kg. Geylang, Smpg Pertang) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cf0jpWCvEO-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[theinnocencesanctuary]

It's been a year. And I'm still crying myself to sleep. When will this end.

Sometimes the future seems so blur to me. I'm not sure if I'll stay. I'm not sure how much longer I can stand this torture.

I'm not sure I'm happy with my marriage.

[theinnocencesanctuary]

“You don’t love someone because they’re perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they’re not.” One year of Rohil + Yazid ❤️ Cerita smlm, Ajk breakfast luar. Igt nak pg warung nasi lemak ja. So terimalah muka baru bgn tidur. Hahaa. I love you syg @yazidi_129! Thank you for the anniversary breakfast. 🤗 #loveofmylife #17may2021 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdo410aPyLc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[theinnocencesanctuary]

Baru nak post gambar berdua. Dan yang berapa nak berdua sebab takde yg berdua di hari tersebut. Haha Last pic was on mlm raya - before tahu raya adalah hari esok, seronok jln-jln kt sunway pyramid dimlm raya. #alilthrowbackbecauseImissyou #firstrayaashusbandandwife https://www.instagram.com/p/CdV7kSuPqVr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[theinnocencesanctuary]

It's irony, I'm the saddest when you're around.

[theinnocencesanctuary]

Something just not right with my heart.

When I feel it, and I don't get it, It struck deep inside.

And I wonder, do you really love me. Or I'm I just for show.

Don't you miss me like I do. Don't you want to hear my voice, see my face. Feel the warmth of my body.

I hate when I feel this way. Because when you make an attempt when I already feel hurt. I'll freeze, I'll shut down. I no longer want to hear you, I no longer want to see you, I no longer want to feel you.

Shah Alam - vista Alam

20/2/22 - 2200

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[nightlyquotes]

“I like how our hands seem to have their own conversations, apart from our mouths. I like how we tell things we can’t seem to say out loud. In these spaces between, our fingers meet and they fit. Perfectly. There were no walls. No secrets. I like how our hands knew how to be together at times we can’t seem to.”

— Dawn Lanuza

[theinnocencesanctuary]

Healing.

Happiness,

The one thing that my heart desire.

I thought it would be you.

My happiness.

Indeed I was wrong.

It is not you. Not the clothes that I have. Not the job.

It's You.

I remember being so close to my husband but I was the saddest.

Cried my heart out to You.

Because no one listened but You.

And I'll start back my journey finding You.

Oh Allah, help me find my happiness.

Help me be the better version of myself.

Help me....

Help me heal..

I'm in desperate need of Your help.

[theinnocencesanctuary]

Forever grateful with this bunch 😜 (at House of Kambing) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXcb1M1PPBt/?utm_medium=tumblr

[theinnocencesanctuary]

4th December 2021

The day I won't forget.

The day I suffered from this loss.

I'm not sure how I endured this alone.

I wont forget the tears and fears from this loss,

The gushing of bloods,

The rising pulse,

The pain I felt.

I'm not sure if I can forgive you for not being there the moment I needed you the most,

But my hearts soften every time I see your face,

But I'll remember the pain that you inflicted into my heart,

When will you learn to take care of me,

Of my delicate heart,

When will you?

Post erpoc - day 2

7/12/21 - seremban.

[theinnocencesanctuary]

How do you sleep at night knowing that I'm hurt.

Knowing I'm bleeding inside and out.

Knowing I'm handling this alone.

Knowing that your wife might be in danger.

Knowing that you might not see her again.

Or maybe you might not know the possibility.

Because all you care about is your work.

And your friends.

Not me.

Your wife.

Who am I to you?

3rd December 2021

Time of loss.

Park inn by Radisson Putrajaya.

[nightlyquotes]

“You come home, make some tea, sit down in your armchair and all around there’s silence. Everyone decides for themselves whether that’s loneliness or freedom.”

— Unknown

[thepersonalquotes]