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I miss him. It was as simple as that. I woke up one morning and realized I wanted the day to be with him. And then the day after that. Everyday after that. He was someone that made my life better. He was the only one that ever could.

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You never see the world as it truly is, unless you have someone to share it with

Alone//

You can hear the shower is on as it vibrates through the walls in our house. He showers after me, and i fall asleep to the thick white noise that rushes across the room. I wake when the shower stops. I've never been good with the silence, my own, or anyone else's. He knows the smile i have when; the scent of the air and the look of sky aligns, and i feel finally content. No other memories can make their way in, and ruin all the good I've built, all the good I've built on my own. Today is today, nothing else. Today is today, i use that thought as comfort; For the days when he comes home with scratches on his back, that she left for me. I continue to love him, despite the fact that when i do, my mind is never filled with him. Today is today. He leaves, but his smell still lingers. It drives me crazy. It's like this house is a mausoleum of all the things i ever knew him to be. Knew being the only word that matters in that sentence. Today is today i say, not really sure what day or month it actually is. Because if I'm being honest, I've been living the same day over and over since he left. Because the day he left, was the last day he was with me.

Empty room

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And i still haven't gotten to that point where i can say i don't miss you

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I dreamt about him last night. Typical. Even when i finally feel like I've moved on, he slips back into my mind. Sometimes i feel like I'll never want anyone else but him

Dreams and waking up from them

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she said you’re a crazy to fall for a girl like me, I thought she was crazy for thinking I would never fall for a girl like her.

Maybe I was a fool, but she had to be one too.

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she was a mess of a girl, a mess of a person. her words tumbled out of her mouth incomplete, and her thoughts always seemed to go elsewhere, and there was only one thing she had ever been certain of. She was lonely, and she feared she’d always be.

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I've spent so much time trying to become a better person, trying to be someone who I can actually like, but no matter how much I change, I still hate, me.

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Maybe he only ever want me for a little while

Abandoned

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that was it, we said our goodbyes and he was gone. At the time I didn't understand what it would feel like to be alone again, to miss someone so much it hurt. But through the mornings where I woke up without him there, the lonely nights, and times where I felt surrounded by nothing but empty space, I learnt what life was like without him

goodbyes

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For most of us dreaming of another world was a big enough escape, but for her, it wasn't

the beginning of a very long story

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She used love as a distraction, sometimes it felt better to only think about him than to think about herself for even a second

he was her escape from herself

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There are days where I wake up and simply wait for it to be over There are days where I never want to fall asleep because I could keep looking into his eyes forever There are days where I feel nothing but pure happiness for being alive and breathing in the air

days

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every time she drew a breath of something new, something better, the past was always there behind her, ready to take that away too, as it seemed, her future was inevitably lost to her past

inevitably

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I've never known the difference between love and admiration, all i’ve ever known is that i wanted to be by her side, and she wanted me there

Part two - will we ever get there

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I had dreams of my own, but as long as i had known her they had always paled in comparison. Maybe i was weak minded, maybe it was her. Whenever she was around, the only thing that mattered was that i was next to her.

Part one - will we ever get there

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you can give love just as easily as you can take it

excerpt from a short story I wrote

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