Journal of xStarBINA

[thejournalofxstarbina]

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It’s been a while. Happy new year btw. I kinda forgot about this thing and I went on with my life. RR is 20 now. I have finally finished my bussiness plan. The holidays are over and I still have enough money to survive. I am happy.

I am bored. And lazy. Lazy as fack. I wanted to do so much shit today, but all I did was stay in bed and binge watch wwe. I’m 3 weeks behind. So instead of cleaning my room, I sat on the bed and did nothing at all. 

I didn’t have to cook, cooked way to much last night and we ate out after the movies. Assasins Creed was amazing. Loved the games, loved the movie. 

My niece is pregnant. I suspect my other niece to be pregnant to, but I’m not sure. Tho, we don’t really talk. I have a complicated relationship with my family. Actually, it’s really simple. I don’t really see them as family. Not anymore. But, that’s another story.

For now, I’m gonna get up, and warm up dinner. xRS will be home in 30 and he sounded really tired, so it’s time to be a good girlfriend again. Maybe it will pay off tonight..

Kissies.

X

xSB

[thejournalofxstarbina]

92016

I made this blog, because I wanted a place to write. I don’t do writtem journals anymore, my boyfriend is already freaked out about how many I have. Also, handache. Writing 10+ pages a day hurts. 

But who am I? I am xStarBINA. 23 years old. Living with my boyfriend in our appartment in the Hague, the Netherlands. I am a beautician, I am working on opening my own salon, but untill then I have another job, (which I will leave when my own bussiness starts running). I work at a big warehouse kinda store. I’ve been working here for the past 3.5 years and i still actually enjoy it.

Let’s call my bf xRN. I am xSB, he’s xRN. We’ve been together for a little over 3 years, living together for almost a year now. It has been hard at some times, but we can do this, As long as we stick together. He truly did save me.

I also have 2 little brothers. I’ll talk about them a lot. The oldest, R, is 19 now. He’s kinda our problem kid. I had a lot of issues when I was younger, but he actually got placed under child services and shit. I was just amazingly hard to handle. Still am, btw. My other brother is 8. His name is RR and he’s my sunshine. He’s annoying, he’s spoiled, he’s hyperactive and he is my angel. 

What else to tell about myself? I am not your average girl. I love wrestling, I am a big WWE fan, Have been for as long as I remember; my dad is a fan so he kinda passed in on to us, I also love My Chemical Romance. They are still my fave band, even if they split. My fav colour is purple, I am obsessed with owls and I am looking for my own petsnake. When I have a day off, I either don’t do shit, or do everything at once. I have ADHD, don’t take meds and am a smoker. (weed is legal here, yippiee). 

That’s all for today. Or now. Depends. xRN is at soccer practice till 10-isj. Maybe I’ll get bored again. This is a good introduction tho. 

X

xSB