aphantasia bullshit comic
do not criticize this we actually revised this too many times & got really annoyed doing so
i also recognize even without aphantasia, other plural people do still struggle & i don't mean to compare or to make it seem like others have it so much better.
heavy relate. its also why a lot of our non-introjects do not have "a look".
i wish we had more sensory impact on another, beyond emotional and auditory. wish we could feel massages or a hair scruff, or see Anything rly.
ive heard that you can train to visualize stuff? someone i know, who used to have a vivid visual imagination, told me they were able to regain some of it after years of it disappearing.
Sooooooo real, the aphantasia is A Bitch, like we think in concept, but at least our concept of ourselves includes what we look like, so we can word it out and tweak drawing until we can actually see ourselves, but holy shit it sucks. We know there's a whole ass world in here, we can know information about it, hear it, but we cannot see or feel it/remember seeing/feeling which for relationships here is awful, like we get the vibe of comfort but dont actually feel the hug.
