beeble's blog

get weirder nyao!!! - the gremlin 2023

[bee24cha]

WIP: written by Tao Lao & Xoai

꩜ Bee, 16 yrs, bisexual (omni) nonbinary . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ ⤷ they/it collectively, switch between plural & singular pronouns ⤷ extras: nonhuman, voidpunk, transmasc/fem/neu all of it ⤷ specific labels: (gaybian polyam aplatonic afamilial boygirl)

𖦹 median (endogenic) plural of 5 (fragments) can ask who's fronting

𖦹 main niche discourse stances: neuship pro-para anti-contact, pro-endo, good faith inclusive ⤷ more here & "dni (dni's are obsolete lolz.)" (moots exempt from the "thin ice" only) ⤷ discourse only if I intitate, keep in mind I like dark fiction & mature topics so be careful on my blog

𖦹 no DMs unless close, no discourse, tags OK, don't do friends, asks OK

𖦹 interests: horror games, indie animation, forensics, pink+blue ⤷ we're in a lot of FANDOMs, feel free to yap bout em . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

𖦹 lifestyle jirai ⤷ anti-recovery personally, support the choice to recover

𖦹 blog will be sexual & contain triggering content relating to: ⤷ rape, abuse, paraphilia, self harm, etc etc. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

𖦹 we may sometimes post art or writing, stay tuned for #beecha art ⤷ check out our Newgrounds or Youtube for more art!!!

[bee24cha]

wip art I need to transfer

[canwriteitbetterthanueverfeltit]

hey, tag this with a food people get really upset about you not liking

[koiagain]

Stop making private accounts it’s discriminative Against me . Let Me See

[kosmogrl]

[00l6]

I feel seen

[bee24cha]

@funnier-with-narcpd

[bee24cha]

for the love of everything pure + everything evil. remember Asian people exist & care about us. & not just your pale, submissive, fetishized East Asians. Asia includes Southeast, West, & South Asians like people in Vietnam, Siberia, Pakistan, Palestine etc etc.

you people keep treating Asians as either invisible or the closest thing to white. trust me, I wish I had the safety & the privilege of a white person instead of being fetishized + objectified, stereotyped, & having unrealistic expectations held over my head as part of the model minority myth shit /general "you"

literally everywhere I turn there is a lack of respect for Asian people. even Asian anime characters almost always pass for white, people mock our food, accuse us of stealing jobs, & then OTHER PEOPLE OF COLOR assume we don't struggle like them I don't know anymore. I'm really tired

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

“why do some fanfic writers write non-con fics when it’s for the sake of smut and romanticized?”

some victims and survivors use dark fiction to cope and heal from their trauma, because in their fics, they are in control of what happens. they can turn the table and turn what happens into something that’s not traumatizing. and they can do that because they don’t owe you anything.

it’s a kink to some people, even though they were never victims. people can enjoy it and find it hot because at the end of the day it’s just a fantasy. it’s not real. they don’t owe you anything.

it’s cathartic and/or therapeutic to some to see their favorite fictional characters suffer. that’s why whump is such a popular trope; people love putting their fictional little guys through hell. non-con is a part of whump. and these people don’t owe you anything.

fanfic writers can write whatever they want, however they want. they don’t owe you anything.

I also suggest that you look up cnc kink and why so many couples are into it.

[theforesteldritch]

I swear people learn about controlled burns and decide to become forestry experts. No, jackasses, the reason the fires in Ontario are so bad this year isn’t because “Canada refuses to manage its land” (though Doug Ford did cut funding to firefighting, but he’s a right winger so you won’t hear about that from most of these types) it’s because of fucking climate change. It’s because of fucking climate change!!! And now there’s an entire community burned to the ground BECAUSE OF FUCKING CLIMATE CHANGE. Like do you guys even understand the scale of the boreal forests here? It would be near-impossible to ‘manage’ them to prevent fires like this, we fix this by doing something about fucking climate change!

And yeah the smoke sucks I’m sorry but fuck you if you’ve decided to go “oh well I hate Canada because they’ve ruined my summer” there are entire communities burned or under threat of burning. Indigenous communities primarily. Shut the fuck up.

[misophonie]

sharing a full screenshot uncropped is kind of like bending over in a little skirt and pulling it up a little

[bee24cha]

I’ve always wondered what fandom is your pfp from? Is it an OC? :3

hehehe yea it's 1 of our fragments Xoai >:}}}

we NEED to get a new PFP that 1 is so so so old omlll

Art Fight

An art gifting game

ignore the outdated art shhh. nobody sees that :D /silly

[bee24cha]

tw // sh

tbh I'm scared of styros kinda bc idk if I can take care of them & bc they're hard to reach like my goal is just to get scars + ejpnjoy the blood beads I dont need to cut any deeper than good cat scratches/average cuts to get what I want

what i do like is letting the blood dry & scratching it off or using my dull blade to cut the skin without blood before cutting with a new blade to get blood on top on the non bleeding cuts & rubbing sanitizer in the cuts slowly to feel the sting

idek if it counts as a relapse if I'm doing it because I like it. I like the blood I like the scars I like the feeling idk is something wrong with me

[bee24cha]

I do a lil thing called leaving bloody tissues in the trash without hiding them bc there's pad wrappers in the trash so blood in the trashcan makes total sense (& I'm lazy)

[bee24cha]

friendly reminder if you support or interact with choco/mirmo/infinito proship whatever their name is now do me a favor & block me please.

choco is a predator, stalker, harasser, & has done a bunch of deplorable shit like send strobes to people, mock people's trauma, & harass people.

also I don't feel comfortable especially considering even after repeatedly blocking choco, they continue to follow me back.

I really don't care what your side of shipcourse is. but if you support sympathize or interact with choco in any way please leave me alone, thank you

[fizzywatercan]

alright. hey, choco, you silly little goose.

i haven't followed you in a long time, because you turned into a genuinely horrible person, and were outed as a sexual predator. i'm not the one projecting here, you are. you're the one who has been following US. you're the one who follows random blogs in the proship tags. we don't do that. we are no longer friends with gravekandy OR lucid-cups, and it's really pathetic that you're trying to bring those things back up to start drama because you're losing your fanbase.

projection once again, and another instance of you throwing around the word 'predator' whenever someone criticizes your deplorable actions. not to mention, making fun of us for being mentally ill and obsessive. i'm aware that we should have left cups sooner, we were aware of it at the time, too. however, we were extremely dependent on cups. we felt like if we couldn't be with cups, then we couldn't be happy.

that's ableism, choco. making fun of a mental illness is just ableism.

now for the last time, FUCK OFF. we want nothing to do with you, or your drama baiting. you are a sniveling fucking worm, you are not worthy of my time, and you need stop stalking children. you're a disgusting creep.

you're pushing thirty. you should know better.

[bee24cha]

choco can you stop harassing my partner??? you're pathetic you're literally a grown adult harassing a minor by claiming they're still friends with their ABUSERS. just leave us alone, what good do you think this even does??? you're so chronically online it brings me shame to be part of your species choco

also choco you can't be lying. we & fizzy haven't followed you in a while, but y'know what you're doing??? following us over & over again, even though we block you everytime.

& why are you mocking fizzy for *checks notes* making some poor choices bc they were really mentally ill & dependent??? my partner has realized what they dkd wrong & how their actions weren't right, they've cut those people off, they've changed for the better. you choco keep bringing up old drama & stalking them, you're the problem

for the short time I followed you you showed me you think you're doing good but really all you do is hurt people because you want to stroke your moral ego choco

[bee24cha]

i have 121 followers but i can't tell how many are from pluralshit how many are my mooties that i know from my old acc then how many are from jiraiblr & how many are new followers i have to get to know

[bee24cha]

not going into too much detail but my dad is forcing my sib over here & he literally said i shit you not "she's not 18, she can't make her own desicions"

he's so mad & i'm so scared idk what to do i'm trying to deal with him but he's fully willing to cut off ties with my aunt i dont know what's happening

if i go really offline from like now until maybe mid August it's because i'm dealing with him

[bee24cha]

only shitposts get famous so atp i only shitpost