I know I don’t post often here, but it’s my intention too if and when my head gets a little better. I could ramble and explain far better but today is a day where I’m finding it hard to talk.
I have a new psychiatrist, I’m going to start new medication, I’m finally near the top of a waiting list for some therapy and maybe I’ll be less afraid to use a pen, a little less sedated. How silly that sounds! but it sucks away ideas, motivation, energy, creativity, everything.
Today I looked at my blog for the first time in a while and saw that it had reached 50,000 followers and :-0 :-0 :-0 gosh! I am shocked!
I am grateful for any interaction you’ve ever had with me and my scribblings and even more grateful for any messages you send, I read them and sometimes they can break through a terrible day.
So I send all my love to all of you, I hope that you’re happy and well.
..and to those of you who are battling against your head, just know that you’re not alone, I’m right there with you (even if that’s exceptionally easy to type and very hard to believe, myself included)