yourladyeverlasting

A Heavens Meaning

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[theladyeverlasting]

You can only act as if my love was owed and dersbed to you, but in the end you only gave pain, suffering , trauma, and apathy. When was the last time you cried because you hurt me physically and mentally or even sat down and talked with me because you thought I needed help ? But then I realized it was you who needed help when was the last time we laid in bed together and listened to the beat of my heart or even last looked at me as if I was amazing or as if we were meeting for the first time have you even hugged or kissed me like you loved me? When did you last show me the yearning of your soul? the raw , and true beautiful you? Instead you became someone else something else you stare at me like I’m nothing and my interactions with you were meaningless, your apathy has killed us both my heart was once a puzzle piece my everyday the pieces fell I always wondered when will they stopped falling my mother always said I had a big heart but I also wondered when will you pick up the pieces and help me put them in place. My love should have both just been friends the first time we locked eyes and had the time to discover our souls instead of discovering each other's bodies perhaps then we could have seen our true passions. 

My name is Blake Francesco Floretino I’m twenty-three I had just left an entailed relationship filled with somethings I thought were love but I was tricked and deceived from the true meaning of love and how partners should treat each other and that one person shouldn’t carry the relationship, so why was I trying to keep carrying it after she said it was over… I sat in front of my therpaist as she tapped her pen agasint the clipboard-

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[theladyeverlasting]

She was his heavens and he was her meaning what started off as a friendship grew into something more important and life changing memories , company ,and words grew stronger, they were both painted by society of who needed the saving or who needed to be strong it was both helped each other back into the light holding each others hand or even helping each other off their feet when knocked down by the troubles life threw at them. They gave each other that small sweet smile from their childhood and the smile formed into words that they shared between each other.

“ I love you my cavaliere bianco~”

“ I love you more cavaliere bianco~”

Society tries to define and label us on what we need to be and what roles go to which gender about who needed to be strong and who had the right to cry , be strong , fight , save , and speak up… but none of that mattered because if we took away the parts, gender , and skin then we would have human because that’s we are… well some of us in this story.

“ I’m strong bellia~”

“ No we are strong beau~”

We can all be strong , we can all cry, we can all fall, and we can rise so when it came to him knowing he didn’t need to live by society expectations he felt the sensations and burning passion he has been looking for he was afraid to trust or let the past haunt him or do harm unto others like people have did to him and when she fell and needed to rise she didn’t always need to depend on him to complete her or others she took control of her emotions and learn that it’s ok to take a break and recharge… she soon felt the whispers of her soul set a fire and they both took the leap of faith and found their heavens meaning~ so will you become your cavaliere bianco and your Heavens Meaning.

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A commission done by a lovely person the Diabolik Lovers community this drawing is June Dawn Everlasting twenty-two year daughter of the headless horseman enjoying her time in the town of Sleepy Hollow with her older brother Connor and her beautiful nature witch mom Lady

Once I'm back into the DL community I'll link them since I'm taking a break from amino and don't have access to the community