Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

Suits is actually pretty great, even if your dad likes it

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

Some days I just really miss childhood

Remember when we thought no one could see us in the trees?

I saw you.

Yesterday. No wait - the day before. (time is an illusion)

You were perfect.

I told you how gorgeous you would be. At your (NOT OUR) wedding.

Enjoy it. Being beautiful and happy. (NOT WITH ME).

The title doesn’t make sense - - - sorry.

#thirdwheel #wedding #lostlove #theonethatgotaway

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

Tonight I wish I was with you

Tonight I wish I could text you. Tonight I wish I could call you. Tonight I wish I was with you.

It's been a shitty night. I feel so alone and like I might lose the one person I’ve been pouring my heart out for these last few years. You were always the one that was always there always always always infinity

I miss you unconditionally. 

What will I be alone and without you?

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

I’m outside all your walls and I’m so tired of storming the castle every fucking day

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

Have you ever sat in the shower drinking a Moscow mule listening to Chaos Mode? It’s a mood

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

Best friends

Lovers

Crashing

Together

Everyone is the same trying to hurt you don’t fall for it protect your heart be careful they’re a player they’re a hoe if you aren’t happy leave don’t let them be mean to you don’t let them take your soul

But they are the one . . . ?

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

Starry nights

On the edge of cliffs

Are we we are

In love

Fairy tales in my mind

Push the gas

Raging love

Fall off the cliff

The story of my life

No god saves us

The Jesus of suburbia is a lie

Did you know then

You’d give me something to cry about

As you shouted

“My name is st. Jimmy and you better not wear it out”

And I looked at you like you were the one

You sang to me like I was the sun

And at the end when I said I love you

I knew it was a lie

You said I love you

And it was the end already

It turned out to only be a dream

Burning phones with photographs

I wonder how what’s their name has been

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

If you are Alaska Young I am Miles Halter.

Finding you. Loving you. Losing you.

#lookingforalaska

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

I’m staring at the wall

Soft white surrounds me

I’m thinking about my fall

Pretending to be asleep

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

You told me you’d die for me but I wasn’t gonna be a Romeo to your Juliet

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

“Baby, angels like you can’t fly down here with me”

Miley Cyrus - “Angels Like You”

P.S. how am I related to a Miley Cyrus album so much????????

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

“Am I wrong that I moved on and I don’t even miss you”

Miley Cyrus - “WTF Do I Know”

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

My heart breaks (again and again)

As I realize (again and again)

This is the best we will ever be.

[thequietones]

Depression hit you hard

It took everyone by surprise

We thought you were fine

But your pain

Tremendous

What you're going through

Horrendous

It can't be easy

When the mind

Plots against us

Hang on friend

Life can be unkind

But worth living

If only you

Can see the light

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

Your best friend is the one who can make you the happiest. And the one who can hurt you the most.

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

“Waiting here for someone. Only yesterday we were on the run.”

- Niall Horan, “Too Much Too Ask”

[thelakesforinfinityyy]

I woke up without you.

Now I cannot fall back into sleep.