pairing: modern!aerion x f!reader
tags + tw: 18+ MDNI, modern au, dark themes, non-con/dub-con (implied, but non-graphic), aerion's a possessive/obsessive mf, choking, blood/biting, control/domination, threats, he fucks rough, also reader is mentioned as having hair (long enough to pull ehehe), reader has boobs (size isn't described), no use of y/n
word count: 2.1k
summary: and so the story goes, another moth finds herself drawn too close to the brightest flame
notes: there isn't like, a ton of plot to this :p, but it has dark themes. if any of the themes mentioned in the tw aren't your thing (y'all im tryna keep him in character and aerion is just...yk), just don't read it and scroll on past to something else! otherwise, lemme know if i missed any. also, bear with me, i've written smut but i haven't written smut iykwim!!! also this is lowkey barely edited so sorry but i just wanted to get it out ehehehe enjoy
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You still remember the first day you arrived in King's Landing. You'd spent your life in Flea's Bottom hopingāprayingāto get out. To be able to do things with your life that you'd only dreamed of as a kid. The streets were as beautiful as they said, cool wind ushering the last of fall's leaves through the air. The city shone, gleaming in the sun, a sort of mirage in the desert.
You remember what you had told yourself that day, clutching an overstuffed suitcase, a duffel and a backpack slung over each shoulder. You remember how you told yourself you wouldn't waste this opportunityāa scholarship to Red Keep University. After all, how many people made it in to such a prestigious university? Full rides to RKU were unheard of, rarely given, and somehow, you had made it.
Sometimes you wondered to yourself, if you knew what would happen, if you'd have stayed. If you were offered a do-over, would you?
You snap to attention when Kiera calls out your name. "Hello? Earth to birthday girl!"
She waves a sparkler in front of your face. Your face feels so warm, and you've forgotten the last time you'd felt so light. You try to get up, and the world tilts. A warm hand wraps around your shoulder. You flash a smile at the person holding you up. The exchange is over before it even truly beginsāKeira whisking you away to the kitchen.
You don't feel the heat of your boyfriend's narrowed eyes as Kiera leads you awayāhead filled with the heady smell of bodies, sweat, and sticky alcohol.
She passes you a red plastic cup and you down it in one go. It goes down smooth, like water.
The rest of the night blurs past. You don't even remember getting into Aerion's Porsche. Or the familiar purr of the engine rumbling beneath your feet.
You don't remember his face, jaw clenched so tight you couldn't be sure his jaw ached.
You don't remember his hands on the steering wheel, knuckles showing white through his already pale skin.
You don't remember his hand raking through his white-blond hair, leaving it a mess, short strands casting long strands on his face.
You don't remember him running his tongue over his teeth in frustration.
When you reach the house, he doesn't move. You don't notice, you step out of the car and you're halfway to the front door when you hear the engine cut and the door slam. In the quiet of the street, it echoes.
On any other night, perhaps you'd pay it mind, but not tonight. Not on your birthday. God knows how much you'd drank, it was a wonder you were able to put one foot in front of the other.
Couldn't you let loose just once?
You stumble up the stairs, nearly falling. Aerion so close behind you can feel the unnatural warmth of him.
His quiet anger fills the room, all-consumingāsuffocating in its presence.
You'd barely stepped into your room, when his long fingers wrap around your wrist and yank you around to face him.
He steps forward, slowly, fingers tightening against your skin. His violet eyes gleam in the dark of your room. His footfalls are heavy on the wooden floor, like a dragon stalking its prey. You give up ground, backing up until you feel the coolness of your bedroom wall through your thin top.
He traces your face with his eyes, leaving heat where they trail along your lashes, your jaw, and the swell of your lips. In all the months you'd been dating, he'd never looked at you with the intensity he was now. Your head jerks forward as his hand tightens on your chin, squeezing hard enough you could believe tomorrow you'd wake with a face painted in purples and blues. A soft thud sounds out as his other hand leaves your wrist, pressing against the wall, so close his thumb brushes your cheek.
Your mouth opens and no sound comes out.
He swipes his tongue over his lower lip, teeth glinting sharply in the low light.
You blinkāhard, twice. Your lashes flutter wildly as you search for words.
His jaw clenches, and you swear you can almost hear his teeth grind. His hand shifts south, thumb brushing over your pulse, fluttering like a caged bird's wings. His hand rests there, solid and firm, not squeezing. Not yet.
"You know who," He scoffs. "The fool who held you at the party."
"Aerion, I don't know who you're talking about. You're scaring me. You've neverā"
His hand tightens suddenly, and a gasp escapes your lips.
"Don't lie to me." His voice comes out icy. The quietness with which he speaks scares you more than loud words and violent gestures.
Your hands wrap around Aerion's larger one, pulling at his wrist desperately. But his grip remains firm.
"Aerion, please. I don't know who you're talking about."
He yanks you forward, mouth crashing against yours. The kiss isn't sweet. It's nothing like the ones you've shared before with him. It's punishing. It's all teeth. You gasp when he bites down on your lower lipāhard. Tears well up in your eyes, spilling over your cheeks. Twin rivers carve a path down your face, gleaming in the dim light of the moon, softly glowing through the window.
You taste your own blood, and a sound you don't recognize escapes your own throat.
When he pulls back, you can still see traces of your own blood on his lips. His tongue darts out to lick his lips cleanāeyes tracing the paths your tears left.
Wordlessly, he pulls you off the wall and walks you backwards till the backs of your knees touch your bed. Then he releases you.
You barely get your arms out in time to catch yourself before Aerion's mouth meets yours once more.
He tastes like ash and fire, tongue tasting you as he presses you harder into the mattress. You push against his chest in protest, and in response he wedges his legs between yours, opening you up to him. His free hand grabs both of your wrists in a vice grip, pinned near your headboard.
You buck your hips in panic, eyes wide as you bite down on his tongue.
He growls out a curse, tongue flicking out, as if to taste the air. And then he smiles, teeth pink from his bloodied tongue. His hips jerk forward, pressing against the heat of you.
"If you won't tell me," his free hand works at the button on your pants, "I suppose I'll just have to get the truth out of you. One way or another."
Then his mouth is back on you. He swallows every sound you make, cold rings brushing your core. Without warning, he slips two thick digits inside. Warmth rushes to your face, ashamed at the slickness already gathered between your thighs, and how easy you make it for him to take what he wants.
Aerion curls the two digits inside you and you hear the rumble of a laugh from him as your back arches, mouth open in a silent scream. As he works you, rings dragging sinfully against your walls, shame bursts through you hot and brightāa familiar coil tightening deep in the warmth of your belly.
He loosens his grip on your wrists, and you take the chance to grab at his arm, scrabbling for purchase, and anchorāanything.
"Aerion, please, Aerion, I'm so close, I'm soā" Your jaw goes slack in surprise when he pulls his fingers from your slick heat. He shoves them in your mouth.
You mumble around his fingers, intelligible as his long fingers gag you. Your lashes flutter at the taste of yourself on his fingers, your core clenching around nothing.
"Say please." He takes his fingers from your mouth.
"Please, Aerion, pleaseāI need you." You plead with him.
As he looks down at you, your face warm to the touch, hair splayed out in a mess of tangles on your pillows, your jeans half undone, and your shirt pushed up over your breasts, he makes a noise of contentment.
You let out a moan of approval and relief as his fingers move closerāso close you can feel the heat of his hand against your bared skin. But he stops just short.
"Do you want to tell me now?"
Your eyes find his in the dim lighting of the room, a pleading look on your face.
"Aerion, please. I swear I don't know what you're talking about, pleaseā"
His jaw clenches as he withdraws his hand from your pants.
"Take it off. Take it all off."
Your nipples pebble in the cool air as you pull your shirt over your head. His violet eyes trace the swell of your breasts down to the smooth skin of your thighs as you shed your pants. His eyes leave trails of fire in their wake as they roam over your skin, hot against the chill of your sheets.
Your face is still warm, flushed, as you attempt to cover yourself. Aerion still stands fully clothed, the faint ridge of him hard in his pants. Your core is still weeping as desire pools warm in your stomach.
Long fingers grab your waist, flipping you onto your stomach in one fluid movement. One hand presses against the small of your back, forcing your hips into the air as the palms your ass, squeezing hard. You're fully exposed now, the breeze of the cool air of your room making you shiver.
You gaspāthe sound muffled by your pillowāas the head of him swipes once through your slick, your only warning before he sheathes himself fully, burying himself to the hilt. The fullness of him burns, sweet in its fire.
He doesn't give you time to recover, no. He pulls out till just the head of his cock rests buried in your folds, before he pushes back in hard, hitting a spot inside of you so hard you see stars.
As he watches you beneath him, a thought snakes its way through his mind: he likes seeing you incoherent, pleading, drunk on his cock.
He's so hard it hurts. You can feel every ridge and every vein as he ruts against you. Each drag of him is like heaven against your walls.
The pace he sets is punishing. It's nothing like when he made love to you the first time you'd slept together. He was so gentle then.
That Aerion is a far cry from this one. Part of you wonders if this is who he was all along.
Your hands grip your sheets hard, knuckles white as they clench into fists.
Aerion lets out a cold chuckle, its a low rumble deep in his chest. When you look back, his violet eyes hold yours. His skin is smooth, paleācarved from marble.
Your skin is slick from sweat, face stained from your tears, hair having long escaped from the braid you'd had it in.
His hand tangles in your hair, yanking you backwards into a deep arch. The other arm encircles your front, coming to rest at your throat.
His chest is warm at your back, a small comfort as he thrusts relentlessly up into you. He likes the feel of your pulse fluttering beneath his fingers. He likes that you're scared. He likes you like this.
Your cunt flutters, clenching around him, and he knows you're about to cum.
"Not yet." The words are a quiet warning as his hand tightens around your throat, a necklace of pressure against the sides.
A desperate keening whine escapes your throatāyou hands grappling against the smooth planes of his chest in an attempt to find even a second of relief.
Relief you do not find. His other hand comes down to circle at your bud. The dual sensation of him filling you and the roughness of his finger circling you push you over the edge hard.
You cry out as you cum, clenching hard around Aerion's cock. You go limp in his arms, cunt still clenching around him like a vice grip. He barely makes a sound as he finishes inside of you.
When it's over, only the sound of your ragged breathing fill the room. He presses his lips to your shoulder, and you can feel him smile against your skināit feels more like a warning than a true smile.
"Never do that again, do you hear me?"
He adjusts himself, cock still inside of you.
"Good. Not done with you yet."
The moon shifts restlessly, shining brighter as it arcs its way through the velvet night sky.