Happy Soul

For one to be irreplaceable, one must be different. 🦄

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I can't breathe

Allow me to rant.

Have you ever been in a situation where mapapa-“TANGINA THIS” ka nalang kase ang sakit sakit na pero wala kang magawa para maibsan yung sakit? Yung sakit na makitang umiiyak yung kaibigan mo sa harapan mo pero hindi mo siya mapatahan kase you just can’t find the right words to say, or there will be no right words to say at all to ease the person’s pain. Yung hahayaan mo nalang siyang umiyak at ilabas ang nararamdaman niya tapos mapapatingin ka nalang sa kanya and all of a sudden magfaflashback sayo lahat lahat, you were in that very same situation once upon a time nung minsan nagpakatanga ka. Yung sakit, ramdam mo e. Familiar sayo kase naranasan mo na yun e. Ganun na ganun.

Tinanong niya ako .. “Siguro kaya siya humanap ng iba kase ganito ako, ganyan. Siguro kasalanan ko rin. Siguro ako yung may pagkukulang.” Ganito din yung mga naitanong ko sa sarili ko nun e. Yung sasabihan ka ng partner mo na kaya siya may nagustuhan o naghanap ng iba kase ganito ganyan ka. Fuck that shit! Wag kang magpapaniwala sa kalokohang yan! No one should ever use your flaws as an excuse to cheat on you. PERIOD. Nobody should make you feel less worthy of love. A person who loves you would never ever let you go to sleep thinking that you are not enough, that there’s someone somewhere who can easily replace you in their hearts.

Another thing, sa panahon ngayon hanap tayo ng hanap ng forever pero tayo rin mismo gumagawa ng paraan para makasira ng relasyon, hindi lang ng sarili natin relasyon worst is maninira pa ng relasyon ng iba. Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit may mga taong hindi alam ang salitang RESPETO. Yung alam na alam mong may karelasyon yung kaibigan mo, bakit mo pa gagatungan na makagusto sa iba, tutuksuhin mo to the point na magkadevelopan na. Pakyu ka ba? Kung ayaw mo sa karelasyon ng kaibigan mo atleast be civil enough para matuto ka naman rumespeto. Kahit hindi mo na siya ituring na kaibigan e, kahit bilang tao man lang sana. Isipin mo naman yung mararamdaman ng partner ng kaibigan mo. Wala ka bang puso? Masaya ka ba na may nasasaktan kang tao? Oo walang mangyayaring landian kung hindi ginusto both parties. Pero tangina, adding up fuel to a fire that can burn someone’s feelings, napakainsensitive mo hayp ka! Itotolorate mo pa yung panloloko e. Sana, sana lang talaga hindi bumaliktad ang tadhana at lahat ng ito, lahat ng sakit na naidulot mo sa iba e bumalik sayo lahat. Dahil pag dumating yung araw na yun, isa ako sa mga kakain ng popcorn and magsisit-like a boss sa harap mo habang pinapanuod ka umiyak kase ikaw naman ‘tong pinagpalit!

Sa kaibigan ko na may pinagdadaanan ngayon, kakayanin naten ‘to. We can get through this storm. Nakayanan ko ‘to noon, kakayanin mo rin. Heart strong tayo e!

Sa partner ng friend ko, sana nga totoo na nagsisisi ka na sa pagkakamali mo. Sana wag kang mapagod suyuin siya at ipakita sa kanya na dapat pa niya ipagkatiwala ulit ang puso’t buhay niya sayo. Makakayanan niyo ‘tong pagsubok na 'to sa relasyon niyo. Tiwala lang.

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Tumblr has been my escape for how many years, when everything in my life seems to fall apart. Look, I am here again after being idled for how many months or a year maybe. 😢

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Another a-must-visit-cafe in Cebu ticked off my list today. 👌🏼💚 #yhaleyyygoesto #cafeventures (at Cafe Caw)

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Chillin' by the bay. 🛥✨ (at Cebu Yacht Club)

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Dinner night with good old friends. 💡 #yhaleyyygoesto #vscocam (at Cebu Yacht Club)

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Appreciate art. ✨ #vscocam #artsy

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Live like your blood type 🅱 POSITIVE. 👌🏼 #weekendvibes

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Perks of being an early riser on a Sunday morning. 🌤🌄 #vscocam #outdoors (at Villa Leyson, Talamban)

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The Force Awakens!!! 🍫#sweetnessoverload #yhaleyyyxxfriends #cafeventures #vscocam (at Amidala Cafe)

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Who says 22 year-olds need to stop being a kid and play around? 💁🏻😝 📷: @krlbeltran_ #kidsatheart #photography #hikingadventures

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Not all who wanders are lost. 🍃💚 📷: @krlbeltran_ #photography #hikingadventures

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I found myself when I lost you. Surprise! 🤗 📷: @krlbeltran_ #photography #funshoot

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Always lookin' at the bright side. ☀️ 📷: @krlbeltran_ #photography #hikingadventures #funshoot

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I don't mind gettin' lost in the woods. 🍃 #vscocam #hikingadventures #yhaleyyygoesto (at The Family Park)

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And off we wander. 🍃 #vscocam #hikingadventures (at The Family Park)

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I am a work in progress. 🎨 #deepsnaps #vscocam