hazy :3

Hi! I'm Finn. 22 || he/him || ♿🏳️‍⚧️🤡 a page about whatever I want, mostly disability stuff and doctor who tho.

[hazycola]

INTRO!

HI! I'm hazy! (he/him)

Age: 22

An evil witch put a curse on me as a baby and now I am weak and frail forever :(

- agender

- transmasc

- asexual

- panromantic

- disabled

- chronically ill

- wheelchair user

- forearm crutches user

- cane user (only at home cause my house is cramped and there's no room for anything else)

I'm an artist! I don't really post art so don't expect that but there's a possibility it'll happen eventually.

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- lgbt

- clowns!

- music!!!!

- drawing

- DND

- Isekai (sue me)

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- undiagnosed (Must be clear that you're undiagnosed. Super important to not spread possible misinformation about disorders.)

- ableists (I don't like you but please interact it's so funny and I like debating)

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- radqueer

- transid

- paraphilia

- nazis

- transphobia/homophobia

- racism

- endogenic systems

- proshippers

- minors (I don't hate you just dni)

- homestuck fans /j

- aggressive christians

My diagnosis' because I feel like it's relevant for the content of my page.

- hEDS

- POTS

- gastroparesis

- hiatal hernia

- ibs but extreme (they don't know why it's as bad as it is)

- cool guy syndrome

- chronic fatigue syndrome / myalgic encephalomyelitis (not officially on my medical record but most of my doctors just kinda know and accept that I have it. Horribly aggressive symptoms.)

- MCAS

- feels bad syndrome

- I'm so fucking sleepy all the time save me please I can't do this

I have some mental health shit but it isn't as bad or relevant and I'm in remission for most of it so I'm just gonna not share it here.

Anyways hi yay :D

[feralratbitesu]

[hazycola]

i always forget what being productive feels like until i take my adhd meds. ive gotten so much done today. my knees are feeling it. hard.

[hazycola]

the most pitiful feeling comes with having to ask for help, so i dont often do it. if im supposed to get a chore done but im in too much pain, i usually just avoid the chore over asking for help.

about five minutes ago i had to refill the water dispenser thing for the animals, but i had to quit halfway through and call for my twelve-year-old sister to finish the job while i sat stuck on the floor.

this is normal and okay, though. there's nothing wrong with me.

[hazycola]

Christmas! what a jolly time of year! when all the lights obecure my vision and insufferable music plays at every waking hour. an autistic person's dream! also i should probably go to the eye doctor my astigmatism is getting really bad!!!

[hazycola]

"im gonna shower and then do the dishes!!!"

dawg, all you got in you is a bath and a nap.

[hazycola]

applied for SSI and got approved so now i have a lot more money in my bank acc and im gonna use it to pay off overdue medical bills. very excited.!

[spidersinmysoup]

"You snooze you lose" anti nap propaganda, changing it to "you snooze yaaaaayyyyyy yippeeeee"

[making-you-in-mtg]

[hazycola]

im back homeslices. and im no longer homeless ! which is good i think. except for the fact that im back living w my deadbeat dickhead dad. thats okay tho i still have so much swag in me.

so so sleepy however. they gave me medicine for the fatigue and ive been on it for like a couple weeks and its not doing shit. literally unable to wake up from like 14-16 hours every night.

[mushroominaforest]

Shout out to the doctor who responded with complete sincerity when I (on anesthesia) uttered the phrase “chat are we cooked” in her medical professional vicinity. You’re such a real one for that fr fr

[hazycola]

got some sort of flu or smth despite having gotten my flu shot. usually a high temperature is a tell for other people but i dont get fevers. my body just naturally stays cold, so people gotta just take me at my word that im ill.

[hazycola]

had a low fatigue day today and did so many things! i sure hope i can do all my tasks tomorrow! surely i wont be dead! surely!

[hazycola]

slept thru an alarm and woke up at fucking. 6:30 pm. im so so cooked guys i missed work bc of this im gonna crash out

[hazycola]

tmj has leveled up to "if i move my jaw theres a 50/50 chance it'll dislocate"

[hazycola]

so so sleepy today. don't know why. at work and struggling to keep my eyes open. i mean I'm almost always exhausted but the sleepiness part is particularly bad today.

[hazycola]

a guilty pleasure of mine is going thru the radqueer tags and letting my jaw hit the floor as i read every batshit insensitive post i can find