Star crossed

[without-ado]

wave on earth

[theloveronthemoon]

Grieving things that aren’t dead just different

[laurieaconley]

Inktober 3: Bat

[xnebulastarx]

[theloveronthemoon]

I cry myself to suffocation

The anguish clogging my throat

Lungs burning, weeping alongside me

The terror builds

And Sobs still rack through

[laraiara]

“Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.”

— Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Manon Ballerina (via wordsnquotes)

[theloveronthemoon]

Spread like a thin sheet of ice of a newly freezing puddle

Learning to be cold and sharp

To have shards for teeth and to make anyone who touches me feel unwelcome

Ice crystals form slowly in my blood,

Day after day of bitterness and resentment spreading through turning light to darkness

Building deep inside

A statue of routine

Concrete in my bones

Prisoner of the quiet pleaser

[theloveronthemoon]

I lay in bed, eyes glazed.

My heart who once a blaze

Now just embers

flaring bright red as the wind blows lifting, for just a second, the veil of dread.

False image reflected,

My hope and desperation cause me to deflect it

As I bury it deep inside but repetition gets it resurrected

Making my embers burn bright, growing ever stronger, not love alight but hatred grown ever bright

Growing stronger and stronger

(I on the the inside wish I were dead)

My flames stay forever fed

Anger bursting through

Provoked by dread

Oh the strain in my stomach to just stay in bed

[amodernlovermadeofouterspace-de]

“you’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.”

— 𝘜𝘯𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳.

[resqectable]

“So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me because I, too, am fluent in silence.”

— R. Arnold

[theloveronthemoon]

New Found

My heart stays in upbeat rhythm  

When it used to be low and hidden

Always got me smiling  

But I’m so used to just crying  

Being broken, shattered and  

Frozen-

In time  

Now chosen, thawed,  

and hoping-

To just intertwine

[theloveronthemoon]

I weep, my tears are company as I lose the fight to sleep.

My demons they taunt me, laughing in my ear now I’m drowning in the confusion and fear.

Dying to wake up, dying to sleep.

The big bad wolf never leaves and I’m the fucking black sheep.

Trapped in my mind, got the picturesque life but my brain is trauma designed.

After years locked in the labyrinth I deserve a map,

some guide offered instead of another fucking trap.

Days go by in a daze, as I chase the haze

One hits never enough, everything is still too much,

I just need one more puff.

I want to fall down the rabbit holes, and loosen the controls.

Try to Shrink myself down in size, so I’m too small to hear the lies.

[theloveronthemoon]

•

I’m afraid of thunder

Because the house rattles

And I once shook from desperation so violently I thought it was the house rattling not my soul

Desperation because I wanted to kill myself, not because I wanted to die but,

because my life tore me apart everyday and I never had time to put my pieces back together before I was tore even tinier

[butterflyyeffect-deactivated202]

Antique puffy silver heart charms.

[gallarie]

@_muellermueller on twitter: 💕🌹 Love In Bloom 🌹💕

[divinity-infinity]

Idek starting a picrew chain because i found myself cute in this dhdhdjdndn | link | smol note: there are only four skin tone options (the dark skin tones aren't badly colored tho)

tagging u h @yoojeongyeonnie @sparkofsummer @uchan-s @micasamea @museeofmoon @studying-engineering @study-van @suna-shitsite and anyone who wants to do this!

[underworld-skeleton]

I couldn’t help myself when I saw this!

Tagging: @outcastedangel @simping-skater @corgies-r-us @ees420 @little-froggie-god @gosth-homeboy @non-binnery @thepiratebase

[i-love-the-smell-of-your-blood]

Tagging:

@outcastedangelsangel @tactical-support-thembo @ledzeppelinsbonzo @khnoot-lemunz @ybcpatrick @iguesssoyeaj

[sulferandwater-deactivated20211]

NO. WAIT. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. I HAVE THIS OUTFIT IRL. I HAVE WORN THIS IN REAL LIFE. I HAVE LIGHT BLUE SHOES LIKE THAT. AND CARGO PANTS. AND THE LONG SLEEVE UNDER THE DARK SHORTSLEEVE TEE. WITH BEENIE. OMG.

ITS LITTERALLY ME.

@consultingravenclaw221b @getoffmybog @even-the-sweetest-plums @heyblinken @arya-drottningu @khnoot-lemunz @kermit-drinking-tea-dot-jpg and @ anyone else

[getoffmybog]

thanks for the tag!

don’t have this exact fit but desperately wish I did

@consultingravenclaw221b​ if you haven’t done it already lol and @bobafanpage​ and @anyone else who wants to!

[x-ladydisdain-x]

Thanks for the tag @iguesssoyeaj and @getoffmybog

I already did this one but I did it again with slightly different clothing

@ anyone

[saint-freras]

tell me im an angel, take this to my grave (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

@art--school--wannabe @27-27-27-27-27-27-27 @c0nfused-mess @youngmarmot

[mxbitters]

honestly this is as good as it’s gonna get rip

@anmcrtist @nepenthean-sleep @queer-is-the-weapon @crownthequeerempire

[swampwitchclown]

Me, in the void I wish I could exist in

@spacemuskrat @theloveronthemoon

[theloveronthemoon]

soft vibes 

[moonfall-requiem]

[bigrubberyone]

Last Full Moon, 2020