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believe the news; i'm gone for good.

#castles are falling...#i need light in the dark in search for the resolution

It's time for me to go now.

I've been treated with much respect and support on here the past days. I'm more than just grateful for that. I really, really appreciate it.

Should there be anyone who hasn't found the time to message me yet (which I highly doubt but you never know...) then there are still plenty of possibilities to do so. (:

I've had a great time on here and I love you all.

Let's meet again in another time.

#personal

theluau-gone

Please read!

Some of you have already read it, some of you haven’t. Here’s finally my clarifying post about the future of my blog. Well, there is no future.

I’m leaving tumblr.

Yes, correct. I have my reasons that I don’t want to share. This is no simple hiatus anymore, I’m leaving. I won’t delete my blog though. There are too many memories and I’m sure that one day I would like to look at this blog again and remember the 2 years I spent on here.

I won’t leave immediately though. I’m going to reblog this message several times on different times a day so pretty much everyone of my followers has the chance to read this and contact me if they have any questions. If you would like to stay in touch with me, send me a message! Even if we have never talked before, I really don’t mind. You can follow me on twitter or ask me for Skype, I’m online on both of them almost all the time. I won’t be completely gone after all. And I want to give everyone the chance to ask me if anyone really wants to. I don’t like it when someone makes a sudden post about leaving and BOOM they’re gone. I don’t wanna do that. Also, there’s still a request I have to fulfill.

I’m sorry about other projects like the Spyro Alphabet I started or all the FF XIII screenshots I was editing. Those projects aren’t gonna be finished.

I already said that maybe someday I’ll make a whole new blog. As much as I’d love to, I can never return here to this one, I just know that. Well, maybe. I can’t promise anything. First of all I have to leave here and adjust to the new situation, adjust to school again which is gonna start for me on monday (Final year!). Should I feel better one day and really be ready for a new tumblr experience, then I’m sure I’ll come back. IF I really do, then I won’t tell it’s me though. Sorry.

Believe me when I say that this is no easy decision for me. I’ve been struggling for a while now but this is the way I have to go. Believe me when I say that I have no other choice left, whatever my reasons are. Sometimes the right decisions in life are also the hardest. This one really is hard. I’m really grateful for everyone who has supported me so far and helped me through this rough time.

I’ll let you all know when I really leave. And yes, I’m sure I can resist the temptation of logging in again.

I am so sorry.

theluau-gone

This is the last time I'm posting this. For now I'll still be here for a while, answering messages and then I guess it is goodbye. I will make a final post when it's time to make my final leave. Until then~

#kain highwind's voice is in my head: not all roads have a future waiting at their end. but this is mine.#yes this is mine

theluau-gone

Please read!

Some of you have already read it, some of you haven’t. Here’s finally my clarifying post about the future of my blog. Well, there is no future.

I’m leaving tumblr.

Yes, correct. I have my reasons that I don’t want to share. This is no simple hiatus anymore, I’m leaving. I won’t delete my blog though. There are too many memories and I’m sure that one day I would like to look at this blog again and remember the 2 years I spent on here.

I won’t leave immediately though. I’m going to reblog this message several times on different times a day so pretty much everyone of my followers has the chance to read this and contact me if they have any questions. If you would like to stay in touch with me, send me a message! Even if we have never talked before, I really don’t mind. You can follow me on twitter or ask me for Skype, I’m online on both of them almost all the time. I won’t be completely gone after all. And I want to give everyone the chance to ask me if anyone really wants to. I don’t like it when someone makes a sudden post about leaving and BOOM they’re gone. I don’t wanna do that. Also, there’s still a request I have to fulfill.

I’m sorry about other projects like the Spyro Alphabet I started or all the FF XIII screenshots I was editing. Those projects aren’t gonna be finished.

I already said that maybe someday I’ll make a whole new blog. As much as I’d love to, I can never return here to this one, I just know that. Well, maybe. I can’t promise anything. First of all I have to leave here and adjust to the new situation, adjust to school again which is gonna start for me on monday (Final year!). Should I feel better one day and really be ready for a new tumblr experience, then I’m sure I’ll come back. IF I really do, then I won’t tell it’s me though. Sorry.

Believe me when I say that this is no easy decision for me. I’ve been struggling for a while now but this is the way I have to go. Believe me when I say that I have no other choice left, whatever my reasons are. Sometimes the right decisions in life are also the hardest. This one really is hard. I’m really grateful for everyone who has supported me so far and helped me through this rough time.

I’ll let you all know when I really leave. And yes, I’m sure I can resist the temptation of logging in again.

I am so sorry.

#kain highwind's voice is in my head: not all roads have a future waiting at their end. but this is mine.#yes this is mine

theluau-gone

Please read!

Some of you have already read it, some of you haven’t. Here’s finally my clarifying post about the future of my blog. Well, there is no future.

I’m leaving tumblr.

Yes, correct. I have my reasons that I don’t want to share. This is no simple hiatus anymore, I’m leaving. I won’t delete my blog though. There are too many memories and I’m sure that one day I would like to look at this blog again and remember the 2 years I spent on here.

I won’t leave immediately though. I’m going to reblog this message several times on different times a day so pretty much everyone of my followers has the chance to read this and contact me if they have any questions. If you would like to stay in touch with me, send me a message! Even if we have never talked before, I really don’t mind. You can follow me on twitter or ask me for Skype, I’m online on both of them almost all the time. I won’t be completely gone after all. And I want to give everyone the chance to ask me if anyone really wants to. I don’t like it when someone makes a sudden post about leaving and BOOM they’re gone. I don’t wanna do that. Also, there’s still a request I have to fulfill.

I’m sorry about other projects like the Spyro Alphabet I started or all the FF XIII screenshots I was editing. Those projects aren’t gonna be finished.

I already said that maybe someday I’ll make a whole new blog. As much as I’d love to, I can never return here to this one, I just know that. Well, maybe. I can’t promise anything. First of all I have to leave here and adjust to the new situation, adjust to school again which is gonna start for me on monday (Final year!). Should I feel better one day and really be ready for a new tumblr experience, then I’m sure I’ll come back. IF I really do, then I won’t tell it’s me though. Sorry.

Believe me when I say that this is no easy decision for me. I’ve been struggling for a while now but this is the way I have to go. Believe me when I say that I have no other choice left, whatever my reasons are. Sometimes the right decisions in life are also the hardest. This one really is hard. I’m really grateful for everyone who has supported me so far and helped me through this rough time.

I’ll let you all know when I really leave. And yes, I’m sure I can resist the temptation of logging in again.

I am so sorry.

#kain highwind's voice is in my head: not all roads have a future waiting at their end. but this is mine.#yes this is mine

theluau-gone

Please read!

Some of you have already read it, some of you haven’t. Here’s finally my clarifying post about the future of my blog. Well, there is no future.

I’m leaving tumblr.

Yes, correct. I have my reasons that I don’t want to share. This is no simple hiatus anymore, I’m leaving. I won’t delete my blog though. There are too many memories and I’m sure that one day I would like to look at this blog again and remember the 2 years I spent on here.

I won’t leave immediately though. I’m going to reblog this message several times on different times a day so pretty much everyone of my followers has the chance to read this and contact me if they have any questions. If you would like to stay in touch with me, send me a message! Even if we have never talked before, I really don’t mind. You can follow me on twitter or ask me for Skype, I’m online on both of them almost all the time. I won’t be completely gone after all. And I want to give everyone the chance to ask me if anyone really wants to. I don’t like it when someone makes a sudden post about leaving and BOOM they’re gone. I don’t wanna do that. Also, there’s still a request I have to fulfill.

I’m sorry about other projects like the Spyro Alphabet I started or all the FF XIII screenshots I was editing. Those projects aren’t gonna be finished.

I already said that maybe someday I’ll make a whole new blog. As much as I’d love to, I can never return here to this one, I just know that. Well, maybe. I can’t promise anything. First of all I have to leave here and adjust to the new situation, adjust to school again which is gonna start for me on monday (Final year!). Should I feel better one day and really be ready for a new tumblr experience, then I’m sure I’ll come back. IF I really do, then I won’t tell it’s me though. Sorry.

Believe me when I say that this is no easy decision for me. I’ve been struggling for a while now but this is the way I have to go. Believe me when I say that I have no other choice left, whatever my reasons are. Sometimes the right decisions in life are also the hardest. This one really is hard. I’m really grateful for everyone who has supported me so far and helped me through this rough time.

I’ll let you all know when I really leave. And yes, I’m sure I can resist the temptation of logging in again.

I am so sorry.

#kain highwind's voice is in my head: not all roads have a future waiting at their end. but this is mine.#yes this is mine

[Last Request: My new room - requested by aorin]

1.) Already posted a picture of that one, more or less. :3 Just my closet and my commode and the huge Final Fantasy poster I got for my 18th birthday in May. Some parts aren't visible but yeah... there's just not enough wall for that thing.

2.) That is the exact opposite side of the 1st picture. My super comfy bed! <3 And the cherry tree outside I once told about. See how the sunlight shines on my bed? I absolutely love that! And yes, I still sleep with 2 blankets...

3.) This is the view you get when you enter my room. Not much. See that beanbag chair? My cat always sleeps there so I actually barely use it.

4.) And that is the opposite side of the 3rd picture. My desk, my computer, my laptop, the pinboard I finally got and obviously a Final Fantasy XIII poster. On the right side of the desk is actually the door. (Let's just please ignore my way too full trash basket. I was still sorting out some things. :3)

Not everything is finished yet. As you can see I don't have any curtains yet, I still need to buy some. And I barely got any plants, I want to change that as well. But all in all I really love this room. I wish I had taken a picture of my old room so I could show you how small it really was and how much space I suddenly got in here. It's amazing. Most of all I love that everything is in order again. I'm a really tidy person so I just need things to be in their rightful place and not lying around somewhere else. One day I'd just like to have a Final Fantasy XII poster as well (especially since that is actually my absolute favorite game; not XIII as most people assume) and hang it on my door. And a FMA poster on the right side of the pinboard where is still enough place for a small one. But I don't know for sure yet! I don't want it to look too crowded or anything. So yeah, let's see about that. :D

#personal #debbie gets a new room #aorin #tagging you sonce you asked so you'll hopefully see it :3 #*since

theluau-gone

Please read!

Some of you have already read it, some of you haven’t. Here’s finally my clarifying post about the future of my blog. Well, there is no future.

I’m leaving tumblr.

Yes, correct. I have my reasons that I don’t want to share. This is no simple hiatus anymore, I’m leaving. I won’t delete my blog though. There are too many memories and I’m sure that one day I would like to look at this blog again and remember the 2 years I spent on here.

I won’t leave immediately though. I’m going to reblog this message several times on different times a day so pretty much everyone of my followers has the chance to read this and contact me if they have any questions. If you would like to stay in touch with me, send me a message! Even if we have never talked before, I really don’t mind. You can follow me on twitter or ask me for Skype, I’m online on both of them almost all the time. I won’t be completely gone after all. And I want to give everyone the chance to ask me if anyone really wants to. I don’t like it when someone makes a sudden post about leaving and BOOM they’re gone. I don’t wanna do that. Also, there’s still a request I have to fulfill.

I’m sorry about other projects like the Spyro Alphabet I started or all the FF XIII screenshots I was editing. Those projects aren’t gonna be finished.

I already said that maybe someday I’ll make a whole new blog. As much as I’d love to, I can never return here to this one, I just know that. Well, maybe. I can’t promise anything. First of all I have to leave here and adjust to the new situation, adjust to school again which is gonna start for me on monday (Final year!). Should I feel better one day and really be ready for a new tumblr experience, then I’m sure I’ll come back. IF I really do, then I won’t tell it’s me though. Sorry.

Believe me when I say that this is no easy decision for me. I’ve been struggling for a while now but this is the way I have to go. Believe me when I say that I have no other choice left, whatever my reasons are. Sometimes the right decisions in life are also the hardest. This one really is hard. I’m really grateful for everyone who has supported me so far and helped me through this rough time.

I’ll let you all know when I really leave. And yes, I’m sure I can resist the temptation of logging in again.

I am so sorry.

#kain highwind's voice is in my head: not all roads have a future waiting at their end. but this is mine.#yes this is mine

solaryn replied to your post: Please read!

Man, It’s really sad to see you go…. D: Don’t forget : It was always yours to begin with so those 2 years you spent on here will not be in vain !

OH you're so right my dear! :/ But I think we both agree that the path I chose is the best one, right? No matter how hard it is...

#solaryn #reply

xxtsukiakari replied to your post: Please read!

Gonna miss seeing you here girl :) but we still got YouTube :D

OH YES, we got YouTube! :D Or deviantArt. I think I should get active on these again, especially YouTube. :D

#xxtsukiakari #reply

theluau-gone

Please read!

Some of you have already read it, some of you haven’t. Here’s finally my clarifying post about the future of my blog. Well, there is no future.

I’m leaving tumblr.

Yes, correct. I have my reasons that I don’t want to share. This is no simple hiatus anymore, I’m leaving. I won’t delete my blog though. There are too many memories and I’m sure that one day I would like to look at this blog again and remember the 2 years I spent on here.

I won’t leave immediately though. I’m going to reblog this message several times on different times a day so pretty much everyone of my followers has the chance to read this and contact me if they have any questions. If you would like to stay in touch with me, send me a message! Even if we have never talked before, I really don’t mind. You can follow me on twitter or ask me for Skype, I’m online on both of them almost all the time. I won’t be completely gone after all. And I want to give everyone the chance to ask me if anyone really wants to. I don’t like it when someone makes a sudden post about leaving and BOOM they’re gone. I don’t wanna do that. Also, there’s still a request I have to fulfill.

I’m sorry about other projects like the Spyro Alphabet I started or all the FF XIII screenshots I was editing. Those projects aren’t gonna be finished.

I already said that maybe someday I’ll make a whole new blog. As much as I’d love to, I can never return here to this one, I just know that. Well, maybe. I can’t promise anything. First of all I have to leave here and adjust to the new situation, adjust to school again which is gonna start for me on monday (Final year!). Should I feel better one day and really be ready for a new tumblr experience, then I’m sure I’ll come back. IF I really do, then I won’t tell it’s me though. Sorry.

Believe me when I say that this is no easy decision for me. I’ve been struggling for a while now but this is the way I have to go. Believe me when I say that I have no other choice left, whatever my reasons are. Sometimes the right decisions in life are also the hardest. This one really is hard. I’m really grateful for everyone who has supported me so far and helped me through this rough time.

I’ll let you all know when I really leave. And yes, I’m sure I can resist the temptation of logging in again.

I am so sorry.

#personal #kain highwind's voice is in my head: not all roads have a future waiting at their end. but this is mine.#yes this is mine

Please read!

Some of you have already read it, some of you haven't. Here's finally my clarifying post about the future of my blog. Well, there is no future.

I'm leaving tumblr.

Yes, correct. I have my reasons that I don't want to share. This is no simple hiatus anymore, I'm leaving. I won't delete my blog though. There are too many memories and I'm sure that one day I would like to look at this blog again and remember the 2 years I spent on here.

I won't leave immediately though. I'm going to reblog this message several times on different times a day so pretty much everyone of my followers has the chance to read this and contact me if they have any questions. If you would like to stay in touch with me, send me a message! Even if we have never talked before, I really don't mind. You can follow me on twitter or ask me for Skype, I'm online on both of them almost all the time. I won't be completely gone after all. And I want to give everyone the chance to ask me if anyone really wants to. I don't like it when someone makes a sudden post about leaving and BOOM they're gone. I don't wanna do that. Also, there's still a request I have to fulfill.

I'm sorry about other projects like the Spyro Alphabet I started or all the FF XIII screenshots I was editing. Those projects aren't gonna be finished.

I already said that maybe someday I'll make a whole new blog. As much as I'd love to, I can never return here to this one, I just know that. Well, maybe. I can't promise anything. First of all I have to leave here and adjust to the new situation, adjust to school again which is gonna start for me on monday (Final year!). Should I feel better one day and really be ready for a new tumblr experience, then I'm sure I'll come back. IF I really do, then I won't tell it's me though. Sorry.

Believe me when I say that this is no easy decision for me. I've been struggling for a while now but this is the way I have to go. Believe me when I say that I have no other choice left, whatever my reasons are. Sometimes the right decisions in life are also the hardest. This one really is hard. I'm really grateful for everyone who has supported me so far and helped me through this rough time.

I'll let you all know when I really leave. And yes, I'm sure I can resist the temptation of logging in again.

I am so sorry.

#personal #kain highwind's voice is in my head: not all roads have a future waiting at their end. but this is mine.#yes this is mine

WHY DO I EVEN HAVE SO MUCH JEWELRY?! I wear the same bracelet, necklace and earrings almost every day. .__. All that stuff is too pretty to throw it away though. (And that's not even all of it on that photo.) Why.

Life is an adventure.

You wake up and you don't know what's coming for you. Life is full of surprises. You may wake up and worry about certain things like an exam but you don't know if it'll actually turn out better than you expected. Also you may wake up and feel great but your day turns out to be one of the worst days ever.

That's what's so thrilling about life. Every day could be a good one; also every day could be a bad one. Sometimes you go through really rough times but you've also experienced some good times as well. And who knows how long it takes for the good times to come again.

- this is something I actually wrote ages ago I just found it recently again while moving in my new room and all. Well, right now I definitely only have rough times. But I believe that what I said in there is right: the good times will come again. They simply have to.

#personal

brink-of-delusion replied to your post: brink-of-delusion replied to your post: I wonder...

It’s okay. :) You should do whatever feels right, and I hope you feel better after this. And if you ever need someone to talk to, even after you leave, don’t be afraid to leave me an ask! You keep strong, too. :)

I'll keep that in mind. Thank you so much for your words. It really means a lot to me. ♥

#brink-of-delusion #reply #AND NOW I HAVE TO GET OFF BRB TILL LATER

brink-of-delusion replied to your post: I wonder if anyone’s thinking “Oh, she’s probably...

I’m sorry that you don’t feel good on tumblr anymore. D:

No need to be sorry about it, really. :/ Believe me, it's a really long and complicated story but now I only have this path left. Maybe, someday, a new blog. Sounds liberating to me but right now I just can't handle anything on here anymore so it would take a while for me to make a new blog (IF I ever do so...). I'm just really gonna miss people like you on here. Absolutely adore your blog. I may not know much about you but nevertheless I think you're a great person. Keep strong for me, okay?

#brink-of-delusion #reply

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