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taking pictures again

What I look like this month

THE SHAPES OF THINGS!!!! THE THINGS THEMSELVES!!!

#35mm film #kodak pro image 100 #no flash because the battery was low #winter please be over #back in new york and soon to leave

— my bedroom today (Feb 2026)^

Hi

Sitting high in bed as my roommate makes music in the living room. “Stress relief” incense is burning. The music is coming from a speaker I’ve placed in the closet.I love this bedroom and I love this life. Right now I don’t have perspective on what it’ll look like once it ends, but now I know it will. I had been seeing so many beautiful things! I doubt it’ll stop, now that I have sight;

learning to enjoy its pleasures and pains. Writing letters to god quite often. Tearing up unsent postcards. Returning to poignant times, always in proximity to a psychic door, of sorts. Which could be a person, a home, one and the same. The days were half lidded, spent anticipating; under my hanging Tiffany lamp, copper light scattered in red, blue, and green fractals across the curtains. My skin began to touch itself,

like a necklace, which makes noise with itself when you play with it. Tonight I rub my legs together and something starts.

To be cont

— My basement in the old house (2019-2026) v