Wonwoo is in L.O.V.E with you
Wonwoo chuckles under his breath as he looks over at you as you try to fight off your sleepiness. You rub at your eyes and let out a yawn and look at the TV screen with a frown.
“Y/N, jagi go to sleep.” Wonwoo teases as he tosses a throw pillow at you.
You sigh and shake your head “No, you’re leaving in a day and we need to hang out as much as we can before you leave for tour again!” you whine as you toss the pillow back to him.
He crosses his arms and smiles at you. God, he’d never look at you with any other expression. Wonwoo just can’t help but smile every time he looks at you.
You, your smile, your laugh, your everything is just so infectious to him. Although you two are good friends he just can’t help but develop feelings. He knows you like the back of his hand and vise versa. But sadly, he can’t do anything about his feelings. He has to repress his feelings in order to protect you and himself. A friendship like yours is too valuable to lose if things don’t work out.
“Watch you will fall asleep and I will draw on your face with marker.” Wonwwo teases as he waves a marker in front of your face. Wonwoo was not kidding, he’s done it before along with the other members. They love to pick on you.
You roll your eyes and sit closer to him, using his shoulder as a pillow. Your sudden skin ship made Wonwoo stiff.
He cusses under his breath and closes his eyes, trying his best not to scream. He holds his breath and his eyes become wide as your finger tips tickle his arms. His breathing becomes irregular and heavy and his palms sweat from your close proximity. His head dizzy from your flower sent and his legs bouncing up and down.
“Stop moving.” you whine, pulling his arm closer to your body and leaning your head against his shoulder. Closing your eyes again and hugging Wonwoo, he steals a glance of you and his heart flutters at the sight of you.
He grips the pillow in front of him and concentrates his eyes on the TV. God, he hates the affect that you have on him. One minute he’ll be fine and tough, the next minute he’ll be nervous and clumsy and has a hard time speaking.
He was like a lost puppy when you around you. Yet again another thing for the group members to tease him about.
The boys always tease him about the coffee incident. Man, was that embarrassing for Wonwoo.
It was the first time meeting you and Hoshi had introduced you to everyone as his best friend. Wonwoo was so taken back by your beauty and modesty that he had spilled his hot coffee all over himself. Stupid thing is, is that he didn’t even notice. Vernon was the one who had pointed it out to him and Wonwoo gave you a timid smile, escaping the crowd to go clean up in the washroom.
He cringes as his mind recalls the moment and he sighs, closing his eyes trying to block out his thoughts.
“Y/N?” Wonwoo asks, looking down at you, not surprised to see you asleep. You hug him and sleep with your mouth half open and Wonwoo smiles at your adorable face. You don’t respond, you’re still asleep and he sighs when you let out a small snore.
“You’re so cute, Y/N.” Wonoo whispers to himself. This was something that Wonwoo did a lot. Most of the time when you two hang out you fall asleep first and him being use to late night schedules, he stays awake. He always whispers sweet things to you when you’re asleep because he does not have the courage to when you’re awake.
“Do you know how hard it is to have to look at someone and see everything you want, but knowing you can have them. That’s how I feel about you, Y/N…” he whispers as he plays with your hair, making your sleeping self snuggle close to him.
“I have liked you for so long…but I can’t tell you. It would ruin everything. I’m trying to protect you and me.” he heavily sighs and he can feel his eyes brim with tears and his bottom lip quivers, “Falling for you is so hard because I know I can never have you. God, I just hope that one day if you find someone, you will be happy with them. As much as I would love it to be me, it just can’t.” he explains to you.
He wipes the falling tears with his free hand and smiles down at you. Wonwoo has always loved looking at you when you sleep. He believes that it is the best time to look at you. Your beauty and simplicity shines out. The small smile that appears on your lips makes his insides jumble…boy, has Wonwoo fallen deep for you.
He shakes his head and can’t help but laugh at himself, “It’s official, Y/N you’ve got me falling for you. I love you Y/N and I try so hard to show it, but it seems like you do not notice. Maybe it is because you mistake my kind gestures as a friend helping another friend?” he questions as he plays with your hair.
He lets out a heavy sigh and sniffles “Gosh, if only you knew. Maybe one day, I will build up the courage to tell you. But for now, I will repress this and let fate take it’s hold on this situation.”
You’re unconscious, sleepy body does not take any of this in, and he smiles to himself as you yet again, snuggle closer.
“Good night Y/N.” He whispers, kissing your forehead and resting his head on top of yours, letting out a yawn, “Maybe one day, I will tell you how much how I adore you. One day I will treat you very nice and our relationship will be simple. Nothing too big, something were both you and I can be comfortable. You are my shining diamond, my princes, my everything. I just hope that when I do build up the courage to tell you- you’ll say yes.”
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