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idk but when i discover new books and music i’m just excited to be alive again. yes a bit dramatic but that’s how i feel when i discover them
[BTS Taehyung x Reader AU] Me? Sleepy? Absolutely not.
Scenario: Taehyung is your best friend but a tired you made him realise that perhaps, he wanted more.
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Taehyung was certain a minute had passed since he asked you a question, yet all he received was silence so loud he could've sworn he heard his own thoughts.
With half his attention still on the pavement ahead, he darted his eyes towards you. The gears in his head began to turn as his line of vision landed upon your half-lidded eyelids.
It’s a wonder to him how you were still able to walk despite possibly not knowing where you’re even going. If "trust the process" were a person, it would be you. Taehyung stifled a chuckle as he quickened his pace and stepped into your lane so that he would be right in front of you.
He held in his breath as you kept to your original pace. Every step you took made it harder for him to hide that sheepish grin of his. A few steps later, an ‘oof’ escaped your mouth when your face met his clothed chest.
You took a while to process what had happened and by the time you did, Taehyung was already in the midst of his laughter. Feeling the least bit amused, you squinted your eyes at him and put an end to his antics with a flick to the head.
“Hey!” Taehyung glared, rubbing the temple of his head; it hurt more than he’d let on.
“Never play around with a tired person like me. I don’t care who you are. We’re standing right next to the road - I could have accidentally pushed you.” You were certain you had spoken with conviction, with your utmost threatening tone. You were not. Your chiding came out as a slight mumble, cracking Taehyung up even further, earning a glare from you.
A smile tugged onto the corners of his lips as he tilted his head, noting how your eyelids began to falter once more. Exhaling a small sigh, he turned around so that his back was facing you and crouched down. The sudden movement caused your eyes to snap open for a split second as you instinctively took a step back, confused.
“What are you doing?” You asked, prodding his back with your index finger. In response, Taehyung gestured for you to get on, tapping his shoulder. This was nothing new to you for he had always been your extra pair of legs whenever yours refused to function properly.
Not needing to be told twice, you hopped onto his back and let your arms hang loosely around his neck. Hoisting you up, he got back onto his feet and continued to make his way down the pavement.
“Do you want me to send you home instead?” Taehyung asked, turning his head slightly for a quick glance at you before returning his gaze to the front - he had to make sure you were awake and able to hear him.
“No, it’s movie Tuesday at your house today. I’m not going to miss out on that,” you replied, your voice coming out muffled on his shoulder because you couldn't be bothered to lift your head.
“Looking at your current state, I doubt you’d even stay awake,” Taehyung replied, letting out a snicker. You looked up at his side profile, brows slightly furrowed as you tsked at his comment.
“Challenge accepted.”
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The door leading to the bathroom opened, revealing Taehyung clad in nothing but a pair of red plaid shorts. As he ruffled his towel through his damp hair, a movement from the corner of his eye caught his attention.
He turned his head towards the source and there laying on his bed was you curled up and fast asleep, your face buried into the long pillow you had your arms wrapped around. There wasn’t the slightest hint of surprise on his face upon realising the situation before him.
A scoff left his lips as he muttered, “Challenge accepted, my ass. The challenge hasn’t even started and you’re already passed out on my bed.”
Shutting the bathroom door behind him after hanging his towel to dry, Taehyung neared the bed. He didn't bother trying to be silence his steps - you were after all, a deep sleeper. Or so he thought.
Taehyung sat himself onto the corner of his bed and took this opportunity to observe you. You were always a fiery person, often speaking your mind without worrying about what others had to say about you.
Even so, you were someone with a lot of heart and love to give. As assertive as you were as a person, you were also nurturing and kind, even to strangers. That was part of why he even befriended you to begin with. To him, you were one of the most genuine souls he'd ever met. Something about the way you were would activate the protector in him, despite you saying countless times that you didn't need protection.
You wriggled in bed once more, pulling him back from his thoughts. Watching you adjust to a what he would assume to be a more comfortable position got him chuckling.
"Cute."
His eyes widened upon hearing his own thought.
"Probably just a passing thought. I mean, she is cute. As a person! Yes."
Taehyung shook his head, as if denying himself the possibility of ever viewing you as anything more. A snore escaping your mouth pulled his attention back to you again. His eyes wandered to the drool trailing down the side of your chin.
He held back a laugh - you must have been really exhausted to be this comfortable snoring and drooling in a bed that wasn't even yours. He shook his head despite a smile still lingering on his face. He’d always loved the fact that you’ve never hid any part of yourself from him - he’d seen your best and well, your worst it seems. Then again, he was your best friend after all.
He grabbed a tissue and leaned in closer to you to clean the drool on your chin. His action didn't receive any form of reaction from you, which he had already expected. If anything, you even let out another snore. His eyes moved to your mouth, that was now slightly parted open.
A mischievous thought crossed his mind as he contemplated poking you but the longer he stared at your lips, the more they pulled his gaze in like a trance. He let his eyes wander across your face. A few loose strands of hair were spread across your profile.
Before he could process his actions, his hand was already tugging your hair behind your ear. His line of vision fell onto your lips once more, subconsciously making him lick his own. They were so inviting, so intriguing - urging him for a taste.
"She's always been beautiful."
Taehyung shook his head. Surely, he hadn't developed feelings for you - or so was the narrative he wanted to repeat to himself. He couldn't possibly ruin the friendship now.
"Why is my heart beating so fast?"
Stuck in his thought spiral, he hadn't realised your eyes fluttering open, and by the time he did, you were already letting out a sharp gasp at his proximity. Taehyung was frozen. He kept a still face but deep down, he was panicking, afraid he'd been found out as though his thoughts that whole time were spoken out loud.
“Why are you so near to my face? What were you doing?” You asked, remains of the shock still lingering on your face. Taehyung didn't answer and continued to stare at you with nothing but unreadable eyes. You didn't make any attempt to push him back either, unsure of what to make of this whole situation.
A long silence passed, and you were beginning to feel uncomfortable - but not in a bad way. Your body was feeling funny, you couldn't quite describe it. All you could register was how delightful he smelled, although the last time you recalled, he wasn't one to fancy wearing fragrances, especially not to sleep.
Taehyung parted his mouth, snapping you out of your thoughts.
“Okay good, you’re alive. Just needed a confirmation, you know? After all, you were so confident you'd be awake the whole time.”
Taehyung laughed, causing you to grab one of the pillows and shove it in his face for being so annoying. You sat up, rolling your eyes at him. But amidst this exchange of banter between the two of you, both of you couldn't help but to have the same lingering thought in your minds.
"That was weird."
[Bang Chan x Reader] because of your childhood, a specific song always makes you cry - until him.
A/N: This piece was inspired by a real life situation between me and my own boyfriend so if you've been having a hard time believing in love, I hope one day you'll experience its existence and that it's yours to keep.
Also, I'm still oiling my gears so this isn't my greatest work but if you'd like to join me on my journey of reconnecting with my inner poet, hit me up with a request! Okay, enjoy xx
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It was Friday night - TGIF as one would say.
You weren’t one to fancy crowds or chaos but the one time you’d part from the comfort of your own home was on the first Friday of every month: the night of Back To 2000s.
The Spades Club would put on a setlist filled with your favourite tracks, and you weren’t one to be threatened with a good time, especially with Chan by your side.
Just like every other night at The Spades, the music was blaring, people were dancing, drinks were pouring, and you were by Chan’s side with a gap big enough for you to move however you wanted but close enough for you to still feel his warmth.
The crowd would chime in, singing along to the songs they knew as coloured lights pierced through the dimly lit floor.
Just like every other night, you were having fun.
Until a single strum of an acoustic guitar filled the space, stopping you mid-dance.
Your arms fell flat to your side, shoulders slightly scrunched upwards. Your feet grew heavy, planting themselves against the smooth, hard flooring.
Goosebumps rushed through your body. You never expected The Only Exception by Paramore to be in the setlist of such a lively event.
“Wow, this is such a nostalgic song,” Chan commented as the corners of his lips rose into a gentle smile, reminiscing the days he would hear it on the radio as a teenager.
You didn’t hear him. You couldn’t. His voice felt so distant, almost unreal. You wanted to reach for him, tell him something was wrong, but all you could afford was a slight twitch of your fingertips - enough to grace the skin on the back of his hand.
He turned to you, with a soft hum to acknowledge you, thinking you were trying to say something. But when he saw how stiff your body was, his sense of urgency kicked in as he asked, “Hey, what’s wrong?”
He made sure he was careful as he placed his hands on your shoulders and stepped in front of you so that his back would be against the crowd, blocking your view.
“Are you overstimulated?” He asked after his initial question was only met with silence. You shook your head. Your eyes started welling up as you tried to speak, the words barely leaving your mouth.
“I’m sorry, I don’t think you’ve ever seen me like this. I didn’t think you’d see me like this. I don’t know how to explain it.”
“Hey, it’s okay. I’m here. I won’t rush you. Just try taking a few deep breaths first okay?” he assured you, his gaze ever so gentle, which only made your tears fall even more.
But you heeded his advice, taking in a few deep breaths although exhaling them rather shakily as you kept your eyes locked on his. You were afraid he’d disappear the moment you look away. He gently squeezed your shoulders, easing them - he was always able to do that.
“I don’t know what it is about this song, but anytime I hear it, I would automatically start crying. I think it reminds me of my parents.”
He didn’t need you to explain any further. He was aware of your childhood. How your dad cheated on your mum countless times, yet she chose to stay under the guise that he would change.
How she took her heartbreak out on you, projecting her insecurities onto you. How you grew up on your own because two adults were too broken to raise you. How you never quite believed in love.
He pulled you into a hug, holding you tightly as you sobbed into the crook of his neck. He brushed his hand against the back of your head, muttering sweet nothings into your ear, assuring you that you’re safe with him.
That it’s okay to crumble in front of him. That he would always be there to hold you in his arms. That it’s okay to cry to a song that made you feel seen.
So you did. You melted into his embrace and cried. And he held you through the night.
Months passed since then and he never once brought it up. Neither did you, because you knew he understood.
The song didn’t come up often in the setlist but on days it did, no matter where he was in the club or what he was doing, he would always show up right next to you.
Some days he’d hold you. On some he’d make you laugh. But every single time, he’d tell you he loved you. And you never quite noticed what he was doing... until one day, you did.
You had music playing in the background as you were folding laundry in your living room. Chan was in the shower after a long day recording at the studio.
You let your mind float aimlessly as you hummed along to the tunes, allowing shuffle mode to decide the vibe for the night. Then there it was.
The familiar strum.
A smile formed on your face as you thought about those nights with Chan at the event. But with every passing second, your eyes grew wider and your smile grew smaller.
The click of the toilet door being unlocked snapped you out of your moment as you dropped everything and ran up to him, almost surprising him.
“What’s wrong?” He asked as he rubbed his towel against his damp hair. You took a few seconds to look at him, tears slowly forming in your eyes.
How could you not have realised?
“You did all of that on purpose, didn’t you?” you asked. He raised a brow, clearly confused on what you had meant.
“All of those nights where the song would play and you’d hold me, make me laugh, tell me you love me. They were on purpose.”
It took him a while to register what you were saying till he heard the faint lyrics coming from the living room. He stayed silent before smiling and nodding his head, almost as though he wanted no credit for mending a heart he never broke.
Both of you stayed in that moment, his gaze filled with nothing but adoration for you and yours gratitude for him.
He let his towel rest around his neck as he wrapped his arms around you like he always would, whispering sweet nothings into your ear - reminding you of his love.
And you cried in his arms like you always would. Except, this time around, it wasn’t because of the love you never had, but because of the love you had found.
Your bodies swayed gently, matching the rhythm of the song as it came to an end.
And I’m on my way to believing.
Writing Again After ... Years
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I don't know how active Tumblr is nowadays but hello everyone! I recently fell into the rabbit hole that is my past written works and it has awakened the sleeper agent (me).
I contemplated creating a new account but then it'd be my 5th tumblr account and I'm just not about that life - I already barely remembered my login details for this account LOL
So I guess I'll just continue from you! Anyway, because it's been years, there's definitely been changes to not only my writing style but me as a whole. But one thing's for sure - I'm still the moody writer.
I'm not sure where I'd like to start but I guess I'll be sharing a piece I wrote featuring Skz' Bang Chan.
P.S. If you see an account floating around on Tiktok with the same piece, don't panic. That's me. I just use a different name/alias there because I lowkey created it without thinking of this account...............
Okay see you on my next post!
Hey, I love your blog, the content is really good so far. Can you please do Mino (from WINNER) as best friend to lovers kinda thing ^_^ <33 xxx
Hi! That makes me so happy, thank you!! I did two separate posts - one for him as a best friend and the other for him as a boyfriend. I hope that’s okay! Nevertheless, hope you enjoy it! <3
Best Friend: https://themoodykwriter.tumblr.com/post/165227382118/mino-as-your-best-friend
Boyfriend: https://themoodykwriter.tumblr.com/post/165227397598/mino-as-your-boyfriend
Mino as Your Boyfriend
Requested by: @xxsugamonsterxx
List of Groups / Artists / K-Drama Characters I Write For: Here
Masterlist: Here
Contents of Blog / What I Write: Here
To Do List: Here
A/N: I felt some type of way writing this. My Jinwoo heart is shaking.
Mino as Your Best Friend
Requested by: @xxsugamonsterxx
List of Groups / Artists / K-Drama Characters I Write For: Here
Masterlist: Here
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A/N: Mian for being a horrible person and making you wait <3 And yes thanks mino for cheering me on :’) He looks so good here ugh
do you think you could write a little something about i.m / changkyun helping you out with your science homework?? please, even if you don't, thanks anyways for posting your previous works, they're lovely to read<3
HI I’M SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT DON’T HATE ME BUT THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING <3
https://themoodykwriter.tumblr.com/post/165227313913/science-more-like-sign-me-up-for-my-grave
Science, More Like Sign Me Up For My Grave // Changkyun (Monsta X) x You Scenario
Requested by: Anon
Request: Do you think you could write a little something about i.m / changkyun helping you out with your science homework?? please, even if you don't, thanks anyways for posting your previous works, they're lovely to read<3
A/N: Here you go and I’m truly sorry for the wait. Thank you for your kind words <3
List of Groups / Artists / K-Drama Characters I Write For: Here
Masterlist: Here
Contents of Blog / What I Write: Here
To Do List: Here
You drum your fingers against the sheet of paper, mentally knocking your brain for the answers to your science homework. As you’re reading the question for the umpteenth time, you feel a finger poking your cheek but pay no heed to it. You pick up your pen, as if doing that would automatically give you the answer. You let your pen hover over the blank lines - Science has never really been something you’re good at.
You feel yet another poke but refuse to give it any attention. After wrecking your brain for an answer, you decide to just wing it and write whatever that comes to mind. In the midst of writing your answer, you feel another poke but this time, it’s continuous. Huffing, you set your pen down and turn to the annoying soul next to you.
hiya! would you be able to put one of your main links as a link to your who you write for/what you write?
Are you talking about the links for the pc version? If yes then I just did! Have yet to update my masterlist and to do list though! If no then do explain to me what you mean because I’m a blur potato :’)
UPDATED LIST FOR WHO I WRITE FOR
Well hello, so during my hiatus I was a little off from the K-industry in general except for a few groups BUT I did get involved with a number of other groups so check out the updated list!!
https://themoodykwriter.tumblr.com/post/157535537713/who-i-write-for-idols-artists-k-drama-roles
You're back! I'm so glad to hear that you're back from hiatus. I put your account both on my laptop and my phone on bookmarks. I'm sooooo happyyy~ Welcome back!
ASDFGHJKL WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT OMG THIS PUT A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE AS YOU CAN TELL FROM MY CAPITALISATION thank you :’) <3
I’ve got a couple requests on drafts and Imma spoil my followers hehe and oh there’s gonna be an announcement
I was the anon who requested the Kihyun fluff and Minghao horoscope scenario! I JUST WANTED TO SAY I REALLY ENJOYED THEM AND IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT. THANK YOU SO MUCH 💕
HI I’M GLAD YOU ENJOYED THEM, THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY. THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING <3
Hi!! Do you write for a new group called A.C.E? They debuted two weeks ago and are talented boys!
Storytime! I knew them when they were only busking but didn’t pay much attention because I only focus on one k-street dance group which is DOB (aka Do One’s Best, support juseyo my babies are amazing k bye) so A.C.E kinda slipped my mind. Even when the notification of their debut kept popping up on my youtube recommendations, I didn’t put two and two together, neither did I watch it - mainly because I was honestly so behind on k-music *cries* but because you mentioned them, I went to check them out and their channel and bam, epiphany LOL. Anyway, this is one heck of a long winded answer but you know what? Hit me up with A.C.E requests. I’m pretty sure I’ll be keeping a closer eye on them
Hello! You haven't update anything since April and I'm worried anything happen to you.. You're okay right? I miss you already...
Hey! It’s all in my recent post but ahhh sorry for making you worry but thanks for the concern >.< It’s all good now and I hope I won’t be taking any sudden hiatus-es in the future
Hey love😊 I requested a imagine for some time ago with nct Taeyong, and I just wanted to know if you forgot or just busy😁 also I wanted to ask if you're okay and doing fine, cause I seen it's some time since you posted some thing💓 it's not to stress or anything, I'm just curious and a little worried❤❤ and it's getting to long, I'm sorry don't mind me....😓 ~E
Hello! I’ve explained it all in my recent post but yes I’m doing okay ((or at least, I’m surviving HAHA)) sorry for making you worried but I appreciate your concern. Will get working on your request soon, I’M SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT