THE MOON IS AWAKE

29-year-old wall rat

[cultof-aphrodite]

Thékla

[themoonisawake]

my mind & body moved on from “Forever” long ago 

my heart never got the memo

[nevver]

Eli Sostre, Keanu Kay Milborrow

[themoonisawake]

I miss you but only in my dreams. Then I wake up with a bad taste in my mouth. It is never "dreamy" like reminiscing on a day filled with fields of flowers. It is only ever full of anxiety inducing pain, chasing you, yearning for attention, praise, approval. Yet you keep me chasing you, even in MY dreams, in MY head, holding my dreams hostage at every turn. I am happier than ever in my life, head over heels in love with my husband, the best of us all. Why my dream head cannot shake you, I do not understand. It must be some subconscious torture mechanism of my own making. You haunt me, and I would do anything for my dreams to be free of your memory.

[themoonisawake]

worry’s a bully

that just won’t let me be

[flawfulgem]

[nevver]

Ghost story, Karen Jerzyk

[fuckyeahstevejonandstephen]

[themoonisawake]

I havent written or even browsed on this in QUITE some time. But I just have to say...

I am finally with who (whom?) I'm meant to be with. And that feels lovely to say. I've said many things in my Tumblr and otherwise days but this is the most sure I've been about anything except for my friendship with Ty. I have two (three, including Ty LOR) of the best people having my back at all times. And it feels great. It's all I need. Blake makes my days whole and with the squad I have, I feel quite confident in life. FOR ONCE

[danieljamiewilliams]

Tinted charcoal and fineliner drawing with lyrics from Modest Mouse’s ‘The Best Room’.

[sharingpoetry]

Emily Dickinson, "I hide myself within my flower"

I hide myself within my flower, That fading from your Vase, You, unsuspecting, feel for me – Almost a loneliness. (submitted by samiloveshark) 

[themoonisawake]

always one of my favorites. true for so many ladies out there.

[themoonisawake]

mellow heart

is what’s in my chest.

cocaine is a hellovadrug because well, #1 there is never enough cocaine

but even more heart wrenching and tiring than that is

its easy to love you talk feel and think. good things and things that make me realize how damn fucking much I miss myself you us.

cliche but true

I’m no me w/o you but I’m completely lonely w and w/o you

except when I have a friend

and tonight, its Whitney. and I’m just ok w that.

for now.

this made no sense peace owt ~~~

[etoilesx-blog1]

Iconic

[themoonisawake]

I lay, bathing in the sun, intruded time to time by a cloudy day. And with eyes shut, dream of you.

how I wish I had the rest of this letter that you wrote me on a donut bag...

[wordsnquotes]

I want to care, but I don’t. I look at you and all I feel is tired.

Elizabeth Scott (via narcoticas)

[babygoatsandfriends]

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[themoonisawake]

my heart

[ulibeanzz]