𐔌 . ♡ the moon maiden ֹ ₊ ꒱

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ⋆˚₊‧꒰ა the moon maiden of jiraiblr ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⋆ ࣪ ˙ ✦. ꒷ she ⸝ her ⏖ angel ⸝ angels ˖ ഒ˙— ⠀ࠬ ׅ ໑ ₊ traumagenic system ˚.⋆ ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 .

[themoonmaidenn]

﹑⟡ 　　﹒ 　 columbina’s　﹒　intro ◞　🪽

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˳𓏲 ׁㅤwelcome to my profile . ؛ㅤ𓏼

ᶻᶻ  ‿ this blog is run by a columbina fictive ,, but other alters may sometimes post here as well ,, all alters , except for columbina , will sign off with their prefix . ⑅  ५

⠀ ୭ ˖ for my names , you may call me ؛ ❛ columbina . ❛ angel . ❛ the damselette . ❛ the moon maiden . ❛ kuutar .  𓏻 ✦ ⠀ ୭ ˖ you may however , simply call me ❛ bina . ₊˚⊹

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˚₊‧۶ i am 18 years old ,, i am a girl ,, the pronouns i use are ؛ ❛ she ⸝ her . ❛ angel ⸝ angels ,, i am a lesbian , specifically femme4butch ,, okay to pursue . ৎ ‧₊˚

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𐔌 . ♡ ❛ byi . ❜ ֹ ₊ ꒱

⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ i have autism ,, heavily suspected bpd ,, heavily suspected schizophrenia . i am also a traumagenic system . ˚.⋆ ⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ this is a place for me to talk about sensitive topics , such as sh , sui ideations , hallucinations , delusions and paranoia ,, i do not look for help at the moment . ˚.⋆ ⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ i get extremely paranoid at times , so please do not talk about things such as ؛ ❛ religion . ❛ stalking . ❛ war . and such . ˚.⋆

⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ if you decide to pursue me , please note that i get attached easily ,, i may also be obsessive , jealous and demand a lot of your attention ,, if you are not ready to pursue a mentally ill system , do not give me hope . ˚.⋆

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𐔌 . ♡ ❛ boundaries . ❜ ֹ ₊ ꒱

⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ i love nicknames and pet names ,, so you may call me all kinds of pet names , such as ؛ ❛ love . ❛ sweetheart . ❛ dear . ❛ honey ,, i do not mind , as long as you are a woman ,, i do not feel comfortable with men calling me pet names . ˚.⋆ ⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ my DMs are open ,, only to women no older than 25 . ˚.⋆

𐔌 . ♡ ❛ DNI . ❜ ֹ ₊ ꒱

⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ i do not have a strict DNI ,, i do block freely ,, so if i do not like you , i will block you . ˚.⋆ ⠀ࠬ ׅ⠀໑ ₊ if you are under the age of 16 , please do not DM ,, if you wish to contact me in any way , just send me an ask . ˚.⋆

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𐔌 . ♡ ❛ layout is by @/moonkn1ghtz . ❜ ֹ ₊ ꒱

[themoonmaidenn]

every conversation i hold with someone new goes the same way ;;

[ them ] ;; " haii ! " [ me ] ;; " haai " [ them ] ;; " hru ?? " [ me ] ;; " im good ! hbu ? " [ them ] ;; " nice ! im good too ! "

and then we never talk again ,, i hate having a text conversation with someone new ,, i feel extreme pressure to continue the conversation ,,

[themoonmaidenn]

i wish i could gain more weight ,, because i do want a slightly bigger chest and a tiny bit rounder face ,, but im too scared to gain the weight because what if it goes where i dont want it to go and im just gonna be obese ,,

i do not want that ,,

[themoonmaidenn]

woow your account is so beautiful i love the colors 🤍 i hope you’re having a good day / night , and if you’re not, i hope you do tomorrow 🤍 ^_^

thank you so much ! i too absolutely adore your account ,,

and yes , i am having a good day so far !! i hope you are doing great too !! (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡

[themoonmaidenn]

on one hand , i want attention ,, but on the other , i do not what to be given any ,,

[themoonmaidenn]

i might have ppd ,, ofc im not 100 % sure because i have to see a psychiatrist to get that properly checked out ,, but there is a high chance that it is the case ,,

my paranoia is awful ,, so much so that i believe that everyone is after me after i split up with someone that was once dear to me ,, every time someone follows any of my accounts , i truly believe that the person is a friend of theirs and that they are doing it to make me truly miserable ,,

i cannot believe how bad my mental state is ,, sometimes even i myself believe that i am faking ,, even though i do know i am not ,,

[themoonmaidenn]

i felt so off today ,, maybe it was because of the weather today ,, but it was the weird kind of fatigue ,,

,, it is very possible we also had a new alter fronting ,, but i do not want to share who it is just yet , because i do not log those who front once // for a short amount of time ,,

if she keeps co - fronting until the morning // will front again sometime soon , then i will share who it is ,,

[themoonmaidenn]

i feel so fried today ..

[themoonmaidenn]

i just woke up .

i had a dream i had a girlfriend ,, i hope it is going to be true soon ,, because so far all of my dreams that have to do with my personal life have come true ,,

my first one was about my exam scores ,, i got the exact same scores and i did in the dream .

the second one was that i got into college ,, and i did get into college .

and now this one was that i got a girlfriend ,, i hope this one comes true also .

[themoonmaidenn]

its time to sleep ,, it is so late and my sleep schedule is bad enough ,,

but im not going to be alone at least ,, i have my hallucinations for now ,,

i cant wait for the moment that the hallucinations will be replaced by a pretty woman ,, life will start making sense when that happens finally ,,

[myhushedharmony]

whenever i get more than 3 likes on a post i feel like this

[ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3]

the three genders are "i should talk more", "i should talk less", and "i should never speak again"

[angelic-femcel]

[basstobe]

[fukuchi--mika]

how i feel like knowing i'd gen do anything they told me to bc i adore them more than anything and their word is law

[sraphm]

inside me there are two cats…

one says, “give me attention! give me so much attention! treat me like i’m all you need! remember me when i’m gone!”

the other says, “leave me alone and never speak to me again and forget i ever existed and do not perceive me”

[pest1c1dez]

i get envious seeing my moots get anons I wish I had at least one but begging wont get me anything and I'm not rlly that interesting