꒰ა (っ﹒ -̥̥̥ ) ໒꒱ lillith

✚ 𝐽irai. pro recovery, always. BLOCK DON’T REPORT.

[sraphm]

і’m 𝗍һᥱ ᥴᥙ𝗍ᥱs𝗍 gіrᥣ іᥒ 𝗍һᥱ ᥕ᥆rᥣძ, s᥆ ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᑲᥱ𝗍𝗍ᥱr 𝗍rᥱᥲ𝗍 mᥱ ᥲs sᥙᥴһ! ‎ଘ(੭´ ˘ `)੭ ✧˖°

𓊆†𓊇　　lillith 　　she ﹒ her

ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ 　　7teen 　໒꒱ॱ𓏽

let’s be mutuals ♡ lots more below, if you wanna see

ⓘ this blog is a part of jiraiblr. i may talk about unsettling or disturbing subjects. please take care of yourself and be safe, block me if you don’t want to see posts about SH, EDs, and mental illness.

❤︎ hi welcome to my blog! i am a new member of jiraiblr, and i’ve been interested in j-fashion like jirai kei since 2019.

❤︎ i am medically recognized / diagnosed with autism, adhd, bipolar disorder, and severe anxiety. i am also diagnosed with pmos and i struggle with chronic migraines. i am hormonally intersex!

❤︎ i am very sensitive, be gentle. be patient with me, i can be “slow.” i’m very shy. i can be rude or offensive on accident, let me know when i am. i don’t really reply to DMs because i get too nervous, i’ll have to know you better first.

❤︎ i am a girlfluid primagirl fem lesbian. i also use plenty of xenogenders. please use only feminine terms for me. i am an angelkin, vampirekin, and catgirl-kin.

❤︎ i am extremely emotionally unstable!!! i can be selfish (not mean) without meaning to be!!! i am needy!!! please don’t blame me for these things, i’m heavily disordered and traumatized!!! i’m working to be better in therapy!!! i demands people think im cute… just kidding~ or am i

links / directory

taglist

fictional others and irls

[angeleyesabove]

got told to get off the internet and get therapy instead . . .

#watdatmean . . . ?

[sraphm]

hi i edited my dividers so it’s more spaced out i think it looks much better like this. i’m making more dividers but it’s so hard to get the vibe i want … so these’ll do for now

[velvetpetalz]

Feeling nothing and faking emotion vs feeling everything and getting nauseous from being overwhelmed (hm: getting goosebumps)

[ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3]

the three genders are "i should talk more", "i should talk less", and "i should never speak again"

[sraphm]

i’m sorry mutuals for not interacting so much!!! i sort of forget to go and like / read / int with everybody’s posts, i know that’s a lame excuse, but trust me it’s never on purpose

[sraphm]

currently laying in bed with the anxiety levels of a soldier going to war and literally nothing happened

[sraphm]

truth is, i was an angel in heaven that was so obsessed with researching human beings that they allowed me to go down to earth to learn more about them—but now that i’m here, i learn that humans are horrible disgusting creatures.

[princespousal]

All questions & confessions based on in - game endings — each ask has two variations . Likes & reblogs very appreciated . Have fun !! ( Sorry the P-Chan ones are kinda boring . )

♡ There Are No Angels :

1. Are you happy with the amount of followers you have ? Just how much do numbers mean to you ?

2. Do you actively try to make yourself a memorable person within the space ?

♡ DARK ANGEL :

1. Does anything about jirai culture annoy you ? Or is there anything that you absolutely love about it ?

2. Does the amount of attention you get overwhelm you in a negative way ? How do you handle it ?

♡ Comment te dire adieu :

1. Did you start your blog entirely on your own , or did someone inspire you ?

2. Were you nervous when starting out on jiraiblr ? How about now ?

♡ Bomber Girl :

1. How explosive do you consider yourself as a jirai ?

2. Do you get set off easily , or do you explode after a lot of pressure ?

♡ Utopian Parody :

1. Are you your true self online , or are you putting on an entirely different persona so more people can like you ?

2. Do you wish your life was “ normal , ” or do you prefer things the way they are ?

♡ Internet Overdose :

1. Do you ever do vanity searches & see what people are saying about you ?

2. Have you been addicted to the internet for a long time , or is it more recent ?

♡ Needy Girl Overdose :

I want to be your P-Chan . Every day , I wish that I could be the one taking care of you and making you feel better .

♡ Do You Love Me ? :

I loooove love love you .

♡ Welcome to My Religion :

You're my angel , and I'd follow you to the ends of the Earth .

[sraphm]

my main posting tag is “lillith sings” because i love to sing. but my voice has became worse over time and i can’t sing beautifully anymore. ahahah i’m not meant to have anything, am i

[sraphm]

you all think i’m very cute, right? it’s very important for an angel’s well being to be told that she’s cute. /silly

[blood-and-doll-parts]

computer, give every jirai reading this a kiss on the forehead

[sraphm]

Hello!!! i like your blog, would you be ok with being moots? ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚

~ Char / corpse

YAYYAYAYAYA OFCOFC ^_^^_^

[sraphm]

good morning !!! well, it’s 3pm where i am already. but, whenever i decide what time to wake up, that time is morning! ^_^ /j

[sraphm]

hi!! We’re a system, and our host is an introject of Yuri, can we int?

i don’t want to be rude, so i’ll say you’re good to interact ^_^ /nm /gen

[sraphm]

do you turn 18 this year

no

[sraphm]

this is really random but should i start playing needy streamer overload/needy girl overdose ??

YYYYES! now, to be fair, at first the gameplay can be a bit repetitive, but once you really get the mechanics down it becomes lightwork. i really love how this game portrays mental illness and a lot of the endings stuck with me, so i say you should!