The Nightmare circus

I´m an aspiring artist from Berlin, germany, this is my portofolio. I love Video Games and Victorian/dark stuff!  illustration at its darkest ;) TRIGGER WARNING AHEAD

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i try something with screentone...

EDIT: YES he has joints on his finger cause he is  a BJD, bitches <3! ahahahahaha

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"...He raised the goose for two years now, even named her Lucy. Sometimes I thought he really loved that creature, like I loved my dog when I was young. But one day...he vanished with her into the little chamber behind the kitchen.... When I came in, I saw him dissecting the goose, which was still alive, without a single sign of emotion. “I wanted to figure out if I feel empathy for Lucy when I dissect an Kill her.....I felt nothing, just a slight melancholy. It was just an experiment, nothing more.” he said.....”

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A lil water color sktech of my TEW OC Lucy, Maid at Victoriano Manor

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Appreciate the art...okay bitches? 

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 my TEW OC Lucy, the maid 

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new items in my shop <3 just a preview, there is muuuch more

https://society6.com/psychopheliac

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Faolan the Fairy god of the forest and Celiriel, the lil fairy

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http://8tracks.com/psychopheliac/lucia-the-maid

a mix for my rp OC, sorry for my inactivity.

About Lucy

Name: Lucia

Nickname(s): Lucy Gender: female Age: 27 Birthday: 30th October Sexuality: Its unsure if she is able to have those feelings or likings Nationality: Italian/american Currently lives: Victoriano Estate/ wherever her Master wants her to stay Height: 160 cm Figure/build: fragile Hair colour: Strawberry peach red/pinkish Hairstyle: Long with bangs Eye colour: pale grey/blue Skin colour:  very pale Scars/distinguishing marks:

Her Hands are full of Scars. When she started to work as a Maid, she was 9 Years old and every mistake she made (like broken dishes etc) was punished with cane strikes on the Hands. Y Torso-Scar and brain surgery scar under her hair from experiments Preferred style of clothing:

She is never seen without her maid dress. Any physical ailments/illnesses/disabilities:

Through the experiments, which Ruben did to her, her brain was heavily damaged. She isn’t able to feel Pain or other feelings. She speaks in a monotone an robot-like voice. She often gets nose bleeding when her brain tries to show emotions, or at least whats left of them. Personality:

Lucy seems just like a emotionless Doll. She is doing everything, what her Master requiers, without asking. But if someone tries to harm her Master, she will reach a psychodelic and insane state of mind. She will then try to hunt this Person down and Kill them with a Cleaver.

Hobbies:

collecting Dolls, her work as a maid.

Current job title and description:

As a Maid she is doing everything to keep the Manor in good condition and cares for her Master. She also assists him with his experiments and she dispose the bodies of the test subjects, chops them up with her Cleaver and makes food out of them.

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Still very inactive because of personal reasons. But at least I was able to draw something again. Remember Morgayne the white witch? I gave her horns! She is my only oc with fancy horns now. And for armor porn, the black hand of Sauron. As always the lines are with pencil and the color is watercolor and photoshop

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Sorry for my inactivity, guys. Have a little peak on Ruviks new diorama as a treat <3

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Free worldwide shipping today in my shop on society :DDDDD 

https://society6.com/psychopheliac

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my TEW RP character Lucy

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Miss Lucy, my TEW RP OC. 

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This is Daniel, another TEW Creature which will appear in my Doujinshi “Akumu Dolls”

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should I give my Ruvik BJD an own little blog, or do you guys want to see photos  of him furthermore  on this blog <333

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MOOOORE Ruvik pictures <3 I finally spend a bit time with mich camera, learning how to do propper settings for diffrent light etc. this time i wanted to take photos of ruvik in candlelight, without noise on the photo. I did it with bulb exposures, but you really  need a tripod :333

 im happy about the quality now! Its much better than the other pictures. I feel the improvement

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How ever, the location is my appartment XDDD really. i love it, hahaha!

Faceup/clothing/etc: by me. It was my first face up.

 Plz dont use the pics for rps or photo manipulations, neither impersonate him as your doll. Thank you <3

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Here are the better photos, im still a noob in photographie, but I will learn more stuff! <3 My lil Ruvik! 

Faceup/clothing/etc: by me.

Plz dont use the pics for rps or photo manipulations, neither impersonate him as your doll. I heard many times, that this is a big sad thing in the BJD community.