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[blackcatrph]

send  “  who  did  this  to  you  ?  ”  for  the  sender  to  find  the  receiver  injured  and  demand  to  know  who  did  it.

[cryptinspo]

– 𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗢𝗠 𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗘𝗘 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗦 !

"Don’t look back."

"I missed you."

"It’s too late."

"Please don’t go."

"You promised me."

"Who did this?"

"I forgive you."

"We were gods."

"Leave me alone."

"They found us."

"Trust me, please."

"I need help."

"Run. Don’t stop."

"It wasn’t me."

"I remember everything."

"Burn it all."

"Tell me why."

"You never called."

"It’s just rain."

"You owe me."

"She’s not breathing."

"Is that blood?"

"You were right."

"It ends now."

"We start over."

"Stay with me."

"Nothing feels real."

"I hate this."

"Do it now."

"They're watching us."

"Make it stop."

"It's not yours."

"I was waiting."

"He’s behind you."

"They’re all gone."

"Time is up."

"Bring them back."

"It’s our turn."

"This is wrong."

"Don’t let go."

"We are cursed."

"No one knows."

"You're not real."

"Don’t say it."

"I saw everything."

"Nothing ever changes."

"Call it off."

"What are you?"

"I found it."

"Let me in."

[jamsmemes]

(     *     MISC. PROMPTS.

mixed bag of sentence starters/dialogue prompts. taken from reedsy.

“i love you.”

“do i know you?”

“do you remember?”

“this section is off limits.”

“we’re closing in ten minutes.”

“this isn’t what i signed up for.”

“this is all my fault.”

“that’s not what i meant.”

“have we met before?”

“are you real?”

“i didn’t mean that.”

“i’ve said too much.”

“i didn’t see that one coming.”

“is nobody going to say it?”

“i wish we could stay here forever.”

“it’s all fun and games.”

“i can’t say it.”

“you can’t run forever.”

“we have all the time in the world.”

“you’ve got this.”

“that shouldn’t be there.”

“i think someone’s listening.”

“i think someone’s watching.”

“we’re not alone.”

“i’m free!”

“maybe in another life.”

“rome wasn’t built in a day.”

“it’s the thought that counts.”

“i feel alive.”

“speak now.”

“so, what’s the catch?”

“it’s mine, and you can’t have it!”

“houston, we have a problem.”

“let’s go for a walk.”

“thank you for that.”

“i’ve got a plan.”

“move aside.”

“i’m here to investigate a crime.”

“you didn’t come to the funeral. why?”

“oh my god. don’t say that!”

“quick! act surprised!”

“are you absolutely sure that your plan is foolproof?”

“come here.”

“truth or dare.”

“tell me something i don’t know.”

“is that… is that blood all over you?”

“right, i’m leaving now.”

“when has listening to you EVER worked out well for me?”

“don’t do that.”

“no, you can’t have my number.”

“i’d rather you just tell me.”

“did you also hear a knock on the door?”

“you’re not looking your best today. what happened?”

“[he/she/they] did it first.”

“well, don’t just stand there! do something!”

“run! run now!”

“hey. someone’s on the phone for you.”

“you’ll never know unless you try.”

“thank you, god. thanks an awful lot.”

“this is my worst nightmare.”

“there’s nothing much to do but wait.”

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

Hit the heart if anyone wants memes

[judgeparks]

i   should   be   delighted   by   this   opportunity.   but   however   impossible   it   had   proved   to   get   a   wink   of   sleep   during   the   eight-hour   flight,   it   seemed   equally   impossible   to   fully   immerse   myself   in   the   moment.   the   sensations   were   oddly   unfamiliar,   &   jet   lag   had   precious   little   to   do   with   them.   there   was   no   doubt   michael   was   right   about   our   son.   nonetheless,   my   stomach   twisted   at   the   thought   of   my   seven-year-old   son   being   across   the   seas,   away   from   me   for   so   long.   &   trying   to   make   sense   of   the   expression   on   my   husband's   face   once   i'd   broken   the   news   to   him   made   me   bite   nervously   at   my   nails.   wasn't   he   pleased   by   my   success? 

my   gaze   eventually   drifts   around   the   crowded   room.   most   of   the   women   are   accompanied   by   their   partners,   all   ready   to   celebrate   their   hard   work   being   recognised   &   appreciated.   i   couldn't   help   but   wonder   how   many   of   them   had   scarcely   hesitated   before   venturing   across   the   ocean   amidst   their   busy   lives   ;   the   vast   range   of   accents   only   reinforced   what   the   event   was   trying   to   convey   —   you   are   the   best   of   the   best   from   countries   all   over   the   world.

still,   i   head   over   to   collect   a   small   drink,   hoping   it   might   ease   the   twisting   guilt   in   the   pit   of   my   stomach.   as   if   that   wasn't   bad   enough,   moments   later   most   of   the   newly   ordered   golden   whisky   ended   up   as   a   dark   stain   across   another   woman's   elegant   dress.   ❝   oh   my   god,   i   am   so   sorry!   ❞   i   blurt   out,   even   if   the   unfortunate   chain   of   events   —   &   my   desperate   attempt   to   avoid   disaster   —   had   led   to   this   very   unfortunate   result.   the   usual   confidence   with   which   i   carry   myself   as   a   senior   barrister   vanishes   as   i   look   at   the   brunette,   at   her   wide   brown   eyes.   i   hurriedly   set   the   glass   back   on   the   bar   counter   &   reach   for   the   napkins   that,   at   best,   might   keep   the   posh   dress   from   becoming   completely   soaked.

plotted starter for @thenightmareofyourdrems

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

                   ˜”*°•.    Masks .  Everyone  wore  masks  in  a  room  full  of  masqueraders.  The  rich,  the  famous,  the  successful.  Each  held  a  glass  of  champagne  as  though  the  world  itself  would  kneel  before  them .  It  looked  ridiculous  -  but  on  the  other  hand,  hadn’t  this  been  the  life  she  had  chosen ?  The  mayor  of  a  small  town   -  a  town  that  looked  like  any  other,  and  yet  one  that  hid  thousands  of  secrets. 

She  hadn’t  been  particularly  delighted  to  travel  all  this  way  to  the  grandeur  of  such  rooms  -  her  son  was  still  in  Storybrooke,  after  all,  and  each  passing  minute  felt  like  a  century.  However,  to  reject  the  invitation had  not  been  an  option  either.  To  hold  importance,  one  had  to  sustain  it  -  even  if  it  meant  wandering  in  galas  and  every  kind  of  high   class  event. 

Her  thoughts  were  soon  to  be  interrupted  by  a  push,  and  then  the  feeling  of  soakness  spreading  across  her  dress.  Her  first  instinct  had  been  to  lash  out,  and  yet,  she  didn’t .  Instead,  she tried  to  keep  as  collected  as  possible  before  taking  some  more   napkins  to  clean  it  up  herself  too .  ❝  It  happens  to  the  best  of  us . ❞  She  eventually  said – a  small smile  coming  to  replace  whatever  frustration  had  threatened  to  emerge.  ❝  It  will  disappear  in  a  few  moments. ❞   

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

                   ˜”*°•.    He  looked  around.  More  and  more  people  were  gathering  around  him. With  the  deck  in  one  hand, he  quietly  counted  to  fifteen  before  slipping  on  his most charming  smile  and  thanking  everyone  for  joining. Danny  should've  already  started on the  other  side  of  the  city -  the  others,  too.  ❝ Ladies  and  gentlemen,  it's  such  a  joy  to  have  all  of  you  here  today. ❞  He  said  -  applause  following  his  words .  And  yet,  before  the  trick  could  even  begin,  he  noticed  them ;  two  officers  talking to  people,  slowly  pushing  through  crowd.  Shit.  

❝ But  unfortunately,  we  might  have  to  cut  the  show  short,  and  well --  see  you  again  next  time ? ❞  And  with  that,  he  begun  to  run  - not  even  daring  to  look  behind.  This  was  bad,  too  bad ,  and  it  made  him  wonder  whether  the  others  had  shared  the  same  misfortune.  As  he  turned  to  an  alley,  though,  he  slammed  straight  into  @depictedblue.  Not  a  cop,  and  yet…  a  girl  he’d  never  seen  before.  ❝ Sorry,  I - ❞  He  looked  towards  the  direction  he’d  come  from  only  to  see  none  -  had  they  lost  him ?    

[sanguisproditor]

Nimue's lips pressed into a thin line, wanting to argue but knowing that they did need to move. The conversation could wait, for now. Though, who knew how long 'for now' meant. She had so many arguments for him, so many things she hadn't yet voiced. And there was the gnawing thought that, to save him from himself, she might just be prepared to do something that was more than a little dangerous.

It was fine if she was hurt. So long as she got the job done.

The disillusionment charm came in handy. Perhaps more than Sebastian ever knew. It served its purpose well now as she caught his hand to tug him through the grounds. It wasn't even much of a thought, though she would have normally not touched without permission. She was caught in her thoughts and focused on moving. Once they were off the grounds, they would be fine.

"People who are fine don't use that tone when saying they're fine."

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

                   ˜”*°•.    Frustration .  It  was  a  feeling  that’d  been  lately  haunting  him  like  a  shadow .  And  yet,  being  outside,  the breeze,  the  smell  of  the  wet  grass ,  it  all  helped  him  breathe .  It  felt  like  a  distant  dream ;  the  countless   times  they’d  sneak  off  at  night  with Ominis  and  Anne,  the  pranks  they’d  pull,  the  laughter,  the  jokes,  the  fun.  He  wanted  it  back .  Wanted  that  part  of  his  life  that  had  been  violently  taken  away  from  him.  He  didn’t  care  how  far  he’d  have  to  go,  didn’t  care  whether  he  lost  everything  at  his  attempt,  at  least  he  would  know  that  he  had  tried . 

When  Nimue  spoke  again,  he  stopped  moving.  ❝ What  do  you  want  me  to  say ? ❞  For  quite  honestly,  he  was  curious  what  the  right  answer  was.  His  sister  was  dying,  he  was  running  out  of  time,  so  no.  He   was  not  fine.  But  didn’t  she  already  know  that ?  Why  had  a  single  spell  troubled  her  so  much ?  ❝ You  speak  as  though  you’ve  never  done  a  thing  in  your  life . ❞   As  though  she  was  entirely  innocent  -  but  well ,  as time went by, he'd gotten to realise that none ever was.

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

@ourcbcros sent: i will not abandon you.

                   ˜”*°•.    Why ?  It  was  a  question  that,  for  once, refused  to  leave  his  mind. Why  was  she  so  determined  to  help  him ?  Was  it  only  because  he  was  the  key  to victory in the  war  against  the  Dark  One ?  Or  was  it  because  she  genuinely  cared ?  Momentarily,  he  looked  away .  He  owed  her.  However  hard  he  fought  against  her,  however  frequent  might  have  their  quarrels  been,  he  still  owed  her .  And  maybe  this  was  one  of  the  few  reasons,  he  was  still  trying . 

 ❝ Why ? ❞  Was  the  question  that  eventually  escaped  him.  He’d  done  nothing  right.. He  refused  to  listen. More often than not, he  lost control. He had even shared a bed  with  one of the  Forsaken, and  yet  she remained.  it  made  him  wonder ;  was  it  devotion  or  foolishness ?  ❝ Is  it  an  attempt  to  convince  yourself  that  you  didn’t  waste  a  lifetime  looking  for  me ?  Or  is  it  more  than  just  stubbornness ? ❞  Was  it  the  fear  of  admitting  that  maybe  he  couldn’t  do  it ?  The  fear  that  perhaps  her  plan  had  failed and  that  she  should  have  stayed  committed  to  the  Tower ?  Or  did  she  truly  believe  in  him ?      

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

So yesterday i saw Now You See me 3 and i have a really high muse for my baby Jack so hit the heart for a little something

[dcvium]

Nimue was okay with more things than a person probably should have been. The Dark Arts weren't unknown to her, but she did have her limits. As if she had any room to talk. Murderer. Butcher. She didn't use spells on other students, however, only the guilty. That was what she told herself. Only the guilty. Her limits were less moral and more worry, however. She wasn't worried about the effects on the student, but on Sebastian himself.

Hesitantly, like she feared being lashed out at, a hand moved to settle on the Slytherin's arm. "No, it---" How did she phrase her concerns? The girl's brows furrowed as she spoke softly. "Certain spells... I think they take something from you. Something you can't get back. And the more you use them, the more they take. I don't want that happening to you. Neither would Anne." She wasn't weaponizing his sister, that wasn't her intent. It was a reminder, he was doing things for his sister, right? It wouldn't do to lose himself along the way.

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

                   ˜”*°•.    Ridiculous .  Under  different  circumstances,  maybe  he  would  have  appreciated  the  concern.  However,  now ?  It  felt  ridiculous  to  him .  It  was  these  spells  that’d  given  him  hope .  It  was  these  spells  that’d  given  him  a  reason  to  keep  trying.  Without  them ,  he’d  have  nothing  -  his  sister  would  be  condemned.  So,  fine .  If  these  spells  were  to  take  something  from  him ,  then  so  be  it.  Life  had  taken  much  more  than  any  kind  of  magic  could,  after  all.

❝ I  am  fine . ❞  Echoed  the  words  harsh  -  a  contrast  to  their  content .  He  knew  what  he  was  doing,  and  he  knew  exactly  how  far  to  go .  He  only  casted  these  spells,  when  he  had  to .  Right ?  ❝ Can  we  just  keep  moving ?  Others  might  wake  up . ❞  And  while  casting  the  curse  on  one  student  was  fine,  doing so  on  the  whole  school  was  not  exactly  possible  at  the  moment.  

[ancientsmagic]

@thenightmareofyourdrems asked:

“I trusted you. my mistake.”

“Sebastian, I—“

She knew mentioning Lodgok was risky, but this was not how she expected it to go. “You don’t understand, I wouldn’t tell you about it if I didn’t trust him!” she said, her northern English accent thick with desperation.

She reached for his sleeve “I only want to help, I just thought that a goblin might know more than we would. . .” she searched his face, blue eyes full of desperation and worry. “I don’t want to loose your trust.”

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

                   ˜”*°•.    How  could  she  do  this ?  After  everything  that’d  happened,  after  every  ordeal  that’d  come  knocking  on  his  door,  how  could  she  be  thinking  that  it  was  fine  speaking  these  words ? 

❝ The  only reason he knows  more  is  because  he  is  one  of  them . ❞  It  was  almost  as  if  asking  for  a  venomous  snake  to  find  the  cure  to  its  own  poison.  At  this  point,  was  she  even  reliable ?  For  her  naivety  was  beyond  comprehension .  ❝ Next  time  you  can  go  as  well  tell my  uncle  what  we  are  doing. ❞  However  hard  he  wanted  to  forgive  her,  anger  dripped  from  his  voice.  She  meant  well,  he  knew  that  -  but  they  didn’t  have  the  luxury  of  mistakes. ❝ What  did  you  tell  him ? ❞ 

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

                   ˜”*°•.    Never  return  -  a  promise  he’d   thought  he’d  never  break,  yet  somehow  one  that’d  shattered  easier  than  glass .  It  felt  good,  though.  Uncovering criminals. Standing  at  the  center  of  a  case. Seeing  the  Horsemen again.  And  sure,  maybe  that  bunch  of  arrogant  youngsters  had  rudely  reminded  him  of  how  fast  the  years  had  passed,  of  how  they  weren’t  the  protagonists  anymore,  but  it  didn’t  mean  they  hadn’t  proven  themselves  that  they  still  had  it .

The  Eye  had  been  clear  -  well,  vague,  but  clear .  There  was  no  hiding  behind  the  scenes  anymore,  no  retiring  on  cruises,  being  a  clown .  They  had  a  whole  row  of  shows  with  this  one  being  only  the  second  in  order.  Yet,  as  everyone  clapped  and  screamed  and  the  applause  was  not  even  close  to  fading,  Jack  noticed  her.  The  façade  breaking,  even  if  merely  for  a  second,  before  turning  to  pretend  that  everything  was  perfectly  fine.  It  didn’t  make  sense .  She  had  to  be  in  prison,  and  yet  despite  the  distance,  the  people  between  them,  he  could  swear  it  was  her. 

❝ I  will  be  right  back. ❞  He  whispered  to  Henley  as  they  turned  to  go  off  stage.  He  tried  to  keep  his  eyes  on  Veronika,  almost  pushing  through  the  crowd  in  a  desperate  attempt  not  to  miss  @daffcdill.  When  she finally stopped, they found themselves alone in a  narrow backstage hallway.

❝ Didn’t  know  they  had  show  passes  in  prison. ❞  Was  everything  to  escape  him  as  he  closed  the  door  behind  him,  the muffled  applause  fading  behind .

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

So yesterday i saw Now You See me 3 and i have a really high muse for my baby Jack so hit the heart for a little something

[aedearly]

✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑵𝒀 𝑰𝑺 𝑨𝑳𝑳.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose quotes taken from the last kingdom (netflix, 2015). these quotes are from various seasons and characters of the tv show. writing/roleplaying prompts. from fluff to angst! feel free to edit as you see fit; happy writing!

❝ not everybody enjoys a fool. ❞ ❝ if you’re afraid, you may stand down. i shall protect you. ❞ ❝ i will not abandon you. ❞ ❝ oh, for goodness’ sake, stop behaving like a child. ❞ ❝ we cannot wait any longer. ❞ ❝ let us enjoy an early morning, the two of us. ❞ ❝ may we share the fire? ❞ ❝ do you believe i have betrayed you? ❞ ❝ i shall leave you to your prayers. ❞ ❝ you have a choice to make, that is all. ❞ ❝ then i choose you as my greatest friend. ❞ ❝ have i ever mentioned that you are too good for god alone? ❞ ❝ destiny is all. ❞ ❝ one path looks like another. ❞ ❝ you will learn respect one day, i’m sure. ❞ ❝ i don’t know any prayers for this. ❞ ❝ i fear you might be too good for me. ❞ ❝ ale and warm company, what more could i ask for? silver, maybe. ❞ ❝ well? use your tongue. ❞ ❝ a kill is something you must fashion. ❞ ❝ this is your decision? final? ❞ ❝ if your god’s with you, you’re a lucky man. ❞ ❝ stupid? maybe, it seems to be in my nature. ❞ ❝ promise me, swear it. give me that comfort. ❞ ❝ how can i make a promise that i cannot keep? ❞ ❝ courage is finding the will to overcome your fear, nothing more. ❞ ❝ fear is within all of us, as is strength. ❞ ❝ fear can be expelled with knowledge. ❞ ❝ you will never be rid of me, accept it. accept me. ❞ ❝ all regret is worthless. ❞ ❝ do we follow them? ❞ ❝ that’s your face when you have no plan. ❞ ❝ my thanks—for last night. ❞ ❝ drink well, feast well. you have earned it. ❞ ❝ sacrifices were made so you would live. ❞ ❝ nothing finishes an evening in an alehouse so well as a fight. ❞ ❝ how did you manage to get such a big head into such a small helmet? ❞ ❝ i prefer the company of the gods to stupid men. ❞ ❝ land and silver are what all men desire, and i’m no different. ❞ ❝ you will see me again, be sure of it. ❞ ❝ if i die, i will haunt you to the end of your days. ❞ ❝ you have plenty of insults for a man who can no longer wield a sword. ❞ ❝ what do you want of me? ❞ ❝ lower your weapon. ❞ ❝ you are angry because i am dying. ❞ ❝ forgive me, i did not know where else to go. ❞ ❝ you have a good heart—despite the tales. ❞ ❝ sometimes i think that my fate is to wander and to never arrive. ❞ ❝ from time to time, you may wish to call me arseling. ❞ ❝ that’s the curse of life, to think of what might have been. ❞ ❝ we carry our losses, but we journey onward. ❞ ❝ we can suffer or we can rule. ❞ ❝ i do not seek battles, battles just seem to seek me. ❞ ❝ i have given half my life to you, i will give no more. ❞ ❝ there is no justice here, only the church. ❞ ❝ i will not stand by and have everything that’s mine taken from me. ❞ ❝ we are one, you and i. ❞ ❝ you dare die, and i will kill you myself. ❞ ❝ we need more ale. ❞ ❝ every lord is the hero of his own ongs. ❞ ❝ a good king relies upon good advice. ❞ ❝ men who take their orders from the gods are unpredictable. ❞ ❝ i will wait for you in the halls of our ancestors. will you find me? ❞ ❝ i might stay for a short while longer, if you’ll have me. ❞ ❝ what kind of hell is this? ❞ ❝ i only wish for an honourable death… ❞ ❝ they will cheer for you in valhalla, and i will sing for you here on earth. ❞ ❝ you lied to me. ❞ ❝ i only sought to help you find redemption. ❞ ❝ i wish to go back to my old life. ❞ ❝ that time is over. ❞ ❝ yet, there is hope, even in all this despair. ❞ ❝ we can build a new home. ❞

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

@dcvium sent: Don't ask me to be okay with this

                   ˜”*°•.    It  was  as  if  the  world  had  stopped moving.  As  if  everything  around  him  had  ceased  to  exist  and   only  one  thing  remained: the cure.  But  it  hadn't  been   just  that, had it ?  It  was  the  cure.  It  had  always  been  the  cure.  Yet,  at  the  same  time,  it  had  also  been  curiosity -  the  burning  desire  to  discover  just  how  far  he  could  truly go,  where  his  limits  lay  rather  than  the  ones  the  school  had  imposed  upon  him.  After  all,  rules  existed  to  be  broken,  didn' t they ?  And  none,  NONE,  would  prevent  him  from  doing  that.

So,  when  they’d  sneaked  out  only  to  be  spotted  by  that  student,  he  didn’t  really  give  it  a  second  thought.  If  the  boy  told  any  professor  about  them  sneaking  out,  he’d  be  expelled.  It  wasn’t  like  he  would  even  remember  about  the  curse  anyway .  ❝ What  do  you  even  mean ?  Would  you  rather  him  tell  on  us ? ❞ 

[thenightmareofyourdrems]

|| i really want to write Five, Lila, Fjor or Rand so idk hit the heart for a little something? i will answer the asks tomorrow that i finish my exams, but i really want to make a come back

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i don't believe you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't have anything left to give you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to stop loving you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i hate you or miss you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to act around you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't need your pity.  ❜ ❛  i don't need you to save me.  ❜ ❛  i don't recognize you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't think we can fix this.  ❜ ❛  i don't think i can survive losing you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want your apology.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to be your second choice.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to stay.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to be okay with this.  ❜ ❛  don't come back to me just because you're lonely.  ❜ ❛  don't leave me here alone.  ❜ ❛  don't lie to me again.  ❜ ❛  don't love me only when it's convenient.  ❜ ❛  don't make me choose between you and myself.  ❜ ❛  don't make me hate you just so i can let you go.  ❜ ❛  don't pretend you're the only one who suffered.  ❜ ❛  don't say you love me unless you mean it.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me this was all for nothing.  ❜ ❛  don't touch me.  ❜ ❛  don't turn this around on me.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare hold my past against me.  ❜ ❛  you don't deserve me.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to decide when i'm done hurting.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to hurt me and call it love.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to mourn me after killing every part of me that loved you.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to rewrite what happened just because you regret it now.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to pretend you missed me.  ❜ ❛  you don't know how many times i waited for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't know what i gave up for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand what you did to me.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand how tired i am of being strong because of you.  ❜