The Garden Of Life

18 years old - Literature student - Poetry

[theoceanismyfriend]

Burning breeze around my ankles like wet towels soaked in autumn's soul.

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But when the butterflies inside aren’t meant to leave, the void reigns over everything and leaves you devastated.

[theoceanismyfriend]

“There is that one thing that attracts me about her, only that I am not able to put it into words. She is fire and I am water, she is black and I am white, she is the storm, I am tranquility. And although we are so different from one another, I’m obsessed with the thought that we are meant for each other. Maybe not in this world…”

[theoceanismyfriend]

Feeling betrayed after such a long time. How could the person I loved with all my heart be capable of such cowardice? How could he not be able to tell me the truth? Honestly, deep inside I always knew, but now, standing face to face to the truth makes everything else seem like a big lie. How dare you hurt me so much?

[theoceanismyfriend]

Have I ever been enough? I'm constantly trying my best to make everyone around me happy, only for the mere idea of feeling enough to myself. And when I then feel as if I was enough; in all my actions, words, thoughts and my being; at that precise moment, someone shows me that I'm not. I am apparently not the person one pours its heart out to. And that is the reason why I'm such a mess. What I want are thousands of hearts being poured out to me, so that I can help and show you that I can be enough.

[carpediemandhurryup]

Seems like to me the stars don’t shine so bright, Seems like to me the sun did lose its light, Seems like to me there’s nothing going right, Since you went away…

(via carpediemandhurryup)

[theoceanismyfriend]

“Sometimes I think about what would have happened if I’d never met you - if we’d never met at that party on a summer evening - if we hadn’t listened to some of your music and hadn’t found out about our identical taste in music - if we then hadn’t decided to go to a concert together - if we hadn’t become friends - if we hadn’t kissed. It surely would have spared me a lot of thoughts. But I, who desperately craves time for myself, need those thoughts to prove my existence to me. I think. I think a lot. And therefore I am who I am and I am what I am. I am.”

[theoceanismyfriend]

three years and two months

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And in the end, it is only up to yourself. You are the only one who decides over your happiness. Don't ever make yourself too dependent on other people.

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