I am because I write

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Title: I'll paint a mural of your smile Author: adashinos Rating: PG-13 Characters: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James Potter, Lily Evans, Peter Pettigrew Parings: Sirius/Remus, Lily/James Genre: coffee shop au gone serious? i guess Warnings: parental abuse mention, mental illness, trans character, alcohol Summary: Sirius Black has days when he can hardly get out of bed, and days when he's up and out of the house before anyone else is. Sometimes he wakes his friends in the middle of the night by calling them and daring them to get out of bed, sometimes he doesn't answer James' texts for weeks. Remus Lupin suffers from chronic pains and low self-esteem, always putting other's happiness before his own, never showing his true emotions, even to himself. They've never spoken before now, but it doesn't take Sirius long to sense something different about Remus, something that goes deeper than the other would care to admit. And soon, even Remus understands that not everything is as it should be with the seemingly happy, extroverted and flirtatious rich guy, ordering drinks under funny names in front of him. Note: this was written for my lovely friend carly, who one day sighed on twitter about a marauders coffee shop au that she wished someone would write, well, guess who's trying to write it? there will be more chapters so keep an eye open!

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help me make my book truly represent queer people and people of color

hello internet! i am currently writing a book with sci-fi theme, taking place roughly 1000 years into the future. one of the main things i want this book to do is represent lgbtquia+ people and people of color in a way i feel most books today do not, especially not in the sci-fi genre (strangely enough since sci-fi lets you create new worlds in any way you want them to be created, but everyone seems to love this thing called heteronormative (preferably white cis) thinking).

that's where i need your help!

i am queer myself and i draw a lot of conclusions from myself when writing, but i am not at all perfect and need other people's input to fully be able to portray characters the way i feel they deserve to be portrayed.

if anyone is interested in either reading a chapter or two, talk with me about your experiences as a a queer person or a person of color, or if you're interested in getting to know me and read most of the book, exploring these humble little characters with me, then you can send me an ask and i will be delighted to talk to you!

my main tumblr my artblog

what i'm most desperate for is to talk to people that have experience of being or identify as:

asexual (one of my three main characters is ace) non binary (the second of my three mains is non binary) a person of color (all my mains are poc from different parts of the world)

but what i would also love to hear about is:

pansexuality trans experiences being aromantic quiltbag relationships space thoughts about the future

i have posted a similar post before, but i still need help and insight, so if anyone feels like talking, i'm open! if anyone wants to check out what little i've written about my book on the internet, go here, otherwise i'm more than open to questions about it! thanks for your time! /theo

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three characters from my book, drawn by the amazing edith!

[theomakingthings]

i wish my writing was like when people draw.. that i could just send them a link and be like "look what i drew!" and people would instantly be able to enjoy it or tell me what to do better.. reading what someone's written is not as easy as looking at a picture

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i enter space because…. (a fanmix for a wedge of stars) ⚛

01. tranquilize (the killers feat. lou reed) } and sometimes i’m a travelin’ man, but tonight this engine’s failing 02. radioactive in the dark (imagine dragons vs. fall out boy) } a constellation of tears on your lashes 03. the dead flag blues (godspeed! you black emperors) } the skyline was beautiful on fire

04. shadowplay (joy division) } i was moving through the silence without motion 05. all in white (the vaccines) } instrumental 06. running up that hill (placebo) you wanna hear about that deal i’m making?

07. unfinished business (white lies) } the glow from the moon shone through cracks in your hair 08. our hell (emily haines) } our hell is a good life 09. welcome home, son (radical face) } ships are launching from my chest

[theomakingthings]

help me make my book truly represent queer people and people of color

hello internet! i am currently writing a book with sci-fi theme, taking place roughly 1000 years into the future. one of the main things i want this book to do is represent lgbtquia* people and people of color in a way i feel most books today do not, especially not in the sci-fi genre (strangely enough since sci-fi lets you create new worlds in any way you want them to be created, but everyone seems to love this thing called heteronormative thinking).

that's where i need your help!

i am queer myself and i draw a lot of conclusions from myself when writing, but i am not at all perfect and need other people's input to fully be able to portray characters the way i feel they deserve to be portrayed.

if anyone is interested in either reading a chapter or two, talk with me about your experiences as a a queer person or a person of color, or if you're interested in getting to know me and read most of my work, exploring these wonderful characters with me, then you can send me an ask and i will be delighted to talk to you!

my main tumblr my artblog

what i'm most desperate for is to talk to people that have experience of being or identify as:

asexual non binary a person of color everyone else is of course warmly welcome as well if you have thoughts or just want to chat! if anyone wants to check out what little i've written about my book, go here, thanks for your time! /theo

[theomakingthings]

so my book is currently longer than harry potter and the philosophers stone, take that writers block!

[theomakingthings]

yeah i should probably write some more thorin fic but... hnng sometimes angst is harder than it sounds u know?

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Title: Mountain of Glass Author: theo Rating: PG-13 Characters: Thorin, Balin, Dwalin, Fili, Kili (and the rest of the Company of dwarves), Bilbo, Durin Family Warnings:  angst, non-graphic violence, homosexual tendencies, homophobia, misogyny, implied dwalin/thorin later on Summary: Thinking about things that should not exist, feelings you should not feel, usually make them nothing but more real. Thorin had realized this at a very young age, when he had asked his mother why he thought differently from his brother and all his other friends. She had said, he remembered quite distinctly, that he should not even think about such matters. They could grow larger than necessary in ones mind, until one day you could not ignore those thoughts and feelings any longer. Thorin hides behind a shield of family honor and a mask of hardened glass, hiding everything which he wishes he could show, showing nothing of who he truly is and aspire to be. Some things always come back to haunt us in the end. Note: I wanted to write a serious fic about what I believe life would look like for a dwarf that does not quite fit into the hetero normative culture of dwarven society. I hope that is what I am doing here.

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Title: Mountain of Glass Author: theo Rating: PG-13 Characters: Thorin, Balin, Dwalin, Fili, Kili (and the rest of the Company of dwarves), Bilbo, Durin Family Warnings:  angst, non-graphic violence, homosexual tendencies, homophobia, misogyny, implied dwalin/thorin later on Summary: Thinking about things that should not exist, feelings you should not feel, usually make them nothing but more real. Thorin had realized this at a very young age, when he had asked his mother why he thought differently from his brother and all his other friends. She had said, he remembered quite distinctly, that he should not even think about such matters. They could grow larger than necessary in ones mind, until one day you could not ignore those thoughts and feelings any longer. Thorin hides behind a shield of family honor and a mask of hardened glass, hiding everything which he wishes he could show, showing nothing of who he truly is and aspire to be. Some things always come back to haunt us in the end. Note: I wanted to write a serious fic about what I believe life would look like for a dwarf that does not quite fit into the hetero normative culture of dwarven society. I hope that is what I am doing here.

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Title: Mountain of Glass Author: theo Rating: PG-13 Characters: Thorin, Balin, Dwalin, Fili, Kili (and the rest of the Company of dwarves), Bilbo, Durin Family Warnings:  angst, non-graphic violence, homosexual tendencies, homophobia, misogyny, implied dwalin/thorin later on Summary: Thinking about things that should not exist, feelings you should not feel, usually make them nothing but more real. Thorin had realized this at a very young age, when he had asked his mother why he thought differently from his brother and all his other friends. She had said, he remembered quite distinctly, that he should not even think about such matters. They could grow larger than necessary in ones mind, until one day you could not ignore those thoughts and feelings any longer. Thorin hides behind a shield of family honor and a mask of hardened glass, hiding everything which he wishes he could show, showing nothing of who he truly is and aspire to be. Some things always come back to haunt us in the end. Note: I wanted to write a serious fic about what I believe life would look like for a dwarf that does not quite fit into the hetero normative culture of dwarven society. I hope that is what I am doing here.

[theomakingthings]

man tumblr i need to share this story with someone why is no one online to talk to me about my feels for thorin!?

[theomakingthings]

so… should i write crack-fic about bilbo and the thirteen dwarves or serious fic about thorin and homosexuallity? hm. help me pls?

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that was very helpful tumblr. thank you!

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so... should i write crack-fic about bilbo and the thirteen dwarves or serious fic about thorin and homosexuallity? hm. help me pls?

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this is for filisboner, whose birthday is today. the main character, jace, from his novel.

happy birthday, teddy!

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A Wedge of Stars | 46 hours. That was how long it took for the fist spark of the invasion to hit, until everything was on fire, until everything was lost. 46 hours and nothing could be done as blazing fire and burning air consumed everything in its path, as people screamed and children cried everywhere for parents, for help. Those were the longest and the shortest 46 hours in Jace’s life. The 46 hours he would never forget, always regret.

An actual, serious book written by Teddy. (click pictures for character names)

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A wedge of stars

the story about a black, asexual man who enjoys the company of robots to people, who fights for his life and the life of his people against swedish space vikings with dragons. man. yes. good.