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𝔡𝔦𝔢 𝔟𝔶 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔢𝔢𝔰 ––– indie multimuse by judas

[theophagya]

𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖉 𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖙

                this is an independent, mutuals-only, low-activity multimuse featuring original characters created & written by judas ( 21, they/them )  —  sideblog to @livngdead​

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[theophagya]

slides in here shyly bc i havent been here in a year and a half but uhmmmmm i’m at @immortalitae now writing lestat <3

[theophagya]

gringos go watch invisible city on netflix

[theophagya]

not me wanting to write my own version of the antichrist

[cyberfuneral]

[theophagya]

im bored so like this post for memes in ur inbox owo

[theophagya]

im bored so like this post for memes in ur inbox owo

[theophagya]

hit ask limit! will do the rest when it’s cleared up

[theophagya]

im bored so like this post for memes in ur inbox owo

[theophagya]

good morning bitches (affectionate)

[theophagya]

i miss writing but more specifically i miss writing gory shit ngl

[theophagya]

uhmm 👉🏼👈🏼 if u ship with one of my supernatural/immortal muses u should let them rip their heart out and give it to ur muse 🥺

[fechmistrz]

we’re mcfucked kids

I absolutely hate making this kind of posts where I ask everyone else for help / a favor but over the last few weeks I literally lost a tooth & I’m about to have two more deep root cleaned in the incoming month ( if I don’t want them to crack & share the extracted one’s fate – getting an implant is a whole other story for another day ). I’ve been in constant excruciating pain for at least two weeks now, only functioning somehow thanks to strong painkillers ( ibuprofen, then also ketoprofen - which only partially relieved the toothaches ) but I can’t keep taking them every day if I don’t want my liver to die prematurely. Both the pain and general fragility of my teeth made it unable for me to eat, sleep well, let alone doing any chores since I’m physically unable to do much aside from laying down and suffering. My face is swollen, and I can’t stop clenching my jaw in an attempt to help myself. I want out the eternal damnation.

The costs of those treatments done well ( the extracted tooth was done terribly wrong years ago & the material inside it rot as a result – hence the extraction ) are $200 and $400 each, making it a whooping amount of $600 I have to shit out in February. This is literally what I’m left with after I pay my rent and some other little expenses. I live alone, I’m working full-time, and it’s still not looking too good my guys. If I raised at least a half of the expenses, it would help so much, at least with the first appointment ( which is, by the way, on February 4th ).

With my sob story up and tl;dr’d without the nasty details of my general physical and mental state, I want to drop both my PayPal and Ko-Fi links at the bottom of the post should you have a dollar or two to spare for this boo boo the fool. I’m hardly an artist, therefore I can’t offer art commissions ( I can draw you something but Please don’t expect Picasso content ), but I do edits / can work with html. I want to be able to give something in return, as I just always feel guilty for asking for help and getting things for free. Don’t hesitate to DM or inbox me here or on discord ( leonardo doujinshi#1369 ).

Ko-Fi: [ LINK ] PayPal: [ LINK ]

Thank you in advance, and please take care of your toofies they can ache real bad. ; v ;

[monstrumdeiarchive]

SIGNAL BOOST!!!!! 

Last week I made a post asking for help for my boyfriend’s surgery and escleral contact lenses so he’s able to not lose his sight due to his disease, keratoconus, which you can see by clicking HERE!

With all the help that we got, we managed to achieve around $260 and as much as I’m so GRATEFUL for everyone that helped us with anything they could, we still need a little more to be able to pay for his treatment. The entire treatment costs around $1.500 and I know that this is A LOT of money, so we are trying to do other things to gather the money too, but things here in Brazil are difficult, because of the pandemic & our political crises.

So, I’m asking you all again to comission icons from me or either donate anything, if you can! Every dollar counts, and I’m here to thank you all for your attention!

Here are some examples of my icons:

[theophagya]

i was feeling pretty crap but then i came up with a little song and i sang it to myself and idk how to sing but it cheered me up n made me laugh and i think music is the secret to happiness tbh

[theophagya]

@ gringos i think u all should listen to bossa nova & samba & mpb and let it soothe ur soul

[theophagya]

tem um total de 4 pessoas que me seguem que vão entender qualquer palavra desse post mas tô nem aí tô cansada de inglês tô cansada de todo dia ter que escrever e falar essa língua chata do cacete. tô tão cansado só quero meu brasil meu país meus amigos minha família minha comida minha cultura, mas a vida é dura tanto aqui quanto lá e não tenho condições de voltar e tudo doi, é tão injusto mas eu tb reconheço o imenso privilegio que eu tenho de não estar no brasil. mas é ficar longe do brasil que me faz perceber que não tem lugar onde eu queira estar mais do que o brasil. fale o que for do país, brasileiro tem todo direito de reclamar, a situação tá foda. mas também é um lugar tão lindo, tão cheio de amor e calor e carinho. eu sinto falra de pular 7 ondinhas e vestir tudo branco no ano novo. eu sinto falta de cantar com os meus amigos depois da escola, de andar até o outro lado da cidade, de pegar o trem pra são paulo e o metrô pra paulista. saudade, tô com uma puta saudade de casa e eu quero chorar um pouquinho. não tem amor igual ao do povo brasileiro, de verdade.

[theophagya]

need someone 2 break into my house n give me a hug