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Giveaway Contest: To celebrate 2020, weâre giving away twenty paperback classics featuring Truman Capote, Virginia Woolf, T.S. Eliot, John Steinbeck, Agatha Christie, and others! Wonât this collection look lovely on your shelf? :D To win these classics, you must: 1) be following macrolit on Tumblr (yes, we will check. :P), and 2) reblog this post. We will choose a random winner on February 29, at which time weâll start a new giveaway. And yes, weâll ship to any country. Easy, right? Good luck!
AWAE ~ Masterlist
This getâs updated frequently so keep checking it out
Reader x Gilbert
- New GirlÂ
- New Girl // part 2Â
- FeverishÂ
- Subtle move
- Bakery
- Badass Girl
- My dearest diaryÂ
- Not on my watch
- Apple orchardÂ
- Pillow talkÂ
- Those in FavourÂ
- Those in Favour // Part 2Â
- Compass to your heart
- DynastyÂ
- 7 minutes in heaven
- Under Stars
- Donât let me fallÂ
- Baby mineÂ
- StormÂ
- Half the world awayÂ
- Unconditionally
- Only we knowÂ
- Sugar sweet kiss
- Conflicted (ft. Billy)
- Two sides of the same coin
- Cloud nine
- Cloud nine // Part 2
- Love Lockdown
- Love Lockdown // Part 2
- Sweet Child
- Sweet Child // Part 2
- Let me drown
- Rose in my hand
- Christmas BallÂ
- You are my home
- Soft universe ( Chubby!reader; Moodyâs sibling)
- Love confession
- In love with two ( & Billy)
- In love with two // 2.0 Ae ( & Billy)
- Overprotective ( Sibling!Reader)
- Am I losing you?
- Battle for your heart (ft. Jerry)
- Iâve got my eye on you
- Teach me
- Doctor of LoveÂ
- Arranged marriage
- Amnesia
- Fallen to rise
- College life // Au
- Kind hearted
- Fooled us all // AuÂ
- Iâm alive!
- Suitcase
- Proud Fool
- Dancing Angel
- Little miss
- Little miss // part 2
- Our sun
- I am yours!
- Gaze upon me
- Point at you!
- If I canât have you? (Ft. Billy)
- New friend (+ Bash)
- Tell emÂ
- Odysee (Headcanon)
- The princess & I
- GoodbyeÂ
Reader x Billy
- Dips on you, (ft. Gilbert)
- Latching onto you
- Spin the bottleÂ
- Little do they knowÂ
- Winter BirdÂ
- She makes me a better man
- Weeds turn to flowers
- Kingdom fall
- Best friendâs brother
- Wallflower
- Half light
- Beauty and the beast
- The beauty of art
- In love with two ( & Gilbert)
- In love with two // Part 2 (& Gilbert)
- Falling to pieces
- Stand by you
- Mercy on me
- Youâre a mean one, Mr. Andrews!Â
- Untill we go down
- Drifting on water
- I told you to be kind!
- Romantic Soul
- Unleash our feelings
- Clarity
- Tied together
- If I canât have you? ( Ft. Gilbert)
- Change of heartÂ
- Let it rain
- Run Billy runÂ
- Embrace
- Snow fall
- Redemption (Headcanon)
- Busted
- Pushing (ft. Charlie)
- Little star
Reader x Cole
- Into you
Reader x Jerry
- I found loveÂ
- All I want
- A fellow FrenchmanÂ
- We are, who we are (Platonic!Reader)
- We are, who we are // Part 2 (Platonic!Reader)
- Secret French girlÂ
- Alphabet boyÂ
- Flustered (Curvy!Reader)
- The BaynardsÂ
- Unspoken words (Deaf!Reader)
- Garden of dreams
- At last
- Understand youÂ
Reader x Charlie
- You found meÂ
- First love ( Gilbert! Sibling)
- Act of loveÂ
- Wait what?
- Water lilies
- Can I have this dance?
- For granted
- Someone you lovedÂ
- Someone you loved // part 2
- Pushing (ft. Billy)
- Paper love
- Match made in heaven
Reader x Diana
- Be mine
Reader x Moody
- I need help
Reader x Anne
- Kindred Spirits
- Love song
- Bound together (Big/Sis!Reader)
- Amour
Reader x Ruby
-Brave enough
- Stand up for what is right
- Secret letterÂ
Anne x Gilbert
- To the rescueÂ
AU Soulmates
- Tattoo ( Reader x Billy)
- The princess & the brains / Highschool au ( Ruby x Anne)
- Once upon a dream ( Reader x Gilbert)
- Leap (reader x Gilbert)
OtherâsÂ
-Torn between love (Gilbert x Anne & Cole)
Sirius drama queen Black.
Itâs funny how, instead of explaining from the beginning that Peter is going to die and that he pretends to be Scabbers, Sirius prefers to adopt that mysterious and aggressive tone: âthere will only be one murder here tonightâ. Canuto, leave the drama, now if you look like a psychopath.
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Impostor Syndrome: What it is and how to deal with it
There may be times when you feel like a fraud, like at any moment people will find out that you have no clue what youâre doing and you donât deserve any of your achievements. You think that youâre unworthy of praise, that you only succeeded out of luck.
This is known as Impostor Syndrome, and around 70% of people have struggled with it in their lives. The problem arises when high achievers fail to internalize their success, i.e. when you attribute your success not to your own abilities but rather to external factors.
Some say that impostor syndrome could be linked to traits like anxiety or neuroticism. Impostor syndrome has also been commonly attributed to behavioral causes like childhood experiences, e.g. being labeled as âthe smart oneâ or âthe talented oneâ.
Another huge factor is how well you think you fit into a certain group, e.g. impostor syndrome is common among people of a racial/ethnic/cultural minority, women in STEM, and international students at US universities.
Dr. Pauline R. Clance was the first to design a scale to measure impostor syndrome based on six factors
The impostor cycle, where someone is given an achievement-related task and they either (a) overprepare or (b) procrastinate
The need to be special/the best
Superhuman characteristics
Fear of failure
Denial of ability and discounting praise
Feeling fear and guilt about success
There are different types of impostors, as categorized by Dr. Valerie Young, an expert on impostor syndrome (note that these categories arenât mutually exclusive):
Iâve personally dealt with the first two types. Iâm fairly certain I can attribute being âthe geniusâ to childhood/adolescent circumstance: Iâve been known as âthe smart oneâ throughout elementary school and high school - every time I made a mistake, it was met with a chorus of âwahh jo made a mistakeâŚâ Even last month when I had a mini-reunion with some of my high school friends, one of them said something along the lines of âI like when Jo makes mistakes because it reminds me that sheâs human, too.â I can definitely say Iâve overcome that now because, you know, college - everyoneâs as smart or smarter than you and works pretty hard.
Being âthe expertâ is still something Iâm still trying to overcome. Last spring when I was applying to internships, I only dared to apply to those where I met 100% of the requirements. Iâve been coding for like 4 years but I constantly think Iâm incompetent. It once got up to the point where I literally took 3 similar courses to assure myself that I actually do know how to do full-stack web programming. I still struggle to draw the line between relearning something because I donât think I really know it, versus learning something for the expansion of knowledge.
How do I deal with it?
Firstly acknowledge that you have impostor-related thoughts Awareness is the first step to changing how you think and how you act.
How does impostor syndrome look like in a school/college setting? Examples include
You refrain from asking questions because you think other students/TAs/the professor will think youâre dumb;
You donât respond to questions even though you kind of know the answer but you always think your answers arenât right enough or that theyâre simply wrong;
You donât participate in discussions because you feel that you wonât add any value; or
You prevent yourself from having an opinion because you feel like you have no right to have one.
Reframe your thoughts
Think of their possible effects Do these thoughts help or hinder me? Will anything useful come out of thinking this? Acknowledge that not speaking up may mean slowing your team down or depriving your classmates of potentially valuable insights.
Separate fact from feeling Are they factual or simply a misinterpretation of my environment?
Differentiate feelings of fraudulence from feeling like an outsider Does my work show that Iâm incompetent or is the fact that Iâm the only female in a team of males/POC in a team of Caucasians make me think Iâm inferior?
Stop comparing yourself to other people You might think something along the lines of âthere are already so many people who can do what I do but so much better, so whatâs the point in even trying?â However, remember that these people were once where you were, and taking even the smallest of actions could help you get to where they are.
Be more forgiving with yourself
Rethink perfection Not everything has to be perfect. Even if you have high standards, not achieving those standards doesnât make you any less worthy.
Reframe mistakes and identify areas of improvement Itâs okay to be wrong or not to know everything. Think of mistakes as learning opportunities and indicators of gaps in your knowledge/understanding of something, as opposed to a negative measure of your self-worth. Being wrong doesnât mean youâre fake; it just means you have more to learn.
For example, previously I would only answer a question in class if I was at least 90% sure that was the correct answer. Thatâs a high threshold, and I donât think itâs very useful for helping me learn and grow. Over the course of a year, Iâve managed to lower that down to Iâd say around 60% (50% with coffee lmao).
Collect positive experience
Remember and reflect on praises Think about the efforts you exerted to help you achieve something and the positive responses you garnered when you finally achieved it. Remind yourself of the words of encouragement other people have told you, no matter how small. You could even keep a folder/document/journal to look back on when you feel like a fraud.
Heck, sometimes I feel like my posts arenât useful or my designs are terrible, but then you guys tell me such kind things and I think, maybe Iâm not as bad as I thought.
However, while itâs good to remember the good words people have said, donât work just for the sake of praise. Focus on the value of the work itself and not the validation that comes from it.
Focus on providing value
Focus on what you can say Instead of thinking about what you donât know, focus on what you do know and what you can say. Even if what you say isnât entirely correct or relevant, itâll get others around you thinking.
Remind yourself that holding back is like robbing the world of your ideas Thereâs always some value in your words, even if you donât initially think so. How that value affects the world or other people may differ. For example, when you put forward an idea/thought in a discussion, it could be that
If there were parts that were incorrect, other people might have had the same misconception and are more than happy for the clarification;
Again, if there were parts that werenât correct, they might not have had the same misconception but now realize that there is a way in which the subject can be misinterpreted, thus allowing them to have a more comprehensive understanding of the subject; and/or
Itâll stimulate further thinking and discussion and raise more questions, especially if other people wouldnât normally think what you just thought. Then other people could bounce off your idea and form an equally great one.
Take action You wonât feel as much of a fraud if youâre doing something that brings you a little closer to achieving your goals or that adds value to your work.
However, be careful not to overwork yourself. Every time you start doing something, pause and think: is this really important to my progress or am I just trying to prove myself?
Instead of working on too many things, do something outside your comfort zone each day no matter how small. Once you do this, focus on quality (your growth) instead of quantity (the number of things you do).
Also, for those of you who fall into the âexpertâ category, this also means practicing just-in-time learning, i.e. learning things when you need it, not just to comfort yourself.
I hope that was helpful, and please donât hesitate to reach out if you have any questions/comments/suggestions :)
Progress is progress. Donât belittle how far youâve come because of how far someone else is. Iâm proud of you being able to see another day, after everything youâve been through.
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Creepy/Halloween sentence starters & prompts
I really want to write some things for Halloween! Feel free to send some in or reblog and use these yourself!
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âWhat is your greatest fear?â
âDo you dare me?â
âI donât think we should go in there.â
âYou wonât make it the night.â
âThis was a horrible idea.â
âNope, Iâm not scared.â
âI donât think your arm is supposed to bend that way.â
âOh yeah, Iâm totally into cannibalism.â
âVampires arenât real, though.â
âIs that really red syrup? Please tell me itâs syrup.â
âWhat was that noise?â âWhich noise?â âYou know, the one that sounded like fingernails scrapping?â
âI heard that he died right over there.â
âDonât touch me!â âI didnât.â
âHave you ever heard about what happened in that house?â
âThis canât be the zombie apocalypse. Iâm not caught up on my favorite shows.â
âIâm not sure we are going to make it out of here.â
âThatâs disgusting.â
âPlease donât touch the human remains.â
âIâm calling it. We are lost in the woods.â
âPlease take your mask off.â
âWhatâs that? âYou donât want to know. Donât look.â
âI dare you to go in there. Alone.â
âPlease donât leave me here!â
âI donât want to end up like the others.â
âI never thought Iâd fall in love with a werewolf.â
âDid you know that no one has ever made it out alive?â
âAnyone who goes there refuses to talk about it afterward.â
âNah, I donât get scared.â
âGet it off me!â
âWe only have to make it until sunrise, which is⌠7 hours away.â
âI thought vampires were supposed to burst into flames when they get staked.â
âI told you I carry holy water around for a reason!â
âI canât stand blood.â âGood thing itâs everywhere.â
âDo you know any spells to get rid of this thing?â
âI⌠i think I have fangs.â
âOf course, the graveyard at midnight is super sexy and not creepy, letâs go there.â
âWait, why does this grave have your name on it?â
âI donât think this is our town anymore.â
âAnd this is why you shouldnât screw with the laws of nature.â
âI canât get a signal on my phone, the car is dead, and Iâm fairly certain we are out of matches.â
âThe mayor has declared a state of emergency. I told you we should have left.â
Free request! Come up with a scenario or sentence prompt of your own.
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Advice for writing about small towns
So I come from a small (midwestern) town. And I mean - an actual small town (less than 1,500 population). Iâve lived in towns of under 500 population, and in towns of about 2,500 population, and in towns of 15k population, and in cities of 100k, and currently in a 700k city.Â
So hereâs some things about small towns you might not know if youâve never lived in one:
If itâs got a population higher than 30 thousand, itâs not a small town. Itâs just a town. Hell, Iâd probably argue that if it has a population higher than 10 thousand itâs not small town, but Iâm being generous. However the people in towns 30kâ50k probably think theyâre in a small town (theyâre not).
The experience is vastly different depending on how far you are from a small-large city. And by that I mean - the people are vastly different.Â
Are you less than 60min drive to a city of 80k+ population? the people are probably less likely to be farmers, more likely to work in said small-large city and commute (which doesnât mean that everyone commutes or that no one is a farmer). The people probably lean slightly to the right of the closest city, but arenât necessarily staunch conservatives. The town sizes probably bottom out around 2k min.Â
Are you more than 2hrs drive from a city of 80k+ population? The town is more self-sufficient. Most work within their small town or a nearby small town. Depending on the terrain, more people are farmers. Theyâre probably mostly conservative, both socially and fiscally. The town sizes could be as small as 300 people.
The farther from the city, the more likely to be conservative, more likely to be farmers (depending on the terrain).
Population 15k+:
This town probably has a (singular) hospital, several doctorâs offices, probably a dozen department stores - and if itâs rural enough, probably a couple kinds of hardware/diy type stores (loweâs, menardâs, home depot etc.)
There are several options for vets and at least one emergency vetÂ
1-2 dozen hotels
If itâs got anything touristy, double the hotels (2-3 dozen) - touristy being water, especially large lakes, hiking trails, fesitvals, nearby ski resort - any thing that would draw people there on vacation, even if itâs only people from that regionÂ
Also add a âdown townâ area - boutiques, nice restaurants, probably a theatre
It has at least 4 options of elementary schools, and 3 options each for middle and high schools. It might have a community college (but probably not). There are private or charter options, specifically for religious students
There are multiple denominations of churches (catholic, lutheran, baptist, episcopal etc). Depending on ethnic make-up, it may or may not have a synagogue. It probably wonât have a mosque.
If itâs in a rural-ish area (the closest towns are all smaller) it probably has some kind of shopping mall. If itâs the smaller town, it may not.
Itâll have several bars, probably clustered in a central location, with a few others a little farther out from that area.Â
This town has a few coffee shops (3-10), but may or may not have an actual starbucks. At least one is a local place, at least one is a chain (starbucks, dunkin, biggby).Â
People drive everywhere. There is a bus system, but only the âdown townâ area would have issues finding parking. Most businesses/hotels have their own parking lot.
Most people live in houses but there are a few (3-7) apartment complexes, most of which are several buildings
There will be lots of restaurants, mostly chains or small mom & pop places, with at least a couple niceish options
This town might even have its own airport, but likely only serves regional flights to ânearbyâ larger towns/cities. Regional means like, less than 2hr flights, so thatâs probably a bigger distance than youâd think.
There are dozens of gas stations and at least a dozen fast food places
Is it on a freeway? increase the gas stations, fast food places, department stores etc.Â
This town probably has a rec-type center with a community pool and courts and what not. There are several options of gyms.
Population 10k ish:
May or may not have a hospital - if it does, itâs small. A few doctorâs offices, a couple of department stores, at least one hardware/diy type
A few vets, may or may not have an emergency vet
a dozen or so hotels. again - double that if itâs got smth that would attract people, especially water.
may or may not have a âdown townâ area
2-4 options at least of elementary, 2-3 options of middle and high school. No community college.
Still at least a few options of churches. Still might have a synagogue, still probably doesnât have a mosque.
Probably doesnât have a shopping mall, but might have a âbusiness district - basically a few intersections with most of the stores, hotels, and restaurants.
Probably has at least two, maybe three coffee shops. At least one is a chain.
Probably doesnât have its own bus system unless itâs near enough to a town of 15k+ or more - people drive everywhere. Thereâs plenty of parking.
Most people live in houses, but there are a couple of apartment complexes. Mostish of the houses have yards, but some might not.
A few options of restaurants, but maybe only 1-2 niceish places. A couple chain, a couple mom & pop.Â
It would be strange for this town to have an airport. May have a landing strip at most, but unlikely.
There are probably half a dozen to a dozen gas stations. Several fast food places.
Is it on a freeway? increase the gas stations, fast food
This town might have a community rec center w/pool. Still a couple options of gyms.
Population 5k ish:
This town doesnât have a hospital. It probably has 1-3 doctorâs offices. At least one department store
2-3 vets, likely no emergency vet
3-8 ish hotels or innsÂ
Might have a quaint but very small âdown townâ area
Likely only 2 options of schools, maybe only one high school. Possible to go to school with same people your whole life
2-3 options for churches. Probably doesnât have a synagogue unless thereâs a large Jewish populationÂ
Thereâs no shopping mall of any kind, but probably has an area where most of the businesses are - at most 2-3 intersections worth
Probably has a coffee shop or two, but might not. Could be a chain or a local - but probably a local.
Thereâs no bus system unless itâs near enough to a town of 15k+. People drive everywhere.
Most everyone lives in houses. Most if not all have yards. There might be 1-2 apartment complexes but maybe not.
There are a few restaurants - mix of chain and mom & pop places. Might have a nice restaurant, but only one.
Thereâs no airport.
There are probably 2-6 gas stations, maybe 1-2 fast food.Â
Is it on a free way? increase the gas stations and fast food.
Likely does not have its own rec center/pool, but probably has 1-2 options of gyms.
Population under 2k ish:
No hospital. Probably has one doctorâs office, but might not if itâs close enough to a larger âsmallâ town. No department stores, but probably at least one, maybe 2 decent grocery stores. Could be a local chain or a mom & pop.
Probably has a vetâs office, but just one.Â
1-2 inns/motels. If itâs an older town, it has like, a street thatâs mostly made of older style buildings and is the âdown townâ - just a couple of blocks
Just one school system - elementary through high school. Everyone goes through the same school - you probably graduate with the same people you went to kindergarten with
1-2 churches. Probably no synagogue
There is probably a generalish area where the store/post office/school/etc is, but those are probably just as surrounded by homes and yards as everything else.
This town probably doesnât have a coffee shop, and if it does, itâs local, not a chain.
Thereâs no bus system unless itâs close enough to a town of 15k+. People drive.
There might be an apartment complex. Everything else is houses. The houses pretty much all have some kind of yard.
There are probably two restaurants, probably both local. Nothing fancy.Â
No airport.
Probably 2ish gas stations.
Is it on a free way? add a gas station and a fast food restaurant.
Thereâs no rec center (unless maybe an outdoor like, field type rec center), but still likely has at least one gym.
I could keep going down but I think you get the idea. If youâre writing about an actual town, do research on its population. If youâre making up a town, think about what size you need it to be to have the things you want (or donât want).Â
If your âsmall townâ has more than one hospital, itâs not a small town. If itâs got a population above 10k, there is definitely more than one (and likely, many) hotels.Â
Is it near decent-sized water (largeish lake, ocean)? People probably have vacation homes there. That increases property value and tourism. Even if itâs not a like, nationally-known vacation spot, people within 100-200 miles could likely make weekend trips there.
Is it the largest town within 75-100 miles, even if itâs under 20k? itâs probably got more department stores and other such industry bc itâs serving a population greater than its own. if there are other towns nearby of equal-to-larger size, it might need less of those things.
Full offense but your writing style is for you and nobody else. Use the words you want to use; play with language, experiment, use said, use adverbs, use âunrealisticâ writing patterns, slap words you donât even know are words on the page. Language is a sandbox and you, as the author, are at liberty to shape it however you wish. Build castles. Build a hovel. Build a mountain on a mountain or make a tiny cottage on a hill. Whatever it is you want to do. Write.
attention studyblr folks:
bullet journals arenât for everyone
you donât need a fancy bujo spread every week to be a studyblr
you can use a normal planner and still be a studyblr
you can use cheap bic pens and still be a studyblr
you can never buy a muji pen or mildliner and still be a studyblr
you can have a computer that isnât a macbook and still be a studyblr? like what is this apple worshipping cult?
you can type all your notes and still be a studyblr
you donât have to take honors/ap/ib classes to be a studyblr
you donât have to go to a 4 year college to be a studyblr
nontraditional students are beautiful and valid and you are working so damn hard
learn your own way. donât let others get you down.
when ur fidgeting with a pen and it just flies fuckin. halfway across the room and you just try to pretend like you didnât just launch a small projectile instead of writing notes with it like ur fukn supposed to do