Everything That Kills Me Makes Me Feel Alive

@theothebeast

Theodore Bayer - 17- Shapeshifter

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“Yeah! Friends!” Jordan said with a nod. “Why not? Do you not want friends? Everyone should have a friend!”

☢ — “I don’t have friends. Friends are fake. Friends are liars. People only care about themselves. Stupid boy,” he huffed at the other, trying to reject the tempting comforting idea of having a friend in a scary place like this. Theo wasn’t quick to trust others.

Rian soothed the boy, slowly pulling his fingers out “This is going to hurt a little.” he warned, positioning Theo to the most comfortable position and slowly pushing his half hard dick inside the shifter.

☢ — F “Mph, n-no. I don’t want it to. You said you’d be gen- mph...” he shut his mouth after he felt the tip of Rian’s cock push passed his tight ring of muscle. He shuddered and tried to recoil from the werewolf. “N-no... no stop it. I don’t like it!”

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“I can’t take you back, I can’t even get out of here either Theo.” He said and sighed “Why would you want to go back there?” He asked knowing that many slaves didn’t come from good backgrounds.

☢ — He couldn’t? Was Charlie not here because he wanted to be? Why were the master’s forced to stay too? “B-Because.... it’s mine. It’s the only thing that’s mine... my treasures... my cage. Mine.” He missed it so much. He never had much growing up and when the circus gave him a small place of his own that he could always retreat into and leave when he wanted he cherished it deeply. “I want to go back...” he spoke more as if he were grieving than angry by this point. The boy just missed his home.

Derrek grinned and snapped, the cage vanishing. “Well look at that. Seems we’ve finally come to an agreement. Now, why don’t you come here and give me a kiss.”

☢ — Come? Slowly Theo lifted his head to see that the bars had disappeared from sight, making him wonder if that was just an illusion. It felt too real to be one. Maybe it was just a powerful magic. Theodore feared it none the less. He hesitantly and shakily got to his feet and approached the other with great caution. A quick peck to the demon’s cheek was all he gave though. He didn’t necessarily disobey but he didn’t give him what he truly wanted either.

“Only one more.” He answered, looking up at the boy as his fingers brushed the nerves “I need to make sure I don’t hurt you, that’s what you asked for, right?” He raised an eyebrow, letting the fourth finger slid in slowly and easily. The shifter was tight enough so that the four fingers were hard to move at tfirst, but as the werewolf started fucking the prostate, even all those digits became easy to move inside the boy.

☢ — Four fingers. Four massive fingers were squeezed into Theo’s rarely used hole and forcing him open. The shifter whimpered as he tried hard to adjust and slowly but surely the pain started to melt away but it still burned. “Mph, right, but this-... doesn’t feel like... mph... hurts,” he whimpered as his hole was being opened up until finally the other’s fingers slipped in and out of the boy with ease.

RIan looked at Theo as he moaned, which made the alpha smirk “See?” He said, starting to finger fuck the boy’s prostate “It’s not bad, is it?” He asked, waiting for the boy to be completely relaxed and okay with two fingers before applying one more.

☢ — Theo grunted as his prostate was given so much attention. More than ever before. The first time he had been nothing more than a prop. A toy to a pair of freaks. This was different though. This was actually starting to feel good. Like really good. “A-ah... h-how many of those are you going to stick me with?” he asked with his head leaned back against the mattress, his breathing shallow and quick. His cock was laying rock hard by this point against his lower stomach, red and visibly twitching every time Rian brushed his prostate with his fingers.

Rian looked at the shifter and rested a hand on the boy’s chest “Relax.” He ordered, taking pain from the boy as the veins in his hand turned black “Just relax and let me stretch you.”

☢ — As the werewolf’s heavy hand came to rest on Theo’s chest the tiny shifter stared down at it with wide eyes. It seemed to nearly sprawl across his entire chest when spread like that and he realized just how weak he was in comparison to the beast. “Fine,” he mumbled out softly and bit his lip all while pulling funny little faces as he got fingered until suddenly he felt a faint tingle of delight in the pit of his stomach and an unexpected moan slipped passed his lips.

Rian hummed in agreement, seeing as that was the only thing he wanted, Rian would give him. He licked two of his fingers, teasing Theo’s hole with it until the boy was realxed and opened, only then did the alpha pushed them inside.

☢ — Theo’s chest was rising and falling rapidly as he tried to keep calm. His face twisted with discomfort and uncertainty as larger fingers began to touch him in a place that was still very sensitive to another’s touch. He flinched and and twitched at the sensation. His muscle clenched hard around Rian’s fingers as he pried his way inside. “Mph, I said gentle you clumsy giant! Fuck,” he growled as he tried desperately to adjust. Last time it seemed to help most when he just relaxed.

Rian chuckled at the boy’s reaction to the stimulation, stopping for only a few moments so he could get Theo on the bed , slowly removing the shifter’s pants and underwear. “I guess I’ll have to figure it out on my own.”

☢ — The manner in which Rian slowly stripped Theo down was agonizingly painful to sit through. It was like waiting for death to come, only Theo new it wouldn’t be that sweet. He’d still be alive after this probably and have to live with the idea of just allowing this to happen yet again. “I want you to be fucking gentle, alright?” He lashed out at hte other man with glaring eyes.

“Hm.” Rian smirked “Okay, Theo, tell me what you want right now.” Rian whispered, applying more pressure to the boy’s cock, feeling the hardening cock against his hand.

☢ — The boy couldn’t deny that he was enjoying this in some way because his cock was clearly rock hard in his jeans right now and he didn’t want it to stop but that didn’t mean he had to admit it either. “Mph, mm-mm,” he hummed shaking his head to try and tell Rian he was to embarrassed to tell him.

Rian let that one go, seeing as the boy was finally giving in. His hand pulled away when Theo bucked his hips, making a disapproving sound “No moving, boy.” He chuckled, going to palm the young shifter again.

☢ — Theodore gasped as hand was lifted completely away from his needy crotch, earning a bunch of little needy whimpers. He had just started getting used to it. He didn’t need it stopping now. “Th-Theo... not boy. Theo,” he corrected with a huffy little attitude as he leaned his head back against the werewolf’s shoulder as he got the attention he wanted again back on his jean covered cock.

“I won’t.” Rian shook his head, licking the shifter’s skin before kissing it again, his free hand slowly palming the younger boy “Relax kid, I’m not going to hurt you.” He whispered soothly.

☢ — The blond little thing in the much larger man’s lap began to squirm one again, only this time he was quite turned on with how he was being held still in the other’s lap all while his cock was palmed with a pleasing pressure of Rian’s palm. “M-mph...Shut up. I’m trying to,” he growled as he bucked his hips forward accidentally.

Rian smirked, pulling the boy closer, making him seat on Rian’s lap “I already told you, I want to have fun with you, not hurt you.” He explained, his lips brushing on Theo’s neck “So, stop squirming and let us have some fun.”

☢ — Theo was starting to seem hopeless as he plopped back onto the other’s lap when he was tugged down. He sniffled and hiccuped as he was kissed at, his hands holding onto the large muscular arm that wrapped around his waist. He was far to strong for Theodore to even try fighting off. “D-don’t fucking hurt me. Just please, don’t hurt me. I-I’ll behave if you promise not to r-rip anything...”

RIan looked at the boy, being quick to jump onto the other side of the bed and grabbing Theo by the hem of his shirt “Come on, calm down.” He said, making the boy sit down on the floor “Seriously, stop squirming, or it’ll be harder on you.” Quite literally.

☢ — "P-please!” The boy frantically cried out, finally unable to uphold his angry defensive asshole attitude due to how frightened he was as tears began to stream down his face. “I-I don’t want to be fucked again. Don’t hurt me like that.... Hurt me any other way but just not like that...”

Rian shook his head, sighing before looking undr the bed “Get. Out. Of. There.” He ordered, his fangs growing out as well. “Don’t make me get you out of there myself.” He growled, waiting for the boy to get out of under the bed.

☢ — Theo gasped as the other looked under the bed and growled, showing his teeth to the poor blond. It scared him half to death, so much in fact that he backed up until he was spooked out of the other way and he tried his best to run for the closet door so that he could lock himself inside, but he was such a slow creature compared to a werewolf.

As soon as he felt the body colliding with his own, Cael wrapped his arms around the blond male. He could see and feel a great deal of pain from Theo, and although he couldn’t free the boy from it, he hoped an ear and an embrace would help somehow. “It’s ok,” he whispered soothing into the other’s ear.

☢ — Perhaps it lasted a minute at the most before the shifter quickly came to realize what he was doing. He jerked back, wiping his tear stained eyes before sniffling. How embarrassing. He glanced around quickly to make sure nobody else saw his weakness before shifting quickly into a chickadee and darting out of the room and to some other various spot to go hide while he bawled his eyes out.

#lol it's okay hun sweet dreams! 8D #c.cael

“You did what you need to do to survive. There’s no shame in survival.” He wanted to bring the blond to an embrace, but he wasn’t sure the other would even allow him to do so. “I’m sorry you were pushed into do that, and I’m sorry you ended up here. You deserve better than this.”

☢ — It was probably a good thing that Cael didn’t try embracing him. Theo typically likes to go to other’s instead of having them pry and right now he was feeling the need to hide. Though, instead of running away to hide alone he leaned in and buried his face into Cael’s chest. This boy was being nothing but nice to him and despite all the rude mistakes he had made the angel didn’t lash out at him like many other’s had here.

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