Knots In My Laces

Made this blog a while back while I was in need of cinematic inspiration. (Thx tumblr!) Now I use it to be lazy and procrastinate, when I should be doing things like homework and editing/ writing.... (curse you tumblr!)

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10) bye

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9) i hope this all ends up giving me peace of mind cuz for now this all sucks. i really wish i could just say something hurtful.... imma jerk most the time anyway.... but it wouldnt leave any feeling of closure. just guilt. whatever. i need to sleep. im done. ranting usually makes me feel better.... but idk. aint workin so well right now. either way, i'll be over it in a few days. hopefully. ok guys this is it.

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8) k. look. i thought about all this for a long time. "this" being things like leaving tumblr and my other current personal situations. and i need to focus and clear the distractions.

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7) still cant stop thinking about it tho.

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6) i had a plan. oh man. it was perfect. yep. and then reality pile drived me right in the freakin face.... nothing has really changed. i just have less distractions now

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"is this like the script you were writing?"

haha no. this is something else. a lot more personal

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5) ive said this before. but being 18 sucks

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4) im not gonna delete this blog. that way no one loses a follower. i just wont be here anymore

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3) im gonna give myself 5 years

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2) fed up with playing these games and pretending that something amazing is gonna come from all that. theres just nothing there.

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1) im done with tumblr

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k. gonna say a few things

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alright. thats it. done with all this uncertainty. don't need it stressing me out and clogging up my thoughts anymore. goodfreakingcrapola. so mad i got all wrapped up in that junk.

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