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got weed, got high, got an odd job to do today to earn the funds for a bigger weed stash, and none of that changes a thing... it's still suicide summer 2026, josh. it's time to enjoy the last of your days and get this over with

#death is liberation

went back to clear the blog out and read my old vent posts, and holy fuck, i really forced myself through another whole year of misery and whining and wanting to die. just through sheer weed smoke and inability to find the strength to kms.

not again. never again. suicide summer 2026

#death is liberation

a family that doesnt like me or want me around half the time, and like three friends left who dont even try to reach out anymore bc they know ill happily ignore them. perfect state to die in.

#observing someone's interest in you slowly but surely being killed off is the most therapeutic thing ever #one day theyre messaging every three hours and then suddenly it's every three months maybe if that #greatest feeling ever

i love being depressed and suicidal in secluded silence. i can talk and post however much i want about wanting to slit my throat open and die, and there's not a single person around to make me feel bad about them feeling bad about my feelings like lmao fuck off with that stupid ass shit

#death is liberation #i hate my mother what more does she want from me than thirty fucking years #stupid bitch

knot on the side of my head and a kink in my neck

#the trials and tribulations of self harm while waiting to die #favorite pastime nothing else like it #I control me and I use me to hurt me because there's no better more cathartic form of control #I yearn to kill me like no one else can

sleeping well, waking up, and getting high doesn't change a damn thing. i still have to kms.

#the mood swings and sudden mental shifts don't matter anymore #the need to die is simply the need to die #death is liberation

my death has been fifteen years in the making. it's time to finally achieve it. im so fucking excited to die, it makes me so happy to think about not being alive anymore. more happy than any experience, person or high has ever made me in my entire life

suicide summer 2026

#death is liberation

never talking to anyone ever again and going to start beating on these dogs to make them leave me alone and stop relying on me in preparation for suicide summer 2026. it's finally thankfully wonderfully time to die. no more venting. no more chicken shit cry baby bullshit. I have a deadline I need to die before it comes and I will kill myself soon

#death is liberation #starting now rn Josh #we're ghosting everyone and isolating completely. it's time to die

i want to kill myself so bad

just going to keep on and off punching myself in the head until I go brain dead or just die in general

#death is liberation

oh death. oh sweet death. you're the only thing i need in this life. everything else is just a distraction

i love ghosting ppl. i love isolating. i love spiraling and self destructing and slowly working my way towards killing myself, without anyone else around to bitch and cry about it

#if I wasn't such a baby back bitch when it came to pain id prob love slitting my own throat open too

it makes me so happy and warm inside when someone who was once trying to engage with me and connect and make their feelings on my well being my problem, finally cuts their losses and never contacts me ever again

#the less ppl who even care or try to be close the closer to death I am #here's to all the ppl I ghosted and never heard from ever again #you're the best. may I die soon and you never remember me

beating myself in the head until my skull rings out in pain. I can't wait to kill myself with my own two hands

#this blog is my long winded whiny spineless pathetic ass hub of a suicide note #oh if only killing myself was easy. I'd be dead a million times over by now

just fixated and obsessed with the idea that all i have to do is leave and walk off and i can die soon, never to be seen or heard of again. just a rotting corpse while people try to reach out to me or remember me or attempt to give af about me. and none of it will matter, because i'll be thankfully blissfully deceased

#i cant wait to be a bloated rotting corpse floating down the river #death is liberation

literally nothing in this life i want to do except die

#die die die die die die die die die die die die die

i hate life so much. im so tired of waking up from sleep and not just being dead.

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