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the pinks system
bodily 20yo · they/she
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-> basic stuff
-> bodily 20 years old, some alters identify younger or older, but physically and legally we are an adult.
-> we tend to use "she/her" or "they/them" pronouns collectively. if you happen to know who is fronting, you can use their individual pronouns if you'd like.
-> the body is physically disabled, autistic, and otherwise neurodivergent/mentally ill with moderate support needs.
-> our memory is horrible. if you want to block us, you have to hard block. if you soft block, we will likely see your blog again and think "huh, weird, i thought we followed you!" and just follow you again.
-> we are experiencing active trauma and potentially planning our escape. we are severely struggling, and may act like it.
-> if you think you know me, no you don't.
-> system stuff
-> we are a newly rediscovered disordered traumagenic system. we don't have a guess as to which disorder, and we do not have access to determine that for sure right now. for now, we say "complex dissociative disorder" and leave it at that. we have thought we might be a system in the past, but various events led a previous host to believe it was a delusion and treat it as such. the current host is now re-discovering the system after 4-5 years. things will change. please be patient!
-> we are not safe to pursue dissociation-specific treatment or diagnosis, but we are starting off with a c-ptsd diagnosis and a therapist who is trauma and disability informed, but not familiar enough with dissociation to approach that safely.
-> do not send asks about what is and isn't "good for recovery" or "reduces dissociative barriers" or whatever. good for you, but we're still trying to survive. we will get to the real recovery part when we get there.
-> we flip-flop between "we/us" terms and "i/me/my" terms. we don't really care about parts vs alters vs headmates vs whatever.
-> stella is the current primary host. her sideblog is here. she's roughly body-aged, and has been the host since january 2025 but has existed longer.
-> we also have a co-host, michael! his sideblog is here. he is around 17 years old, and has been around for many years!
-> we don't have an accurate alter count. our communication is shit. we have absolutely no clue how many of us there might be, actually. so far, however, we are fictive/introject heavy. if you have an issue with that, you can move on.
-> we have at least two child parts. we do have a heavily moderated blog for our syskids. mind your manners, and we'll mind our littles.
-> also known as "the pinks" or "(alter)-and-the-pinks"!
-> interaction
-> we don't really have a strict, full "do not interact" policy at all. we will just block you if we don't like you. honestly, we don't police our posts too heavily, especially if they get popular. we don't have time for that. your like or reblog will probably go unnoticed. just don't be weird on my posts or i'll delete it and block you.
-> with that being said, we definitely block transids, any and all maps/supporters, disability fetish blogs, zionists, fascists and american republicans, terfs, ableists, most blank non-system blogs, and a lot more. shit, we might block you if we just think you're annoying!
-> despite being endo neutral and spending time in anti endo spaces, we often block blogs that are particularly loud or aggressive about being against endogenic systems. in fact, aggressive syscourse on either side will likely be blocked. you can exist how you are, but we do not care to see aggressive syscourse on any side.
-> we will not block endogenic systems solely on the basis of being endogenic. though, we still will likely block syscourse-heavy blogs. in compliance with their dni policies, we may follow endogenic systems to learn more about their community and experiences.
-> we are an adult, however, minors may interact with any post NOT tagged #mdni. we also will not form private relationships with minors -- we will share community space with you, but that's as far as it goes.
-> did i break your dni? it was probably an accident or a misinterpretation! the block button is free and available!
-> relevant stances
non-traumagenic systems
-> we do not align ourselves as strictly pro endo or strictly anti endo.
-> we don't know. we don't really care. endogenic systems have never directly harmed us, and we aren't one of them, so we don't care. we do interact with anti endo communities, but sometimes we may interact with all origins welcome posts if they apply to us because we don't care. we use terms made by endogenic communities if they serve us in some way.
-> we have a lot of syscourse tags blocked. as stated above, we tend to block syscourse-heavy blogs, especially those that we find to be verbally aggressive.
-> we would prefer if there was no discourse about it at all, and we "officially" identify as endo neutral.
self diagnosis
-> broadly, we don't care.
-> we have been self diagnosed with plenty of random shit multiple times and then went and got it professionally assessed and was correct. we have also been wrong and will own that.
-> technically, we are somewhat self diagnosed with a complex dissociative disorder, but self suspecting is probably more accurate. this isn't a concrete situation yet.
-> we are planning on seeking professional advice asap when we are able and safe to do so! however, we believe that in our situation, an on-record diagnosis would hurt us more than it would help us, and are unsure whether we will actually be seeking an official diagnosis.
-> with that being said, in following, we generally take it on a case-by-case basis. self diagnosis can be harmful, it has been harmful in us in the past, but regardless, in the era of the internet it's often the first step to professional diagnosis anyways.
subject to be updated.
-> asks
-> you can send us asks!
-> we don't have any intro pages right now, but some of us will tag who we are! if you'd like to send something to someone specific, we'll try to make that happen!
-> however, we do want to preserve our privacy. any ask is subject to be ignored, saved for an indefinite amount of time, or deleted for any reason.
-> sideblogs
-> stella's sideblog
-> connor's sideblog
-> michael's sideblog
-> vi's sideblog (minors do not interact)
-> our syskid sideblog
likely more to come...
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tag list
-> #(x) and the pinks
-> x = anybody in the
system's name
-> whoever contributed to
the post
-> we may not always tag this
for various reasons
-> #the pinks personal
-> any original more personal
non-vent post
-> #the pinks original text
-> any original text post
-> only non vent posts
-> DOES apply to reblogs with
additions by us
-> #the pinks advocacy
-> any original advocacy
text post
-> #the pinks original image
-> any original image post
-> #the pinks are disabled
-> any disability-related
post
-> #the pinks vent
-> any original text vent
post
-> trigger tagged as well as
we can
-> we tag triggers as
#tw trigger
-> missed a tag? send us an
ask and we'll fix it!
-> #ask the pinks
-> responding to any ask
-> #the pinks queue
-> any queued post
-> most reblogs, some
original posts
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