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please god let this be the yogurt cup scrapings of my grief

make a life that I'm excited to get back to

I want to love stuff again

I miss writing fan fiction

I wish I cared more about my art or writing

I yearn for the optimism I had when I was engaged

Holding onto happiness is a handful of sand

I just wish I had that anchoring and inspiring love

I'm tired of hurting

I've tried so hard

Why am I not fixed yet

Why didn't I have what I need yet

Why do I feel like I'll never get it

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maybe it's like in vincent's story. if I got what I wanted, I wouldn't be able to do what I need to do to move society forward.

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