Leaving Tumblr
First I want to super apologize to all my new mutuals, had I know I was going to do this I wouldn't have reached out and started new threads. But I've come to realize as I search for new blogs that due to my disability: I just can't.
Tumblr for the longest time was the one liberation I had from being the cripple kid. People didn't see my disability before they saw me, and it didn't affect my ability to perform like it does in real life. It was the place where I didn't need any form of crutch to be able to do all the things I see everyone else just get to do.
And it's somewhat because of that first introduction that I've decided I don't want to do any workarounds and constantly have to bend over backward in order to stay on this site. I want to be somewhere where I just can. It's hard seeing your friends and everyone else get to do everything you wish you could but can't because of your disability, and tumblr had been that 1 place where this sort of thing just didn't happen.
When it comes to new blog searches, 1 out of every 50 I checked had a theme I could read without needing to zoom or wear shades. And I still have problems with people not reading my rules and following my blog with their flashy bright themes. At this point being in the rpc with this disability is harder than dealing with it in real life, and roleplaying on tumblr is going down as one of those things I've lost due to my disability.
Thankfully I have found a new environment with a small group of people that have come to replace what I loved about being on Tumblr. And because of this new environment where my disability doesn't hinder me as much I feel it's time for me to let Tumblr go, at this point all it's really become is a reminder of how much I cant do but want to- and that's not an environment I'm going to put myself in when there's another, happier one available to me.
There's definitely people and interactions I'm going to miss, and I mourn the potential I see in threads I had just started. But I knew my days on the site would be limited, the rpc has slowly been making disabled roleplayers like me more and more excluded with how aesthetic trends are going. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't bitter, but being bitter at abled people is something that I feel we're used to and will always have to deal with. They never truly realize how much of the world some people get locked out of and excluded from because "I think it looks cool". Tumblr is an environment where aesthetic > accessibility; and environments like that are not where disabled people flourish.
Some of my absolutely favourite mutuals and interactions will always be:
@blatantlyclique @frostymuses @timekeepertales
Our threads have been a very big part of my character development and are what I think of when I think of how fun it is to roleplay. I will absolutely miss interacting with y'all ❤❤❤
My current list of blogs that will be shut down are:
@stringtheoried @thjxf @therattlers @ghostofnevada
So if you didn’t know these were all the same mun, you do now.
I don't roleplay on discord or anywhere else, if you're someone who wanted to roleplay with me elsewhere: cry me your abled tears. When the next wave of disability accessibility hits let me know, I might be back.
Until then, bye for now!








