((OOC: this isnt canon but you can respond to this if you want, its after an argument with susie kris and noelle.))
That’s the worst part. I know I was right.
Susie couldn’t answer me. Noelle couldn’t answer me. Kris just looked at me like I’d done something horrific and walked out.
So I won the fight, didn’t I?
I don’t need them anyways. I’ve never needed them. I’m perfectly capable of entertaining myself. My ponderings are far more intellectually stimulating without three people constantly interrupting them, actually.
Noelle has Kris and Susie now.
Kris has Susie and Noelle now.
Susie has Kris and Noelle now.
I’m smart. I’m useful. I’m entertaining. I’m accomplished. People ought to WANT someone like me around.
So why don't they, Berdly?
No. Obviously not. She says moronic, and utterly idiotic things when she's angry.
“Being around you sucks.”
Maybe Noelle didn’t forget about me.
Maybe she just stopped having a reason to remember.
We’ve been friends for years.
She only noticed after a month without me.
Why am I even thinking about this?
They left. Good. I wanted them to leave.
So why did some pathetic... part of me keep waiting for the door to open once again?
People have always found me annoying. That’s hardly novel news.
“Berdly, you’re annoying.”
Maybe that’s all I am to people.
Not hated. That would almost be flattering. Hatred requires effort.
Just annoying enough that eventually it becomes easier not to invite me.
Easier not to notice I’m gone.
Easier to...
Tomorrow I’ll wake up, finish my work, play something, and everything will return to normal.
I really, really don’t.))
