Hi y'all. I had to come back here to break my silence agshdjfk
So I've mentioned it plenty of times before that I won't be drawing any more south park art unless I'm getting paid for it, so why tf am I getting people asking for South park art?? It's been more than 2 years since my last south park drawing so idk why you guys still think I'm in the fandom.
I've moved on a longggg time ago and looking back, my time in the fandom was not very pleasant. I definitely appreciate all the love and nice comments I've gotten from kind people but there was also a lot of hate and harassment just because I shipped different things (especially on Instagram) and lots of demanding if I didn't post fast enough or draw enough of a certain character or ship. When I moved on to other things, most if not all of my south park followers unfollowed me because apparently south park art is the only thing that's good about me. This lead me to develop insane validation issues which destroyed my mental health more than it already was and I had to learn to appreciate myself and my art for what it was, which was a very uphill battle (I still struggle with it at times)
Now I can't even enjoy the actual South Park show anymore, I just feel bitter and I'm not trying to blame all of you. I just want to move on and getting reminded (some peeps aren't even nice about wanting art, they just demand it) of a fandom that I don't want anything to do with just ruins my mood.
I understand that people follow others for a certain fandom but I wish you guys could appreciate my other content. I've moved on from tumblr and stick with Instagram where I've shifted to more original content (I'm also heavily involved in the Onward fandom as well as sporadically posting Marvel and Spies in Disguise stuff) so if you want to support me and you want to see how my art has evolved, then you can follow me on Insta.
This blog is p much an archive of my art from high school and I don't really feel like deleting it at the moment in case I want to get back onto tumblr but if people just associate me as the south park girl and nothing else then there's no point.
I would appreciate it if you guys stopped asking for South park art (yes, even you, Anons) I will only draw South Park content if I'm getting paid for it, I can message you details if you're interested
I would go off on a whole tangent about why I think the South park fandom and the show itself is actually hella toxic and problematic and how it allows problematic behaviors to go unnoticed, but I don't want to deal with that and the hate I would probably receive rn. I just want to make a disclaimer. You're free to unfollow which is perfectly fine since this is a dead account agshdjfk Just don't ask or harass me about South park anymore. I want to move on and I regret being involved in the fandom.
Thank you for the support over the years and like I said, if you want to keep supporting me, then find me on Insta. Good bye
