If you've rped with me, please take the time to read.
Hello everyone. Here's the long story/explanation that I owe several people.
A couple days before Thanksgiving, my dad quit his job. This was the beginning of a downward spiral for my family. A lot of stuff started happening with the bills and not having enough money to pay for things. Our water got turned off and the propane that heats our house/water/stove ran out and we didn't have enough money to get more. I fought with my muse and pretending everything was okay but it was steadily getting worse. Christmas Day I got into a fight with my best friend that was loud and screaming and had the neighbors threatening to call the police. I thought we made up and fixed it but it was apparently temporary.
A couple weeks ago, my dad also went into the hospital, right at the new year. He has diabetes and has already had to have one toe amputated. We thought he was going to lose another. RIght when things started getting to the worst point and we lost cellphone service and internet on top of him being in the hospital, the best friend and I had another fight, worse than the one on Christmas Day. She moved away and while I think we fixed it, I'm not sure it will ever be the same. I felt completely out of control of my life and I've been beyond lost and not okay for a bit.
Because of all of this, I will stop playing Isaac. It's not fair to everyone to have to sit around and wait for me when I can't even find the muse to log in. It holds too many bad memories. Now that things are getting better and we've got most of our life back in order, I will be makiing a new blog. I won't be playing Isaac there either and have decided to play Derek since he's my other baby. If you've taken the time to read this, thank you. I hope you can understand why I'm having to give him up.
If you're interested in following the new Derek, a link will follow on here. Some of you will be getting personal messages from me as well as follows on my new blog. If you would like to ask me anything or talk to me about anything, please go ahead and message me. Or message me on the new blog. That would probably be better. I have loved all our interactions.
