the real χ-blade

will the real χ-blade please speak up? we're gonna have a problem here!!!!! get hella turnt up at square memeix m!a: //

[therealxblade]

happy easter

4/20 praise it

[therealxblade]

should i write vanven

or should i do my othello character study/quote stuff

is this even a question

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: Do you know where my room is?

[shakes head] ...

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: You can stay in my room if you want. I can get you some water if you need it. [her tone is still. very quiet and gentle] [protect the small x-blade]

[silently nods] ... 

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: …Are you tired?

[sniffles][nods]

[nevver]

[krakenguts-deactivated20140908]

where i belong

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: [hums softly] [it’s the tune of a lullaby she remembers from sora’s childhood]

[slowly calms down][pulls away][rubs his red and puffy eyes] ...

[therealxblade]

(( wait hold up, kinda just laughs bc "what we need to do is try to contact the light that is trapped" sounds like kairi and xion are about to go summon the dead and talk to ghosts and do an excorcism ))

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: ….[hugs him] Hey.. it’ll be okay.. I’m here for you…

[hugs back][cries into her shoulder][entire body frame is rigid and shaking from his sobs] 

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: I won’t let that happen. I’ll do my best to protect you. I’ll try to find ways to make this a place where you can be safe and find things you enjoy. I promise.

... [shoulders deflate][tears fill his eyes][cries quietly] ...

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: That was the fault of the people who used you. You deserve to live.

[huffs][lifts arms in the air with frustration] Okay fine. Let's say, I deserve to live. Doesn't mean I want to. Seeing as, in every life I've had, people are always using me. I am a weapon, after all.

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: I was created to destroy. I was supposed to absorb memories. I would’ve ended up accidentally killing one of my best friends. …What happened wasn’t your fault.

[raises eyebrow] Me being used to start wars wasn't my fault? Look, I accept it. I deserve to die. Although I don't understand why Ienzo's always hated me, I understand why. It's okay. If I was on the side of... [air quotes] good... [sighs] Well, I'd want to kill me too.

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: I care about you. I don’t mind that you’re a weapon. You’re still a person. Everything will be okay. People can come back to life. You do more than just cause problems. Even if you mess up, it’s fine.

[laughs] A person? Do I even count as a person? I'm no human, and maybe if I was: this would be easier. [shakes head] [repeats] All I do is cause problems. I'm a weapon of mass destruction, I caused the legendary Keyblade War, all because people wanted to make weapons designed after me. Then, Xehanort had to try and create me in order to summon Kingdom Hearts. I don't deserve to come back to life. [scoffs] I should thank Ienzo for at least trying to kill me.

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: …Why? You have every right to exist. People care about you. You can be happy…

[stares at her][huffs with something a mix of fondness and shock] People care? About me? About a, excuse my language, fucking weapon of mass destruction? I should have stayed gone. All I cause is trouble. All I do is get people killed. [exhales] I can never be happy. I'm an object. Objects don't have feelings, they don't have sentience.

[therealxblade]

xiodd said: …[gets a towel to wipe away the blood]

[moves away] [struggles to stand] i'm fine. although i should be dead. and i, along with many others, would rather me to have stayed dead.

[therealxblade]

[sparkles of light] [human xblade shimmers back to life] [still covered in own blood] ... [sighs] why.

[therealxblade]

saxafras said:

[cue the saxophone sobbing]

[dead]