Random funfact but i used to be extreamly scared of mind readers, idk just the existence of someone being able to see your unregulated thoughts is very scary to me, so to combat this i tried my best to not think much of anything and disasocaite myself to the world
but Now the paranoia isnt as bad as it used to be but, just incase, i developed a new defense mechanism...and that is to think about quick flashing light and images so the unsuspecting mind readers can get a seizure and leave me alone. is that bad? oh absolutely. but im technically defending myself :/// so whos rlly the victim here
#paintys zengarden#also one of the key factor to this fear is because it feels like. somehow. people can immediealty know something about me thts odd#like ok???? spawn camping much#now i just accept it andd know no matter what it'll just be the way it is hastag self love hastag face your wolf#or maybe i should step up my actng skill idk#i cant pinpoint WHEN i stopped caring that much but im pretty sure i stopped giving a fuck last year