Bleeding Petal

Personal. Dumped thoughts. Uncontained feelings.

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<i>08/20/18 Monday</i>

Oath Taking.

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Try to understand the person first before you judge her.

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I'm not an Accounting major ah, maybe A K-12 compliant school somewhere in province? Budget school but syempre safe. Hehe

There's no problem with that naman po.

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Bukod sa overthinking, ano bang major mo? Para matulungan ka namin sa feasib mo. Hehe

Accountancy po. :)

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At some point in time you will start to miss that person whom you let go because you have to

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Hi guys! Do you have any suggestions for a proposal for feasibility study, it would be a big help po if you share it with me. Thank you! :)

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Some people will eventually lose the trust they have on your capabilities just because you have failed their expectations.

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Sobrang nakaka-disappoint, lahat ng pinaghirapan namin napunta sa wala. Yung time and yung budget para don nasayang dahil sobrang fail ng gawa namin.

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Two days nalang pasukan na pero yung utak ko sobrang drained na.

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This entire week has gave me a lot of stress. Sobrang nakakapagod physically and mentally to the point na kailangan ko umuwi ng province just to free my head from all the negative thoughts. I need to stop overthinking things, sobrang slow na talaga ng utak ko ngayon and naapektuhan na din ng sobra emotions ko. I just want this to end soon.

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OVERTHINKER. 👆

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Yes, I give you the right to have a say on what I do but don't go beyond that. STOP DICTATING MY LIFE.

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Daddy: Tingnan mo anak mo marunong na uminom ng red horse, di daw siya na lasing.

Mommy: Pano kinukunsinti mo

Oops. Yie sobrang happy ako dahil hindi talaga ako pinaghihigpitan ng tatay ko. Skl.

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What I like about mornings is they lessen the pain of yesterdays.

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Before sobrang oblivious ko sa paligid ko like wala talaga akong paki-alam sa nangyayari sa school and events ng organization, yung tipong papa-member lang kasi required, aattend ng ganito kasi may incentives. But now, becoming an officer is a lot of fun pala. Natututo ako maging proactive and makipag-socialize with different people. Tho I know na magiging mahirap din 'to for us sa pasukan kasi we have to use our time wisely, I still took the risk. Alam ko rin kasi na marami akong matutunan dito and mage-gain na experience na hindi mabibigay sa loob ng classroom.

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She can endure the pain but until when?

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Sobrang nagmimix emotions ko ngayon and this isn't good. Hindi ko alam yung gagawin ko, I don't know how to calm myself from anxiety. I want to think positively pero nilalamon parin ako ng pag ooverthink ko, gusto ko maging maayos yung ginagawa ko, but I feel like everything I do is going to be a failure.