𝓐ndrew . . .

[thesail0r]

     𝓐ndrew  or  𝓐ndre

      he / it syshost

         adult

      Tags under cut

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               pothos / 💻

My Tag — mostly for vents and for more personal things

           Panopticon / spiderlilly

Ivan — both negative and positive aspects of our relationship, please understand that there will be talk of abuse in the panopticon tag.

[onefive2]

[sickfrr]

[music-in-my-veins14]

[thesail0r]

Things just seems to repeat again whatever I should just move on. Seems like they enjoy there company more then they will ever enjoy mine. Whatever. They promised me too but they will always choose them. Im definitely not even more heartbreaking. Fuck you too I guess??

[thesail0r]

Im gonna do it i swear to god. I'm sorry for getting you involved with us just to this in the first place I just can't, i can't do it. I don't want you think your responsible for It either moonlight, im sorry.

Im sorry I couldn't help you like i wanted to. Im sorry that it had to get this point for me to put my foot down. I'm sorry that I started you down that path. I'm sorry that I'm unfit for relationships. I'm sorry that I hurt you. Your sobbing is not something I can scrub from my Conscience, vanya

[thesail0r]

I think if she finds out about that thing I have I'll explode into a million pieces out of pure embarrassment, yes i've thought of things related to it and now im all embarrassed. Please kill me

[2chameleon2]

Sunrise, eyes creak open

Rusted at the seams from long nights

We cauterise and staple shut the wound

Hoping it will stem the reach from every room

[thesail0r]

This is something a little more personal?? I feel as if i have to get this out there in the world because, its killing me emotionally Like really

Having His name carved into me is hard to say the least. yes, he's my husband but at the same time he shouldn't of encouraged me to carve it in the first place. That's why I use that nickname for Him because its genuinely going to tear me a part. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so conflicted and me distancing myself from him isn't helping

I can feel this relationship taking a turn and I don't know how to feel about it

[selfsoughtfuryx]

CAME IN LIKE A DREAM PUT IT DOWN LIKE A SMOKE, WE USED TO BE A TEAM NOW WE LET EACH OTHER GO, YOUR CIGARETTE ASH STILL CLINGING TO MY CLOTHES, I DON'T WANNA STICK AROUND I JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW

[sil3nt-chaos-deactivated2026041]

I was in love with the thought that we were in love with each other

What might be good for your heart

Might not be good for my head

And what was there at the start

Might not be there in the end

Do you wanna hurt me?

Do you wanna hurt me?

'Cause nobody hurts me better