The Saturniidae Family

"I fly a starship/ Across the universe divide/ And when I rrach the other side/ I'll find a place to rest my spirit if I can/ Perhaps I may become a highwayman again"

[thesaturniidae]

Collective Name: Saturn, Moth

Age: 19

Pronouns: he/it

DNI: no set DNI, we block freely and without warning

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Likes: SUPERNATURAL, Adventure Time, D&D, 2000s pop punk, being your trashy dirtbag older brother, making art, writing, worldbuilding, fiber arts

Other: system (we're open to questions about it), therian (check out @not-quite-humans for more on that), aspiring Dungeon Master. Minors are free to interact in asks, but if you're under 18, please don't DM any of our accounts.

[thesaturniidae]

As a trans man, no, i don't fucking have male privilege. i have people who hate me cuz they think i'm a woman and people who hate me just because i call myself a man.

i'm having a morning.

[thesaturniidae]

Dashboard by Noah Kahan but it's John and Dean festering their anger towards Sam circa 2001-2004

"Look at you go, crossing state lines with your shadow, tryin to run away. Change your zip code, turns out that you're just an asshole."

I'm going insane over this album

[thesaturniidae]

I'm gonna scream, i just had to watch Castiel make the deal. the catalyst to everything that would happen in Despair (S15, E18). FUCK

[thesaturniidae]

Give me a Sam Winchester who, every time he kills a demon for years after his active addiction, he gets the itch

[thesaturniidae]

"You and all of your new perspective now, wish I could shut it in a closet and drag you back down."

But it's early seasons Dean talking to Sam after he gets dragged back into hunting, both wishing for his brother to be part of the family again in a selfless way and selfishly wanting to drag Sam back into a life he escaped.

[thesaturniidae]

Psst...for my religious stuff, go follow @rendoesreligion

-Ren, he/him

[michaeldoesreligion]

I made a 15+ discord server for LGBTQIA+ Catholics. It's a safe space for those who have been practicing the faith for a long time, just starting out or are not yer sure of their faith! Some of the things included are

• Saint of the Day and Verse of the Day chats for discussion and contemplation

• A space to discuss queerness in relation to faith

• Color roles!!

If you would like the link, please DM me and join our community!!

[thesaturniidae]

Reblogging to here!

[thesaturniidae]

why did Tumblr rearrange the buttons and why is the ugliest thing i've ever seen

[thesaturniidae]

This has probably been said cosidering how much people like the Ghost!Dean AU but

imagine there are still a number of seasons, and everytime Dean "dies", it's Baby being wrecked and Sam goes through everything to fix the car and praying he'll see Dean again when she's fixed.

and then when the end of the series comes, the two just finished a hunt and Sam gets back in the car but Dean's ghost is nowhere to be found because his unfinished business is done, he got to see Sam grow older and finally felt Sam wasn't afraid of losing him again.

Anyway, I'm Fine 👍

[thesaturniidae]

Sam Winchester Headcanons!!! (aka i'm projecting)

Cw: self harm

Sam used to self harm. Not usually cuts, no, Dean would see to easily. But he'd let burns, cuts and injuries from hunts just sit for a while, revelling in the pain of it until he can't

Sam listens to Dean's music when he's missing how simple life used to be. Thinking about "shotgun shuts his cakehole" and laughing a little

Sam whose known he was bisexual for years, but kept it under wraps because he was worried Dean would react weird (come to find out Mary and John can make nothing but bisexual children)

[thesaturniidae]

Me: *peacefully watching Supernatural s4, when Adam Milligan gets introduced**cue spittake* LUKE CASTELLAN???

[thesaturniidae]

I know how this FUCK ASS story ends.

(I am on S12, but I am very good at reading characters)

[thesaturniidae]

Sam Winchester who wakes up with various aches and pains and whose scars start to burn and itch when he gets reminded of the past a little too long.

Dean Winchester whose body will just turn against him sometimes. Aching, vomiting, coughing and hacking until his throat is raw from the terrible things he's done to his body while hunting.

LET THESE BROTHERS BE INJURED AND HAVE TERRIBLE BODIES PL-

[thesaturniidae]

It's 6:45 AM, Christmas morning

I haven't slept since midnight

Not out of excitement or childlike want for new gifts

I've been sitting in the dark, just crying. This Christmas has hit especially hard. The warm wonder of Christmas I haven't seen since I was a child is back but now, even though I know it's the same, I think I'm realizing that I am the one that's changed. I'm a lot older than I was the last time the tree was this warm, the last time the presents seemed this big, the last time I felt the magic of Christmas.

And that's hard, y'know? Feeling the magic again after years of Christmas just being a slightly different day than the other 364, it's hard and jarring and kind of scary. This is my first Christmas as an adult and that hit me like a train last night.

Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas and a Hopeful New Year to you all.

(yes I know the tree is fucked up, be nice, he's very sensitive)

[thesaturniidae]

Remember that we aren't around for a long time so

Text that friend you don't see enough

Get the tattoo

Hug your loved ones often and tight

Smile

Laugh

Make jokes

[thesaturniidae]

POISON IS SPREADING

TO MY LUNGS

I AIN'T HOLDIN A BREATH

I AIN'T HOLDING ANY FAITH AT ALL

I'LL PRAY FOR YOU

BE IN PAIN FOR YOU

I'LL LEAVE THE PORCH LIGHT ON