So for the sake of not bottling things up, and because as my mother so eliquently puts, you have to be a friend to have friends, and that includes sharing all your feelings instead of just putting on a smile to make people like you. I have prepared a list of things that have really been making my life miserable lately. Plus I feel like venting. Hater Anons come at me bro.
don't read this seriously, I don't want anybody coming at me to try and console me, It just makes me feel worse, like, why did I post this shit and make people worry? Or if they really cared.. why wouldn't they have noticed sooner..?
My dog is dead and damnit this house feels empty without her.
Mom is being totally insensitive about it and is fucking with my head by playing videos of her barking in the next room at max volume because she's fucking deaf
I hate breaks, especially when I don't get out because I just get more and more lonely
I was supposed to celebrate a in between birthday with a very good friend and she just up and forgot, she still hasn't called me about it 3 days later.
I have been sick as a dog for the past couple of days
my fuck up classmates and me are part of a group and nobody is fucking talking about the debate we're supposed to be working on
I come to tumblr because I fucking wanna rp and I make starters, and everybody seems to rp with everybody else except me
on more than one occasion I have been prepared to rp with someone new.. and just as I'm about to reply... they delete their responses?! well gee way to be friendly.
21 fucking years old and I am a total waste of space, haven't had a job or ever even finished a comic or whatever
My best friend is leaving for the navy in July and I probably wont ever see her again or for a very long time.
pretty everyone I've been considering my friend, online and offline has been pretty much ignoring me.
have I mentioned I'm 21? and I'm just fucking pathetic and I feel like I won't amount to anything in life
Mom does a pretty good fucking job of reinforcing that mental image.
I am going to be stuck in this house forever, stuck cleaning up after my bitch of a mother because nobody else in my family gives enough fucks to help her.
waste of space, do some work god damnit you know what to do, even if nobody hires you you can still sell shit online, so fucking get to work
but yet I don't, I sit on tumblr and whine and bitch and moan and this isn't healthy
I'm tired of resorting to escapism, I'm only making my life worse by doing it. But can I really help it when it just makes me so depressed with I finally face all the facts?
This is really bad, I'm not healthy, yesterday I seriously contemplated killing myself, I mean how easy would it be when I'm just ignored so much? Nobody would even fucking notice. and I've got more than one sharp object in my room, and a few other lethal objects in the house...
and yet I feel I still need to hold it together, if not for me, but for all the other people who seem to really need my support. I don't want them to feel sad because of me.
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