alternative realities.

A Tumblr profile for my arts and for my thoughts.

[oncanvas]

The Road of Damiette, Armand Guillaumin, 1885

Oil on canvas 65 x 81 cm (25.59 x 31.89 in.) Museo Nacional Thyssen-Bornemisza, Madrid, Spain

[thesocialmediabutterfly]

i just save it for inspiration, don't mind me to post it.

[lylylylylylylylyly]

it’s weird how every person knows a different version of you

[thesocialmediabutterfly]

Az elbaszott apák elbaszott fiúkat teremtenek, amit pedig ha kidob neked a gép, baszhatod.

[thesocialmediabutterfly]

Én a szerelmet úgy tudnám leírni egy jelenet alapján, mint amikor a Ponyvaregényben John Travolta és Uma Thurman együtt táncolnak, you can't change my mind.

[thesocialmediabutterfly]

A fasz sem fog arra várni, hogy mikor lesz kedved egy baszott üzenetet visszaírni.

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I don't know this time, how to call my drawing, but I think this is one of the best, from those what I made yet. This is not perfect same, as the person, who is the point of this art, but I think this is actually not that bad, and this is actually good (i hope so lol).

[thesocialmediabutterfly]

"Everybody lies. No exception."

[thesocialmediabutterfly]

After a month, I drew again. The process was really tough, I couldn't draw anything, and I felt hopeless about everything I did. I felt like, I lost a part of me, the passion for making creative thing about my thoughts. I couldn't do anything, like, seriously, I was hella depressed for like two weeks in this month. I was drawing too, but those drawings were so unnatural, like, I felt really bad about them. So, like I said, I couldn't draw, I did other things to not be sad about it, until this weekend. I wanted to make something really overwhelming, glommy, and SAD. I'm not always sad and an overthinker, but I think this is the most impressive feeling, what a person can feel. In my opinion sadness is not depression, but you can feel sadness during this 'numb depression', so If you think this is drawings is rather a depressed drawing, that's okay, I won't be hysterical. I wanted to give so much emotions to this drawings, everything I felt in that moment. I hope you'll like it, because I think it became good, better than those bad drawings, what I made!

The drawing's name: hopeless. I think this is the best name, what I could give to this one.