a message i just sent my bf rn i
was watching a tiktok of street interview asking this cool eccentric guy what artiwork hed like to own. made me realise what kinda answer id say and id probabbly say a photograph. but then i thought about it and said to myself but i actually love painting, even if i barely know any artists na painters. all the times i painted i loved it.
and then i thought. Im scared to do that after work, cuz what if time just goes by faster. is that why i like scrolling on tiktok? cuz it feels like im absorbing and going through a lot of info and content on just one mediun? like am i scared for life to be simpler and faster when painting? do i feel like this overstimulation and chaotic-ness feels productive and important? more important than doing something more mindful and just a one-thing, rather than than "doing" or "processing" so much info in the same amount of time?



















