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Realising you have more amnesia than you ever noticed, is really hard. It’s scary.
Realising that it isn’t normal to not remember such big chunks of your week.
Realising you don’t remember what you’ve said to friends, when they tell you; ‘you’ve said this many times before’.
Realising you don’t know what ‘you’ talked about in therapy, even less than an hour later.
What else do I not remember?
Amnesia, even without overt parts/not necessarily ‘coming to’ in different environments, is still scary. You feel like you have no control. Powerless. Isn’t that why I have parts to begin with? To cope with feeling like I had no control & was powerless in much worse situations as a kid. Doesn’t seem like such a great coping mechanism now, brain.
Fuck anyone who makes this shit up for fun. Having DID is not fun. This is just one tiny thing & this is more than enough to not want to have this shit.
Shout out to this one alter who wants to cut off all contacts literally for any reason
gimmie some songs that just sound like what dissociation feels like to you
like i feel like dreamland by glass animals embodies it pretty well
pretty cvnt by sewerslvt
sheep falling asleep to the moon by arai tasuku (yes, the whole ep, also sin of children by the same artist if we want to go there)
whatever this song is called
whimper by 8485
mabul by crywolf
alternative by annabel
memoirs of the forgotten by krale
ketamine by siouxxie
six's theme part 2 (little nightmares)
i could make a whole playlist if i wanted to, but heres the vibes :0
Some days system life is local anime man fronts all day and yeah he turned into a panther halfway through the day but now he’s just a regular guy again.
And then some days you open up the system newspaper and the headline is
“2 MERMEN ATTEMPT TO MAKE TUNA SANDWICH, EGYPTIAN GOD PREVENTS DISASTER”
To “Endogenic” systems,
You really don’t understand how harmful the misinformation that you all are spreading really is. This isn’t some game about having a “uwu quirky” disorder with “funny alters”. This is a scary, confusing and difficult disorder for those who have it. Ever since I’ve started to seek help to cope with my DID and learn about my trauma that cause it. I’ve been called a “fake” by singlets due to misinformation, I’ve been misdiagnosed and literally hopped up on meds by doctors in order to “cure” me. I’ve been admitted to multiple hospitals, told that it was just a “phrase” by singlet friends and family members. I suffer from horrible memory loss, flashbacks, dissociation, comorbid disorders and other complications and symptoms that I can’t even listed off the top of my head right now. I’m SCARED AND HORRIFIED even to tell or even let people find out about it unless I heavily trust or are close to them. I have to stop alters from fronting and helping out due to the fact I’m scared that we will get hurt if ANYONE find out about us. No, I’m not a “sysmed”. I’m someone who been severely hurt and still is hurting that this is the only way my brain learn to cope with all of the pain. No, I am not “gatekeeping” when I tell people that endogenic systems are just not possible. I am someone who been very affected by all of the misinformation. THIS IS NOT A FUN DISORDER, THIS IS NOT A GAME. I know for a fact that you are not getting hurt, abused and discriminated against like us and other systems caused by trauma are right now. YOU’RE NOT. -Kris, a very very tired host of the Party System.
the biggest of moods living with mental illness's im sure others relate too <3
This meme is brought to you by 3 years of trauma therapy and processing feelings about a lot of different relationships✨✨✨
Image description: the galaxy brain meme.
The first panel says “My parents are abusive”.
The second panel says, “They’re not THAT bad, but they’re… not great”.
The third panel says, “Hmmm. All of that was really bad, actually.”
The fourth panel says, “I went through a lot of trauma at the hands of my parents that could have been lesser or avoided.”
The fifth panel says, “My parents ‘did their best’ but within their own comfort zones and didn’t try to unlearn fucking anything.”
The sixth, last panel says, “My parents’ lives and relationships are built around fear and superiority. They have a lot of trauma that they will NEVER unlearn or admit to, and we’re trying to end the cycle by actually experiencing emotions.” /end description
Broke: calling the people in your head that form out of trauma “alters”
Woke: calling the people in your head that form out of trauma your “boys” or “comrades”
OK BUT
Being in a system is having like 30 + playlists on spotify 💀
We all got different taste 🤩✌
- Willowww
ATTENTION DID SYSTEMS WITH DREAM SMP CHARACTERS/CONTENT CREATORS AS INTROJECTS!!!/pos
y'all are valid af. you are not "faking". don't let anyone tell you otherwise. you have no control over who appears in your system and that is fine. introjects occur. anyone who says otherwise can suck an unwashed dick.
signed,
resident angry protector
So i made a new account. Followed some folks. One of them is friends with the person who accused me of stealing their art and the drama has started up again :/
when you delete your entire art account and portfolios because someone accused you of art theft (:
@lostsouls-house you are incredibly kind and thank you for replying i really needed some support. /gen I’m probably gonna remake the account under a different name and go ahead and block the person so they don’t see.
It just hurts even more cause i didn’t even do anything wrong technically… I just liked their style and was trying to emulate it.. Like i didn’t even trace or anything. idk..
@lostsouls-house That’s reassuring to hear, ty… /gen
whats worse is that theyre tweeting about it..
when you delete your entire art account and portfolios because someone accused you of art theft (:
@lostsouls-house you are incredibly kind and thank you for replying i really needed some support. /gen I’m probably gonna remake the account under a different name and go ahead and block the person so they don’t see.
It just hurts even more cause i didn’t even do anything wrong technically… I just liked their style and was trying to emulate it.. Like i didn’t even trace or anything. idk..
when you delete your entire art account and portfolios because someone accused you of art theft (:
tummy hurtyyyy
