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By Starved and Stern Face
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like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
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like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
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like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
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like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
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like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
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like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
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character: the starved man (bio) affiliations: the faceless men. charlize theron
like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
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And There Before Me Was a Black Horse || (starved & stern faced) (10 sept; 11pm)
She smirked at the idea of such a gathering—all the major houses…she wondered what those stuffy old families had been up to during her absence. The names were familiar to anyone who came from Britain—Baratheon, Stark, Lannister, Tyrell, Martell… And all together in one place? Fabulous.
Like a child excited for a new present, she clapped her hands together with a bright smile. “Oooh, I’ll have to go shopping…” Shopping! How long it had been…London may be a churning, broiling mess, but she had a feeling the shopping was still quality. The world could be falling down around everyone but they’d still be sure to have their Starbucks and their Coach purses and their Dolce & Gabbana sunglasses.
Lena might as well, too.
“When is the gala?” she asked. She wasn’t currently feeling her most glamorous….she supposed she needed to hit up a heavy-carb diet as soon as possible. “Will your friends be there?”
" We should look for a place for you to stay first and our main focus will be feeding you," He said, voice calm as always, " You can shop for a dress for the gala on the day itself, so that you’ll know that it’ll fit,"
" The gala will be on the fifteenth," He studied her again, wondering how much flesh will they manage to get back on her in five days. As long as she did not look like a pile of walking bones, he supposed, that will be good enough, " And I don’t think so. One or two may be interested to wander in," He shrugged, " I don’t keep track of them,"
" Just enjoy yourself there," He added a faint smile, " And see if you can wrap anyone useful around your finger," If she could get a prominent politician or business man from any of the main houses, that will be good enough. It will give them some leverage and a foothold at the top, a source of information and money.
He folded his arms over his chest, ” Before that however, I think it would be best if you meet someone,”
Derrek didn't share her enthusiasm--she never expected him to. He was a creature for the shadows, for skulking and stalking and killing. He was the rock that tripped you in the dark and devoured your life when you hit the ground. Lena was cold sunlight, so bright you couldn't see her before she had scorched you to the bone. In some ways, they could be the perfect team...
Her eyes squinted ever so slightly in annoyance at his cautious instruction. Like she didn't know how to dress her own body--of course she knew to wait until she could size herself properly for the thing. But she let it drop and gave a soft sigh, looking around Derrek's flat. Yes, she needed her own place. She'd sold everything before embarking on this assassination...and while her pride was in tact, she hadn't gotten the payment she had been expecting. Good thing she had savings from previous work, in various bank accounts. Ugh, it would take time to collect it all. Lena was not the most patient of women.
So his new mates wouldn't be taking part in the festivities. That disappointed her slightly, merely because she was curious about them. Derrek typically worked alone--or occasionally with a worthy partner, should the situation require. Like the Philadelphia job. If this lone wolf had joined a pack, they must be worthy indeed.
Nodding thoughtfully, Lena felt significantly undaunted by the idea of the job. After surviving a Chinese prison, charming some wealthy Brit seemed almost mundane. But perhaps more fun, in the end.
Pushing her wet, golden hair from her neck, she curled up back against the pillows and headboard. Oh, it felt unspeakably delicious to be on a soft bed again. She had to take a moment to close her eyes and relish the feeling, and might have fallen asleep right then if Derrek hadn't spoken again.
Her green eyes opened and met his. "Who?" she asked.
like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
His hand tightened its hold on her long neck, and she drew a breath. The danger was there, just under the surface, and she grinned, wondering just how far he’d go, how hard he’d squeeze…would she suddenly find herself in a real fight?
But her breathing remained free, free enough that she could let out a soft hum against his mouth. Her hands went fluttering to his belt, yanking it unbuckled impatiently, heedlessly. One leg crept up to link around his, drawing his hips to hers. The cold winter glass at her back, his warm, eager body before her.
Lena’s hands then slipped around him, drifting under the hem of his shirt to press her nails to his lower back. She pulled at him, rolling their hips together, gathering handfuls of his shirt to pull it off. Her blood was up now—the next best thing to killing was certainly fucking, and she had no intention of going back to that sodding doctor until she’d had a proper lay. Patience be damned.
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like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
He must be feeling what she felt—this stir-crazy frustration. Cooped up here in this cold, wet city, sitting and just waiting, waiting, waiting…. She wanted to fight, she wanted to strike, she wanted to kill. Westbauer wasn’t going to be a challenge. But Derrek could be. Derrek could match her.
They were close, and she leaned forward, their faces just inches apart. Coiled. Tense. Like the hunters that they were. Two vicious beasts with prey in sight—but was she potential prey in this moment? Was he even more frustrated than she was? Would he snap? The corner of her mouth curled up to a light grin, and when she spoke, her voice was low, little more than a whisper.
"How hungry are you?" she breathed.
She grinned, and he smiled.
Such a thin neck. Long, elegant, like the rest of her.
And they were so close. Inches apart.
He turned her, pushing her back against the glass, leaning down and kissing her,
It was not gentle, it was not sweet, He urged her lips to part, and her mouth opened to him and he to her. They fought with their teeth with their tongues and his hand gripped tighter at her little neck as his other found her hip.
She asked and he responded, prowling forward, using his body to push hers back against the cold window. Lena felt the sharp chill through the fabric of her shirt, making her skin prickle at the cold.
Derrek leaned his head down to capture her mouth with his. A furtive, hungry kiss. Demanding. She was happy to comply, opening her mouth to him, tasting his tongue, biting at his lower lip. His teeth caught at her too in a gratifying tussle for some slight dominant edge--it didn't really matter who won. It was the fight that satisfied.
His hand tightened its hold on her long neck, and she drew a breath. The danger was there, just under the surface, and she grinned, wondering just how far he'd go, how hard he'd squeeze...would she suddenly find herself in a real fight?
But her breathing remained free, free enough that she could let out a soft hum against his mouth. Her hands went fluttering to his belt, yanking it unbuckled impatiently, heedlessly. One leg crept up to link around his, drawing his hips to hers. The cold winter glass at her back, his warm, eager body before her.
Lena's hands then slipped around him, drifting under the hem of his shirt to press her nails to his lower back. She pulled at him, rolling their hips together, gathering handfuls of his shirt to pull it off. Her blood was up now--the next best thing to killing was certainly fucking, and she had no intention of going back to that sodding doctor until she'd had a proper lay. Patience be damned.
like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
"Mmm…I’ll find the names of all the reps that signed into the hospital that day. That’ll tell us who to look for," she said. That was already on her agenda anyways, but she’d wanted to get the solid paper evidence to Derrek as soon as she could. “I’ll give you the time for the next meeting as soon as I know."
She huffed a small laugh and wrinkled her nose in distaste, thinking on the nights in bed with the doctor. He wasn’t a terrible shag but…lacked creativity, that was for sure. Every time was the same. Lena found herself just lying there, mentally running through her stores of information on his case while he did what he did. He didn’t notice. She knew the right time to start making a fuss and make him think she was still interested.
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The dreariness seemed to, momentarily at least, melt from his face and he gave a condescending sort of grin. He seemed amused at her complaint, and she shot him a glare. Was he mocking her? She wasn't bothered by the means she had to use to get her job done. Sex was as much a weapon to her as her knife, and she had no shame in it. But Lena couldn't tell if Derrek's remarks were meant to tease her or tease with her.
She certainly didn't like being teased. The growling something in her bristled, and her limbs itched for some sort of release. Something to focus her energy on. "Yeah, fuck you," she snapped, taking another sip of her drink to avoid going into more details.
But then Derrek addressed the prospect of the kill and Lena's agitation was forgotten like a sudden change in the wind, her pretty face softening to a pleasant smile. "I'm not sure...ask me again tomorrow, and then the next day..." Her decision on the how to kill Westbauer seemed to change hourly. She doubted she would have a solid plan when the time came. Once she got the greenlight for his execution, she would wait for the perfect moment. She would feel when that moment came. No meticulous plan, just intuition. She would feel it right in her gut that this was it, that he had caught himself on her web precisely where she wanted him to be. And then she would dispatch of him with such ease, the hunter in her taking over with calm proficiency, like she didn't even have to tell it what to do.
Her tongue touched the rim of the stout crystal glass, thoughtful. Hmm...torture...she knew the tactics, of course. She knew how extract information when she wanted it. But it was just another means to an end. It was a slow and methodical process and often lost her attention. It never had the same satisfaction as the actual kill. Maim them and by the time you snuff the life from them they're already whittled down and weary. She liked to strike quickly. Hard and fast.
"Is that how you usually do it?" she asked Derrek. Glancing back at him she could see the eager glint in his eye. She could see the hunger there. He wasn't a terribly handsome man, she noted; his face was lined with some bygone cares. But there was something pleasant about that weathered look, and something pleasant about the clarity of his eyes. So often they just looked dull, bored, but now she saw that spark in them, and Lena knew there was nothing dull about Derrek. He was sharp. Always. Even when he wanted to look like he wasn't. Especially when he wanted to look like he wasn't.
Lena wondered how many people he had killed in the city of Philadelphia, and wondered if anyone would even notice. It wasn't the most serene of cities, that was for sure. Maybe their kind fit right into the City of Brotherly Love. Maybe she should kill...but she didn't typically take to wanton violence. She liked the sense of accomplishment that came with a specific goal...a specific target. She wasn't going to get any satisfaction by killing some worthless inner-city thug in Love Park for kicks.
Her musings were interrupted when she felt Derrek's fingers brush over hers, moving the glass to his lips to help finish her vodka. She let him, green eyes holding his, studying him. Reading his intention. Then his hand lightly brushed some of her silky hair aside, exposing her neck and collar.
His fingertips brushed over her skin and Lena felt her heart quicken--that flushed sensation of a foreign touch. Somewhere subconsciously she knew the danger, as his fingertips brushed over the line of her pulse in her long neck. She knew that he was like her. That flash in his eyes was the hunger of a killer, and she had such a little neck...it could fit so easily in his closed hand. Her muscles stiffened just slightly, but her lips curled into a grin. All he'd have to do was squeeze...maybe he would.
She had to grin at that.
Just to see...Lena tilted her chin a little more, exposing her neck to him. Subtly her shoulders turned, orienting her body to face him, moving into the cusp of his hand, her pulse under his palm.
He must be feeling what she felt--this stir-crazy frustration. Cooped up here in this cold, wet city, sitting and just waiting, waiting, waiting.... She wanted to fight, she wanted to strike, she wanted to kill. Westbauer wasn't going to be a challenge. But Derrek could be. Derrek could match her.
They were close, and she leaned forward, their faces just inches apart. Coiled. Tense. Like the hunters that they were. Two vicious beasts with prey in sight--but was she potential prey in this moment? Was he even more frustrated than she was? Would he snap? The corner of her mouth curled up to a light grin, and when she spoke, her voice was low, little more than a whisper.
"How hungry are you?" she breathed.
like fall we are false prophets, like winter we are cruel || (Starved & Stern Face) (Philadelphia, early 2008)
“He’s not going to know what hit him…” she said with a sly grin, bringing her glass to her lips. Poor doe-eyed fool…. “But…I hope it’s soon. All day I just sit there and wait to pretend I’m happy he’s home…Just…itching…” Itching to wipe that grin off of his face, to see the shock when she makes the killing strike…She ran her tongue over her lips at the anticipation of it….
Her green eyes snapped back to her companion. “Don’t tell me you’re not going stir-crazy…”
" You should pick up a hobby," He replied, voice soft, shifting his arms against his chest slightly, " Reading, for example. That usually helps me deal with the fucking monotony," The creature in his head raked its claws against the insides of his skulls and hissed, and the his fingers curled into his palm. Then, she looked at him, playful and teasing eyes, green in the dim light, " Some what," He answered, his own eyes holding her gaze, " More frustrated, though," And cold.
"Mmm...I'll find the names of all the reps that signed into the hospital that day. That'll tell us who to look for," she said. That was already on her agenda anyways, but she'd wanted to get the solid paper evidence to Derrek as soon as she could. "I'll give you the time for the next meeting as soon as I know."
She huffed a small laugh and wrinkled her nose in distaste, thinking on the nights in bed with the doctor. He wasn't a terrible shag but...lacked creativity, that was for sure. Every time was the same. Lena found herself just lying there, mentally running through her stores of information on his case while he did what he did. He didn't notice. She knew the right time to start making a fuss and make him think she was still interested.